This Is Me
Eddie From Ohio Lyrics


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This is me
Before the war
You can see
I don't look much like that
Anymore.
Yes, my hands
Are still as small
You understand--
Not all the changes
Are visible.

Sebastian--
Bless his heart!
Swallowed by pride
A bona fide
Bonaparte
He led the men
Up the hill
He was smiling then,
And that's how
I think of him still.

(Chorus)
So if you told me that half and half still make a whole
And if you chose me over one and one-half million souls
And if you loved me with abandon--
I'd run anyhow.
And if you asked me, I'd say, "That's what I know of love,
Now."

We never knew
Who to trust
Soldiers came
Full of unchecked
Fear and lust.
And I imagined
You were there
Whispering hope
With bombs whistling,
Falling through the air.

(Chorus)

And I remember all the faces
Of people in my town--
That's just one more tragedy
And I am dreaming of a heart
That opens without a sound
That's how I imagine me...

(Chorus)

This is me
Before the war
You can see




I don't look much like that
Anymore.

Overall Meaning

In Eddie From Ohio's song "This Is Me," the singer reflects on the changes that occurred in their life before and after a war. The opening lyrics, "This is me before the war, you can see I don't look much like that anymore," reveal that the war has had a significant impact on the singer's physical appearance. However, the lyrics also suggest that not all the changes are visible, as the singer still has "small hands" despite the other alterations.


The song then moves into a verse about a man named Sebastian who was "swallowed by pride" and led his men up a hill with a smile on his face, though it is unclear if this was before or during the war. The singer remembers Sebastian fondly, but his fate is unknown. The chorus follows with the singer expressing their loyalty to someone who loves them unconditionally, even if the world might not approve of their union. The second verse brings up the soldiers who came with "unchecked fear and lust," two emotions that are often intertwined in wartime. Again, the singer thinks of their loved one providing them with hope in the midst of terrible violence.


The final chorus repeats the opening verse, suggesting that the singer is still grappling with who they are before and after the war. They express a desire for a heart that can "open without a sound," perhaps suggesting that the war has made them more guarded emotionally. Overall, "This Is Me" paints a picture of the devastation and upheaval brought on by war, but also the enduring power of love and hope.


Line by Line Meaning

This is me
Introducing oneself


Before the war
Describing oneself before the war


You can see
Acknowledging the visible changes caused by the war


I don't look much like that
Comparing oneself to their previous appearance


Anymore.
Concluding the description of oneself before the war


Yes, my hands
Drawing attention to a specific unchanged aspect of themselves


Are still as small
Elaborating on the unchanged aspect of their hands


You understand--
Asking for the listener's understanding of their unchanged aspect


Not all the changes
Clarifying that not all changes are visible


Are visible.
Stressing the previous point


Sebastian--
Introducing a character


Bless his heart!
Expressing fondness towards Sebastian


Swallowed by pride
Describing one of Sebastian's flaws


A bona fide
Using sarcasm to describe Sebastian


Bonaparte
Comparing Sebastian to Napoleon Bonaparte


He led the men
Describing Sebastian's leadership role


Up the hill
Specifying where Sebastian led the men to


He was smiling then,
Describing Sebastian's demeanor during the leadership


And that's how
Explaining the memory of Sebastian


I think of him still.
Concluding the memory of Sebastian


So if you told me that half and half still make a whole
Presenting a hypothetical scenario


And if you chose me over one and one-half million souls
Continuing the hypothetical scenario


And if you loved me with abandon--
Completing the hypothetical scenario


I'd run anyhow.
Responding to the hypothetical scenario


And if you asked me, I'd say, "That's what I know of love,
Continuing the response to the hypothetical scenario


Now."
Concluding the response to the hypothetical scenario


We never knew
Describing the situation of not knowing who to trust


Who to trust
Emphasizing the situation of mistrust


Soldiers came
Explaining who came with mistrust


Full of unchecked
Describing the soldiers with a negative attribute


Fear and lust.
Specifying the negative attributes of the soldiers


And I imagined
Explaining a thought


You were there
Speculating about someone's presence in the situation


Whispering hope
Describing the imagined presence's action


With bombs whistling,
Highlighting the contrast between hope and war


Falling through the air.
Completing the description of bombs


And I remember all the faces
Describing a memory


Of people in my town--
Specifying the memory of people in the town


That's just one more tragedy
Interpreting the memory as a tragedy


And I am dreaming of a heart
Shifting to a dream sequence


That opens without a sound
Describing the dream heart's behavior


That's how I imagine me...
Completing the dream sequence


This is me
Repeating the introduction


Before the war
Repeating the description


You can see
Repeating the acknowledgement


I don't look much like that
Repeating the comparison


Anymore.
Concluding with the same statement




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