This Is My Life
Edward Maya & Vika Jigulina Lyrics


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When you gonna stop breaking my heart?
I don't wanna be another one,
Paying for the things I never done.
Don't let go, don't let go to my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thoughts?
Can you promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need.
All the things that you need.
You can make it feel so real.

'Cause you can't deny,
You've blown my mind.
When I touch your body,
I feel I'm losing control.
'Cause you can't deny,
You've blown my mind.
When I see you baby,
I just don't wanna let go.

When you gonna stop breaking my heart?
I don't wanna be another one,
Paying for the things I never done.
Don't let go, don't let go to my love.

I hate to see you cry,
Your smile is a beautiful lie.
I hate to see you cry,
My love is dying inside.

I hate to see you cry,
Your smile is a beautiful lie.
I hate to see you cry,
My love is dying inside.

I can fix all those lies.
Oh, babe, oh babe, I run, but I'm running to you.
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside.
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you.

Oh baby, I'll try to make things right.
I need you more than air when I'm not with you.
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time.
My only dream, is about you and I.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thoughts?
Can you promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need.
All the things that you need.
You can make it feel so real.

'Cause you can't deny,
You've blown my mind.
When I touch your body,
I feel I'm losing control.
'Cause you can't deny,
You've blown my mind.
When I see you baby,
I just don't wanna let go.

When you gonna stop breaking my heart?
I don't wanna be another one,
Paying for the things I never done.
Don't let go, don't let go to my love.

I hate to see you cry,
Your smile is a beautiful lie.
I hate to see you cry,
My love is dying inside.

I can fix all those lies
Oh babe, oh babe, I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain, but I'm smiling for you.

Oh, baby, I'll try to make things right
I need you more than air, when I'm not with you




Please, don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I.

Overall Meaning

The song "This Is My Life" by Edward Maya (feat. Vika Jigulina) revolves around the theme of love, heartbreak, and the inability to let go. The lyrics suggest that the singer is tired of being hurt by someone they love and doesn't want to be hurt again. They want a deep connection with their lover that entails transparency, honesty, and mutual trust. The singer believes that they and their lover can bring the best out of each other if they promise never to let go.


The song’s lyrics also touch upon the idea of the difficulties that come with maintaining a relationship. The singer understands that lies can cause immense pain that can last a lifetime, and therefore they offer to fix all the wrongs and make things right. However, their efforts are going unnoticed, and they can’t bear to see their partner cry. They are trying to hide their pain, but it's only making it worse.


The song is an emotional rollercoaster ride as one moment the singer is expressing their love, then revealing their vulnerability, and then in the end, improvising to make their relationship work.


Line by Line Meaning

When you gonna stop breaking my heart?
The singer is asking their lover when they will stop hurting them emotionally.


I don't wanna be another one, Paying for the things I never done.
The singer doesn't want to be blamed or punished for things they didn't do.


Don't let go, don't let go to my love.
The singer is begging their lover to not let go of their love and affection.


Can I get to your soul?
The singer wants to connect with their lover on a deeper emotional level.


Can you get to my thoughts?
The singer is asking if their lover can understand their thoughts and feelings.


Can you promise we won't let go?
The singer wants their lover to promise to stay committed to their relationship.


All the things that I need.
The singer is listing the things they need from their lover in order to feel fulfilled.


All the things that you need.
The singer is acknowledging that their lover has needs as well.


You can make it feel so real.
The singer is saying that their lover has the power to make their relationship feel genuine and sincere.


'Cause you can't deny, You've blown my mind.
The singer is saying that their lover has amazed and impressed them.


When I touch your body, I feel I'm losing control.
The singer is expressing how much physical touch from their lover affected them emotionally.


When I see you baby, I just don't wanna let go.
The singer is saying that they don't want to be away from their lover.


I hate to see you cry, Your smile is a beautiful lie.
The singer is saying that they don't like it when their lover hides their pain and puts on a fake smile.


My love is dying inside.
The singer is admitting that their love for their lover is fading away.


