I Wonder
E.S of the S.M Lyrics

I wonder where would my life had been if i didn't leave that block
I'm reflecting on how my life could have turned out differently if I didn't leave the neighborhood I grew up in.

I wonder where would my life had been if you didn't show up
I'm contemplating how my life would have been without the presence of someone who had a significant impact on me.

I wonder where would my life had been if i didn't leave that spot
I'm thinking about how my life would have unfolded if I had stayed in one place instead of moving around.

I wonder where would my life had been if i didn't come up
I'm reflecting on how my life could have been different if I didn't experience success or improvement.

GOD please forgive me for my sins
I am asking for forgiveness from a higher power for my mistakes and wrongdoings.

Just a street nigga trying win
Despite my rough upbringing and experiences, I am still striving for success and trying to improve my life.

Got no time fuck your feelings
I don't have the time or energy to worry about the emotions or opinions of others.

Got to let go of them memories
I need to move on from the past experiences and memories that are holding me back.

Lost some niggas to the system
I have lost friends and people I care about to the criminal justice system.

Loyalty was the enemy
Being loyal to others has caused me problems and held me back in the past.

My royalties come independently
I earn my money through my own hard work and talent.

I fuck she moan like a symphony
I enjoy sexual relationships, and my partner's pleasure is important to me.

Help her with her bills she friend to me
I am willing to help a woman financially as a sign of our friendship or relationship.

As long as she following regulations
I am only willing to help someone who is following the rules and not causing any legal problems or issues.

I live my life with no limitations
I refuse to let society or anyone else limit what I can achieve or experience in life.

Spark up the pressure start meditating
I use drugs to help me meditate or get into a state of relaxation and reflection.

Big cloud thoughts of elevating
I have big ideas and aspirations for improving my life and achieving success.

Fuck the crib with the elevators
I don't need or desire a fancy home with all the amenities and luxury features.

Just wanna help my momma situation
I am focused on improving my mother's life and situation, as she is important to me.

Dodging 12 staying evasive
I am avoiding law enforcement and trying to stay out of trouble.

Trap money coming silent
I earn money through illegal activities but need to keep it quiet to avoid attention from the authorities.

What you know about surviving
I am questioning others' understanding and experiences of surviving difficult situations or circumstances.

Even when you ain't got it
I believe in persevering and working hard even when I don't have everything I need or want.

Them niggas no longer sliding
The people I used to hang out with or associate with are not as active or involved in the same lifestyle as they used to be.

Them same niggas that roll with when you had it
These are the same people who were with me when I had money, success, or possessions.

Made it off the block
I have overcome and moved beyond the struggles and hardships of the neighborhood I grew up in.

Had to leave to spot before they caught a nigga lacking
I needed to move on from a dangerous or risky situation before something bad happened to me.

The plug and feds want to tax me
I am being targeted by law enforcement and the drug supply chain for financial gain or punishment.

I work my city like a taxi
I am constantly traveling and moving around the city for work or other purposes.

Drugs got my mind detaching
My involvement in drug activities has caused me to become emotionally distant or disconnected from others.

These niggas faking they aint your friends
I have realized that some people who I thought were friends are actually pretending and not really there for me.

Im sippin syrup dropped that hen
I am drinking codeine syrup and have stopped drinking another type of alcohol.

I wonder where would my life had been if i didn't leave that block
I am repeating my earlier statement about reflecting on how my life could have turned out differently if I didn't leave the neighborhood I grew up in.

I wonder where would my life had been if you didn't show up
I am repeating my earlier statement about contemplating how my life would have been without the presence of someone who had a significant impact on me.

I wonder where would my life had been if i didn't leave that spot
I am repeating my earlier statement about thinking about how my life would have unfolded if I had stayed in one place instead of moving around.

I wonder where would my life had been if i didn't come up
I am repeating my earlier statement about reflecting on how my life could have been different if I didn't experience success or improvement.

GOD please forgive me for my sins
I am repeating my earlier statement of asking for forgiveness from a higher power for my mistakes and wrongdoings.

Just a street nigga trying win
I am repeating my earlier statement about striving for success and trying to improve my life despite my background.

Yeah
End of the song.