Calcium
ECCO2k Lyrics

Think I fell for someone
I think I'm in love with someone

Oh what's going on?
I'm confused about what I'm feeling

I'm still covered in Dry Gloss and I can't take it off
I'm still holding onto my 'perfect' image and can't let go

Oh, and it's just me and myself
I'm alone with my thoughts and emotions

Just the two of us
Only I can solve my own problems

Spend some time alone with you now
I need to take time to reflect on my own thoughts and feelings

You're my only one
The person I like is the only one I care about

I've got a thing for you A thing for you I think of you Am I going crazy? A thing for you A thing for you, a thing (Don't take me back again, don't take me back again)
I'm obsessed with you and can't stop thinking about you, am I losing my mind? Please don't reject me

It's so hard to hide but so easy to find (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) All my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) Hydrogen peroxide, lime and ice (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) Silver lights, I let it oxidize (oxidize)
It's easy for people to see through my facade and I'm oblivious to the truth. I use hydrogen peroxide and lime to make myself appear cleaner and I let the silver shine oxidize to stand out more

I've been rolling oxen bone Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Baby, kiss me through the phone
I've been doing drugs and am experiencing a high. I'm craving intimacy, but it's only through a phone screen

Ecco2k, I lost all hope Smoking on dope, I feel so cold Smoking on dope, I feel so cold Live on islands made of stone Rob that nigga for his coat Twenty five thousand on Silk Road Shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, that glow Obviously silver, not no gold Tried to keep up and he went broke Steaming hot, they don't want no smoke 2g K, went to the hole
I'm hopeless and feeling numb due to drug use. I feel isolated and am willing to harm others for material possessions. I'm fascinated with material success, but don't want to face the consequences. Others are intimidated by my presence, but I'm not above prison time for my actions

All my heart is fine, I star and cross my eyes Can never let you cross my mind Oh, I try, it happens all the time
I'm deceiving myself and trying to avoid thinking about the person I like. But, no matter how hard I try, thoughts of them consume me

I'm unravelling, and I'm panicking Feel like I'm paper-thin, and now I'm tearing Help my please, give me Calcium I think I'm fracturing I need bandaging, don't take me back again I feel like Marilyn, but I'm not acting again This might be the end, I think it might be I'm seeing evil men, am I imagining them? I think I might be
I'm falling apart and feeling anxious. I feel fragile and am starting to break. I need help to keep myself from falling apart. I fear I'm breaking beyond repair, and don't want to return to my old self. Possible mental breakdown. I'm seeing things that aren't there and may be losing my grip on reality

I feel like I'm flying And sinking at the same time Like I'm being pulled from below And from above In every direction, at once
I feel lost and confused, like my emotions are pulling me in every direction at once