Ekkstacy began creating music during high school, taking influence from film, and artists including Elliott Smith, The Drums, Bon Iver, and Bedroom. His music primarily involved youtube beats, in which he sang over. He released his debut EP Negative in November 2021, with the single "I Walk This Earth All by Myself" becoming what is considered to be his most popular song. He released the album Misery in September 2022, a more rock and new wave inspired album than his previous release.
i just want to hide my face
EKKSTACY Lyrics
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And I'm just wasting time
How much more can I take of this
I have felt so gray all my life
And I just wanna hide my face just
Everyday feels the same (everyday feels the same)
And when I die what will they say?
And I wish I could forget
That everything will end
And everyone I love has said
At least one time
That when we die
Everything will be fine (everything will be fine)
And I just wanna hide my face
Everyday feels the same
And when I die what will they say?
Will they remember my name?
And I just wanna hide my face
Everyday feels the same
And when I die what will they say
Will they remember my name
The lyrics of EKKSTACY's song "i just want to hide my face" express the artist's feelings of sadness, hopelessness, and a desire to escape from their current reality. The first paragraph highlights the enduring nature of sadness and the feeling of wasting time. The repetition of "How much more can I take of this" suggests that the artist is reaching their breaking point and questioning their ability to endure any further.
The second paragraph delves deeper into the artist's desire to hide their face and escape from their daily routine. The repetitive nature of everyday life is emphasized with the line "Everyday feels the same." This repetition reflects the artist's monotony and longing for something different or meaningful. The contemplation of what people will say or remember about them after they die reflects a sense of introspection and a search for personal significance.
The third paragraph brings forth the artist's internal struggle to forget and find solace in the fact that everything will eventually come to an end. The line "everyone I love has said, at least one time, that when we die, everything will be fine" suggests that the artist has sought comfort or reassurance from loved ones regarding the transient nature of life. This could also be interpreted as a reflection on mortality and the hope that there is peace and contentment beyond death.
The final paragraph reinforces the artist's longing to hide their face and the monotony they experience each day. The repetition of the line "And when I die, what will they say? Will they remember my name?" expresses a fear of being forgotten after death. It signifies a desire for significance and validation, perhaps stemming from the artist's inner insecurities.
Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of emotional turmoil, a longing for escape, and an existential questioning of purpose and significance in life. The desire to hide one's face could symbolize a need to retreat from the world and find solace within oneself.
Line by Line Meaning
Sadness always last too long
The feeling of sadness tends to persist for an extended period of time
And I'm just wasting time
I feel like I'm not making any progress or achieving anything meaningful
How much more can I take of this
I wonder if I can endure or tolerate this situation any longer
I have felt so gray all my life
Throughout my entire existence, I have experienced a constant feeling of dullness or emptiness
And I just wanna hide my face just
I simply desire to conceal my identity or withdraw from the world
Everyday feels the same (everyday feels the same)
Each day seems indistinguishable from the previous ones, lacking novelty or variety
And when I die what will they say?
I ponder what people will say or think about me after my demise
Will they remember my name?
I wonder if my name will be retained in the memories of others
And I wish I could forget
I long for the ability to erase from my mind
That everything will end
The realization that all things will eventually come to a conclusion
And everyone I love has said
Every person I hold dear has expressed
At least one time
On at least one occasion
That when we die
When our life ceases to exist
Everything will be fine (everything will be fine)
All will be well, regardless of the circumstances
And I just wanna hide my face
I solely desire to conceal my identity or withdraw from the world
Everyday feels the same
Each day appears to be identical, lacking variety
And when I die what will they say?
I ponder what people will say or think about me after my demise
Will they remember my name?
I wonder if my name will be retained in the memories of others
And I just wanna hide my face
I solely desire to conceal my identity or withdraw from the world
Everyday feels the same
Each day appears to be identical, lacking variety
And when I die what will they say
I ponder what people will say or think about me after my demise
Will they remember my name
I wonder if my name will be retained in the memories of others
Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: Daniel Michael Knuppel, Johnny Aries, Khyree Zienty
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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LYRICS
Sadness always last to long,
And I’m just wasting time,
How much more can I take of this? Ohhhh
I felt so grey all my life (I felt so grey all my life)
And I just wanna hide my face ( just hide my face”
Everyday feels the same! (Everyday feels the same)
And when I die what will the say? (What will they say?)
Will they remember my name? (Will they remember my name?)
And I wish I could forget,
That everything will end,
And everyone I love has said, at least one time
That when we die everything will be fine
(Everything will be fine)
And I just wanna hide my face ( just hide my face”
Everyday feels the same! (Everyday feels the same)
And when I die what will the say? (What will they say?)
Will they remember my name? (Will they remember my name?)
And I just wanna hide my face
Everyday feels the same!
And when I die what will they say?
Will they remember my name?
Mirah 15.11
They are constantly creating music where I want to turn up the volume a little more even If it already blasts my brain out. Theres so much emotion I can find in his voice it's just too good
Niko
@VII so what? Don't they still deserve credit for their Actions? Idiot
VII
@AimLikeCupid they* is not a band lol ekkstacy hates being called a band he’s a solo artist he just has friends who plays drums and guitar for him
AimLikeCupid
they" the entire band deserves credit <3
bored101 jack
Maybe he want you too blow your brains out with his music and not a gun
Eli Mannin
Whoever feels this song the way I do, I wish you the best in life. We made it this far and we got this 💪🏻💪🏻
Lb2littt
So humble this is why I still wanna live.🫶
Ray Donato
fuck yeah we do
Flont Blond
@Deondre Stringer stay strong bro dont hurt yourself you will be laughing at this one day believe me
Deondre Stringer
Yeah man, I honestly feel you on this one; life is hell for me. Best of luck to you as well. Stay strong champ and I will try as well.