The Familiar
Eidola Lyrics


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Starved for the light
Sleepless dream of mine
Conjure me, cast a circle
Rouse my soul, say my name

I don't want this grace if the meaning is empty
I only want to sing if it wakes your mind
I don't want to hurt if the pain yields no progress
I only want to grow if it means I'll be whole

But if I'm just as lost, strike my name from the books
(Burn the sage, tear out the page)
Let history remind us of everything that I've done
With this devil on my back
(Erase the blame, forget the shame)
It keeps me intact

Conjure me, cast a circle
Rouse my soul, say my name
Conjure me, cast a circle
Rouse my soul, say my name
Conjure me, cast a circle
Rouse my soul, say my name
Conjure me, cast a circle
Rouse my soul, say my name

I could die with my fears exposed
Or I could change the way I think, the way that I perceive
Be honest with my honesty
Learn a lesson through a different system
Reincarnate, post-optimistic
Oh

I sold my soul for a sense of self control
Heaven and hell, both what we make of them
(If I have a heart then take it)
If it's God sent then take it, or be taken aback

But if I'm just as lost, strike my name from the books
(Burn the sage, tear out the page)
Let history remind us of everything that I've done
With this devil on my back




(Erase the blame, forget the shame)
Am I closer now than I have ever been?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Eidola's song "The Familiar" delve into themes of seeking enlightenment, growth, and self-reflective discovery. The singer is yearning for illumination and purpose, feeling starved for the light and trapped in a sleepless dream. They are desperate for someone to summon them, to cast a circle and awaken their soul by speaking their name.


The first verse expresses a desire for meaningful experiences. The singer doesn't want to partake in something if it lacks significance. They long to use their singing as a way to awaken minds rather than simply going through the motions. Similarly, they don't want to engage in pain unless it leads to progress and growth, ultimately making them whole.


However, there is a sense of doubt and self-criticism present. The singer questions their own worth and purpose. They suggest that if they are equally lost and unable to find their way, they should be forgotten and their name struck from the records. There is also a subtle reference to carrying the burden of regrets and mistakes, symbolized by the devil on their back, which paradoxically keeps them intact.


In the chorus, the repeated lines "Conjure me, cast a circle, Rouse my soul, say my name" highlight the desperation to be awakened and given direction.


The second verse introduces the idea of transformation. The singer contemplates the choices they have: to face their fears honestly or change their perception and way of thinking. They acknowledge the importance of self-awareness and integrity, learning from different approaches. The references to reincarnation and post-optimism suggest a willingness to evolve and embrace new perspectives.


The bridge reflects a struggle between surrendering control and the consequences it may bring. The singer acknowledges the potential price they may pay for gaining a sense of self-control and balance. They sell their soul to achieve a semblance of control but question whether heaven and hell are constructs influenced by our own actions and perspectives. Ultimately, they are willing to have their heart taken if it is divine or be surprised by the outcome.


The final line of the song raises a question about progress. After everything they have experienced and the weight they carry, the singer wonders if they are closer to their goal than ever before, hinting at an ongoing journey of self-discovery.


Line by Line Meaning

Starved for the light
Longing intensely for illumination and guidance


Sleepless dream of mine
Restless vision that consumes my thoughts


Conjure me, cast a circle
Summon me and create a sacred space for transformation


Rouse my soul, say my name
Awaken the depths of my being, acknowledge my essence


I don't want this grace if the meaning is empty
I reject superficial blessings without purpose


I only want to sing if it wakes your mind
My desire to share my voice is fueled by its potential to inspire and stimulate your consciousness


I don't want to hurt if the pain yields no progress
Inflicting harm upon myself or others must lead to growth and advancement


I only want to grow if it means I'll be whole
Seeking personal development that brings inner completeness


But if I'm just as lost, strike my name from the books
If I remain directionless, remove any record of my existence


(Burn the sage, tear out the page)
Symbolic acts of erasing and removing evidence of my failures and shortcomings


Let history remind us of everything that I've done
May the past serve as a reminder of my actions and their consequences


With this devil on my back
Constantly burdened and influenced by my inner demons


(Erase the blame, forget the shame)
Eliminate guilt and overcome the emotions of disgrace


It keeps me intact
Despite the struggles, it preserves my sense of self


I could die with my fears exposed
Facing mortality while being vulnerable and open about my anxieties


Or I could change the way I think, the way that I perceive
Opting for transformation in my mindset and perception


Be honest with my honesty
Truly embracing and being sincere with my truthfulness


Learn a lesson through a different system
Seeking wisdom and growth through alternative methods or perspectives


Reincarnate, post-optimistic
Undergo a rebirth, adopting an optimistic outlook afterward


Oh
Exclamation expressing a mixture of emotions


I sold my soul for a sense of self-control
Sacrificing my deepest desires for the sake of discipline and restraint


Heaven and hell, both what we make of them
Our interpretation and personal choices determine whether something becomes heavenly or hellish


(If I have a heart then take it)
If I possess compassion and empathy, may it be seized


If it's God sent then take it, or be taken aback
If it's a divine gift, I am willing to surrender it or be surprised by its consequences


Am I closer now than I have ever been?
Questioning if I am nearing a state of enlightenment or self-discovery




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the whole chorus is fucking orgasmic LET HISTORY REMIND US

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