Nearly Took Up Smoking
Edson Lyrics


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I would like to be
A lighthouse on your sea
But when we're on the phone
You always sink
Happy as can be
And then you talk to me
I drag you down
Before you even blink

Then it's: Over, over and out
And suddenly we talk about
The most stupid, shallow things
And all because of what my temper brings
I would like to do
Exciting things for you
I nearly took up smoking
Just to be
Elegantly rash
Vigorous and brash
Of course I ended up
With smoker's allergy

Then it's: Over, over and out
And suddenly we talk about
The most stupid, shallow things
And all because of what my temper brings

It's hard to be kind; it's all about pride
And I am only sweet when I drink




It's hard to be kind; it's all about pride
And I am only sweet when I drink

Overall Meaning

The song "Nearly Took Up Smoking" by Edson explores the singer's desire to be a beacon of light for somebody they care about, but in contrast, end up dragging them down. In the first verse, the singer compares themselves to a lighthouse, which is a strong and steady guide to sailors on the sea. However, when they speak on the phone, they bring the other person down with their negative attitude, causing them to sink. The second verse reveals the singer's self-awareness of their behavior and how it affects their relationship. Despite wanting to do exciting things for their loved one, they feel limited by their own flaws and nearly took up smoking to appear more daring.


The chorus repeats the phrase "over, over and out," which is a phrase commonly used in military and aviation communication when ending a conversation. It indicates that communication has ceased, and the singer is signaling that they are done speaking. The line "all because of what my temper brings" highlights the singer's struggles with their short-tempered nature and how it causes them to talk about shallow topics with their loved one.


The refrain "it's hard to be kind, it's all about pride, and I am only sweet when I drink" reflects on the singer's struggle with showing kindness, which they attribute to their pride. They also admit that they can only be affectionate when they have alcohol in their system, which suggests that they struggle with vulnerability and intimacy. Overall, the song is a poignant reflection on the complexities of relationships and the challenges of personal growth.


Line by Line Meaning

I would like to be A lighthouse on your sea But when we're on the phone You always sink
I want to be a guiding light for you, but whenever we talk over the phone, you become sad and disheartened.


Happy as can be And then you talk to me I drag you down Before you even blink
You are usually happy, but I bring you down instantly without any warning.


Then it's: Over, over and out And suddenly we talk about The most stupid, shallow things And all because of what my temper brings
Our conversation ends abruptly and we end up talking about trivial matters because of my short temper.


I would like to do Exciting things for you I nearly took up smoking Just to be Elegantly rash Vigorous and brash Of course I ended up With smoker's allergy
I yearn to do adventurous things for you and almost resorted to smoking to seem daring, but it ended up giving me allergies and making things worse.


It's hard to be kind; it's all about pride And I am only sweet when I drink
Being kind is difficult because of my ego, and I am only nice after indulging in alcohol.


It's hard to be kind; it's all about pride And I am only sweet when I drink
Being kind is difficult because of my ego, and I am only nice after indulging in alcohol.




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