Querents
Eidola Lyrics

I talk to myself in my sleep
I ponder on my thoughts and desires even when I am asleep

Lucid walk through the doorway
I have a clear vision of my goals and purpose in life

To watch her dance along the tapestries
To witness the beauty and grace of life's experiences

Cascade dreams
To have a lot of aspirations and desires that flow continuously

But the man who dreamt the dreamer isn't me
The person who inspired me to dream and aspire is not the same person I am now

Manifest and create
To bring into existence and materialize my aspirations

Now everything I ever wanted lies behind the gate
All my aspirations and desires are attainable, but I need to work hard to achieve them

Locked shut, and glistening with gold
My aspirations may be tempting, but they are also difficult to achieve

I've yet to find a path that isn't coal
I still haven't found an easy and smooth way to achieve my aspirations

I've been waking up just to see the sun glisten
I wake up every day with hope and optimism

For the hierophant and fall away
To gain spiritual guidance and support to overcome challenges and obstacles

I've waited my whole life and given up my selfish hands That built this all, to hear you say you know my name
I have sacrificed my personal desires and interests to gain recognition and validation from others

I give my mind to leave you with something More than psalms and antiquated anecdotes
I want to share my wisdom and knowledge with others in a meaningful way

I give my body to the bedlam of this schema we call transition To find the origin of our past transgressions
I am willing to face the chaos and challenges of life to gain a deeper understanding of my past mistakes and shortcomings

There's wisdom in the water When you drink it from the grail
There is knowledge and insight to be gained from life's experiences and challenges

The magician's blessed with providence But a fool can never fail
Those who are wise and knowledgeable are more likely to succeed, while fools are destined to fail

Your fate can be adjusted If you have a soul to sell
With determination and compromise, you can change your destiny

But if the world is an illusion Then the empress hides the veil
If everything around us is an illusion, then we cannot trust our senses to perceive the truth

When elation takes its toll on me Libration allows my soul to plant a seed
When I am overwhelmed with happiness, I try to use it as motivation to achieve my goals

I've been waking up just to help the chariot Carve a way for every age who plays this game
I wake up every day to make progress towards reaching my goals, knowing that others are going through similar struggles

This game I still choose to play I'm not waiting my whole life for someone to save me When I've already saved my self from the dark I seek the light to find you again
Despite the challenges and obstacles, I am determined to keep working towards my goals and finding the light in life