I Need A Doctor
Drums (The) Lyrics

You're like a child and I like that
I like your innocence and naivety; it's refreshing to me.

You're always sleeping on my doorstep
You're always around, waiting for me or seeking comfort from me.

And you're such a pretty thing
I find you physically attractive and pleasing to the eye.

And I like that
I enjoy the way you look and how it makes me feel.

You're always pushing me so close to death
You take me to the edge, where I almost feel like I might die or give up.

And it's such a stupid thing
It doesn't make logical sense for me to put up with this behavior, but I can't help it.

But you torture me
Your actions and behavior are causing me pain and distress.

And you ruin me
You're destroying me emotionally and psychologically.

I need a doctor
I need help, whether it be medical or psychological, to deal with the pain you're causing me.

You know I love you
Despite everything, I still have feelings of love for you.

But I wanna kill you
The pain you're causing me is so intense that at times, I wish you weren't alive to cause it.

That night you put your lipstick on me
I remember that specific moment when you did something extreme or out of the ordinary.

I felt stupid so I drank to get dizzy
I felt embarrassed or foolish so I numbed myself with alcohol.

And when you fell asleep
After you did what you did, you were able to easily fall asleep and forget about it.

I threw a tambourine at your face
I reacted to my emotions and threw something at you in anger or frustration.

'Cause I always miss
I'm not good at expressing my emotions or taking action in the moment.

Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
A vocalization that expresses emotional pain or frustration.

Feels so bad
This situation and the emotions it brings up feel overwhelming and negative.