I can fix all those lies.
The singer believes they can remedy the deceit in their relationship.


Oh babe, oh babe, I run, but I'm running to you.
The singer is saying that they may try to run away from their problems or relationship, but they will end up coming back to their lover.


You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside.
The singer is saying that they will keep their emotions inside and won't cry in front of their lover.


My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you.
The singer is saying that even though their heart is hurting, they are putting on a fake smile to please their lover.


Oh baby, I'll try to make things right.
The singer is promising to fix their relationship and make things right between them and their lover.


I need you more than air when I'm not with you.
The singer is expressing how much they need their lover in their life.


Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time.
The singer is asking their lover not to question them, but to just show them affection.


My only dream, is about you and I.
The singer's dream is to be in a loving and stable relationship with their lover.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: CHAD HUGO, STAYVE THOMAS, PHARRELL WILLIAMS, PHARRELL L WILLIAMS

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@instantkaraoke9934

Lyrics:
I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming out loud
I'm searching the missing part of my heart
Uuuuu uuuu uuuu, you catch me every time I fall
When I look into your eyes
I just know you tell me lies
This, this is my life I'm looking for you searching love in your eyes
This, this my life I'm chasing a dream that fade away in the night
Can you get to my soul,
I'll make you lose the control,
I'll be your sun in the night
Just come here inside
I'm playing with you
I'm falling for you
When I look into your eyes
I just know you tell me lies
Ref: This, this is my life I'm looking for you searching love in your eyes
This, this my life I'm chasing a dream that fade away in the night
I can't follow dreams forever
Just to see them fall apart
We can change the world if we are together
'Cause I know I won't let it go
When I look into your eyes
I just know you tell me lies
This, this is my life I'm looking for you searching love in your eyes
This, this my life I'm chasing a dream that fade away in the night
I start to miss your smile, your voice is all I hear
I'm chasing hollow eyes, show me I'm wrong tonight
This, this is my life I'm looking for you searching love in your eyes
This, this my life I'm chasing a dream that fade away in the night



@ellensmccullen_

I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming out loud
I'm searching the missing part of my heart
Uuuuu uuuu uuuu, you catch me every time I fall
When I look into your eyes
I just know you tell me lies
This, this is my life I'm looking for you
Searching love in your eyes
This, this my life I'm chasing a dream
That fade away in the night
Can you get to my soul,
I'll make you lose the control,
I'll be your sun in the night
Just come here inside
I'm playing with you
I'm falling for you
When I look into your eyes
I just know you tell me lies
This, this is my life I'm looking for you
Searching love in your eyes
This, this my life I'm chasing a dream
That fade away in the night
I can't follow dreams forever
Just to see them fall apart
We can change the world if we are together
Cuz I know I won't let it go
When I look into your eyes
I just know you tell me lies
This, this is my life I'm looking for you
Searching love in your eyes
This, this my life I'm chasing a dream
That fade away in the night
I start to miss your smile, your voice is all I hear
I'm chasing hollow eyes, show me I'm wrong tonight
This, this is my life I'm looking for you
Searching love in your eyes
This, this my life I'm chasing a dream
That fade away in the night
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@joaosousa2062

This song reminds me of my teenage years. The hot summer nights, looking at the stars and thinking about summer passions. nostalgia cannot be described in words, only feelings.
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Do you remember too?
yes, you've probably read this comment before or...
was it just your memories?)



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@rufussamuel2832

Before Alan walker, Zedd, Calvin Harris there was Edward Maya.

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@nitroinsurgency009

you are right....
he was my favourite singer in my childhood... 😍

@mikhailjordanov5863

@@nitroinsurgency009 he is a DJ not a singer

@acr3914

Were is Edward Maya now

@radityafaiz1810

@@acr3914 i don't know

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@Ladyquartz

I'm still living in those times. Today's world isn't for me

@idanraechel

Edward Maya reminds me the times that I actually lived .a sensation of different feeling .the place these songs take me again and agin

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