Foolin' Myself
Duke Ellington Lyrics


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I try to keep you out of my heart
But somehow I find
Trying to keep you out of my heart
I'm out of my mind

I tell myself I'm through with you
And I'll be having nothing more to do with you
I stay away, but every day
I'm just foolin' myself

Tell my friends that I don't care
I shrug my shoulders at the whole affair
But all know it isn't so
I'm just foolin' myself

And every time I pass
And see my face in a looking glass
I tip my hat and say
How do you do, you fool
You're throwing your life away

I'm acting gay, I'm acting proud
And every time I see you in a crowd




I may pretend, but in the end
I'm just foolin' myself

Overall Meaning

The song "Foolin' Myself" by Duke Ellington depicts a person's desperate effort to move on from a past lover. The song's opening lines - "I try to keep you out of my heart, But somehow I find, Trying to keep you out of my heart, I'm out of my mind" - express the inner struggle that the singer experiences. They try hard to avoid thinking about their former lover and to ignore their feelings, but despite their attempts, they are constantly reminded of that person.


The next stanza reveals that the singer tries to convince themselves that they're over their lover, and that they're not going to have anything to do with them anymore. But deep down, they know they're lying to themselves. They stay away, but every day, they feel like they're fooling themselves. They realize that they're not over their lover, even though they try hard to be.


The final lines of each stanza follow a similar pattern. The singer acts as if they don't care about their ex, but in reality, their façade crumbles quickly. They're just fooling themselves, and they know deep down that they can't move on.


Overall, the song is a powerful representation of the difficulty of letting go of past relationships. Even when we try hard to move on, our emotions can be difficult to control. The melody and Duke Ellington's arrangement of the instruments make this song an enjoyable and hauntingly beautiful listen.


Line by Line Meaning

I try to keep you out of my heart
I'm attempting to remove you from my emotions and feelings


But somehow I find
Despite my efforts, it appears that I can't succeed in doing so


Trying to keep you out of my heart
I am still making an effort to disassociate you from my heart


I'm out of my mind
I feel like I'm losing my sanity over this situation


I tell myself I'm through with you
I inform myself that I won't stay in touch with you anymore


And I'll be having nothing more to do with you
I won't keep you in my life anymore


I stay away, but every day
Even though I'm keeping distance from you, every day is hard


I'm just foolin' myself
I'm delusional if I believe that I've truly finished with you


Tell my friends that I don't care
I inform my buddies that I'm indifferent to you


I shrug my shoulders at the whole affair
I don't respond with concern to the situation


But all know it isn't so
Everyone understands that this is not the case


I'm just foolin' myself
I'm lying to myself about not caring


And every time I pass
Whenever I walk by


And see my face in a looking glass
And encounter my reflection in a mirror


I tip my hat and say
I respect myself and say


How do you do, you fool
How are you, you foolish self


You're throwing your life away
You're wasting your life on this situation


I'm acting gay, I'm acting proud
I'm pretending to be happy and confident


And every time I see you in a crowd
When I see you with other people


I may pretend, but in the end
I might act like I don't care, but ultimately


I'm just foolin' myself
I'm just tricking myself




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Written by: ANDY RAZAF, FATS WALLER

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