Suicide
Duende Lyrics

-Hello.?-
Duende begins the conversation with his friend before he commits suicide.

im gonna do it dogg im tired but i wanna let you kno whats on my mind before i fire
Duende tells his friend that he is going to kill himself but wants to share his feelings before he does.

-Aye Duende what you trippin on.?-
Duende's friend asks him why he is acting strange.

Ya stubo dogg im thru im not fit to take this shit this is all that i can do!
Duende tells his friend that he is at his wit's end and has no other choice but to end his life.

-Aye homie you alright.?-
Duende's friend continues to ask if he is okay.

Dogg im sick of all this petho
Duende tells his friend that he is tired of everything and cannot deal with it anymore.

-Dont do nothin stupid!-
Duende's friend urges him not to do anything irrational.

Aye i love you homie serio i lived a firme life que no? i kicked like i had to you alwayz had my back ese im glad i alwayz had you but reality is crucial nothin lasts forever all the shit we did together dont forget me homie ever
Duende expresses his gratitude and love for his friend, reflecting on the good times they shared.

-Duende why you trippin whats wrong this aint like you quit sippin on that pisto theres somethin stupid that u might do!-
Duende's friend begs him to explain why he is behaving erratically and suggests he quit drinking alcohol, afraid he might do something foolish.

It hurts for me to do this dogg to think of my familia my hyna dogg my little kids my little carnaliaz but the truth is im a burden i no longer wanna suffer FUCK THIS WORLD AND FUCK THIS LIFE IM SICK OF ALL THESE MUTHA FUCKERS
Duende talks about how he cannot bear the pain and suffering anymore and wants to end his life, despite how much he loves his family.

-WHY YOU COCKIN BACK YOUR CUETE THIS AINT COO HOMIE CHALE YOU TRIPPIN HOMIE SERIO DONT DO THIS FUCKIN HALE!-
Duende's friend pleads with him not to pull the trigger and kill himself, warning him that it is not the right choice.

I aint trippin cuz i was brought up with the real a broken heart cant be rebroke so i aint got nothin to feel i tried to chill desmadres alwayz comin my direction twenty shots i got protections slangin rocks? is my proffession dogg im stressin im a burden gettin bigger wit my cuete to my dome my finger shakin on the trigger come to figure aye im just as selfish as the told me ya but homie all i needed was a heffe to control me no hyna got to kno me my motto was to get it trece anos tryna hit it i dont think i can forget 11/second/97 the day i realized that if there ever was a god he never looked into my eyes aint no surprise my adolensence years is wen i lost it if there ever was a line the day my primo died i crossed it homie fuck it the thing is that i find myself alone the only thing i might have left is this cuetaso to my dome
Duende explains his life story, where he has faced many difficulties and painful experiences, and feels like he is alone with a gun to his head.

tell my jefes i apologize for all their pain and sorrow they wont see me back tomorrow or my favorite years to follow tell my little carnaliaz my jefia not to worry that i seen another light through out the night eyes blurry tell my hyna that i love her dont tell her i was cryin make her think i wasnt trippin even tho she'll kno ur lien my kids damn i wish that i could kiss them im not doin this to diss them dogg im really gonna miss them
Duende leaves messages for his family, apologizing for everything and expressing love and care. He does not want them to think he was weak or crying, but that he will miss them dearly.

but today.here.and now is when its over not another balla older take this weight up off my shoulders nothing better then whats less i finally get to rest i wasnt living dogg my heart was beating dead inside my chest but i guess ill get to rest all peacefull in my coffin'
Duende accepts that his life is over and that it is time to end it, as he was not truly living, but merely surviving. He hopes to find peace in death.

-QUIT TALKIN LIKE YOUR CRAZY!-
Duende's friend desperately tries to stop him from speaking about killing himself.

Sabes que im finished talkin!
Duende ends the conversation, telling his friend that he has made his decision to end his life.