When the Mind Suffers the Body Cries Out
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I always did
What you were told
I never realised
Things may grow cold

I always thought
Either you're good
Or either you're bad, but I
Misunderstood

But when the mind suffers
The body cries out
It wasn't easy to
Let go of doubt
And when the mind suffers
The body cries out
It wasn't my fault
But the feeling was "shout"

Panic attacks
The things that you do
When I react like a
Bolt from the blue

Sober and mean
Tipsy and sweet
I never thought that I'd
Fall down this deep

But when the mind suffers
The body cries out
It wasn't easy to
Let go of doubt
And when the mind suffers
The body cries out




It wasn't my fault
But the feeling was "shout"

Overall Meaning

These lyrics are about the struggle of dealing with mental health issues and the physical toll that it takes on the body. The singer has always followed what they were told and never realized that things could grow cold, meaning that they never thought to question the way things were. They thought that people were either good or bad, and had a very black and white view of the world. However, they now realize they misunderstood and things are far more complex than that.


The main chorus of the song repeats the idea that when the mind suffers, the body cries out. This refers to the fact that when dealing with mental health issues, the stress and strain of it can also affect the body physically. The singer understands that it was not easy to let go of doubt and to deal with the negative feelings that accompany mental illness. In fact, the feeling that accompanied it was so intense that it seemed to demand a "shout."


The second verse of the song speaks to the different ways the singer copes with their mental health struggles, from panic attacks to seeking out different coping mechanisms like drinking. They never thought they would fall this deep, suggesting that the struggle has taken an unforeseen toll on their life. The song ultimately highlights the need to destigmatize mental illness and recognize that it is a real struggle that not everyone can just "snap out of."


Line by Line Meaning

I always did
I always followed instructions and played by the rules


What you were told
What I was instructed to do even if it didn't align with my own beliefs


I never realised
I was unaware of what could happen if I didn't speak my mind


Things may grow cold
Relationships may deteriorate if I don't express my feelings


I always thought
I used to believe that life was simple


Either you're good
There is no grey area


Or either you're bad, but I
Or you're wrong


Misunderstood
I missed the complexity of life


But when the mind suffers
But when I am mentally disturbed


The body cries out
My physical body shows the signs of distress


It wasn't easy to
It was difficult to


Let go of doubt
Overcome the feeling of uncertainty


And when the mind suffers
When my mental health is not in a good state


It wasn't my fault
I wasn't responsible


But the feeling was "shout"
But the emotion was intense


Panic attacks
Episodes of sudden anxiety and fear


The things that you do
Your actions that trigger my anxiety


When I react like a
When I respond like a


Bolt from the blue
Sudden and unexpected reaction


Sober and mean
When I am not under the influence and unpleasant


Tipsy and sweet
When I am under the influence and friendly


I never thought that I'd
I didn't expect that I would


Fall down this deep
Experience such a severe mental health issue




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