Chaos of Myself
Eiffel Lyrics

Je n'ai plus l'coeur en face des trous
I feel numb and emotionless, like my heart has holes in it.

C'est le cirque Pinder. Au check-up, j'fais comme une flaque
I feel vulnerable and helpless, like a puddle at a doctor's appointment.

Dans le labyrinthe de mon fatras
My thoughts and emotions are tangled and confusing, like a maze.

Tous n'est qu'un champ de guerre. Au checkpoint on m'juge opaque
My inner world is filled with conflict and struggle, and others perceive me as closed off and mysterious.

I'm falling over, I'm falling over I'm falling over In the chaos of myself
I feel like I'm losing control and spiraling out of balance within myself.

Entre deux sirènes, chacals en duplex, Dompteuses de puces me montrent leurs ours et leurs Rolex
Amidst the chaos of the city, I encounter people who are both cruel and impressive, showing off their wealth and status.

Ô , allume moi de mille éclairs Toi qui d'un battement de cil commandes à des paratonnerres
I am desperate for someone who can ignite my passions and guide me through life's challenges.

Où sont les hauteurs, les tramways aériens, petite fleur ? [I don't know why i'm so sad, all of a sudden]
I long for a more beautiful and elevated world, but I don't know why my sadness has suddenly intensified.

J'ai quelques papillons dans le compteur [I don't know why i'm so mad, and i don't wanna know why]
I am experiencing unexpected anger, but I am unwilling to confront the source of it and understand why.

And i'm falling Falling over and over and over and over and over In the deep chaos of myself Chaos of myself
I am repeatedly losing my balance and struggling to navigate the turmoil within me, which seems bottomless and overwhelming.

On a plus l'coeur à palpiter Tous ces feux de détresse qui nous comptent à rebours. On y est
It feels like we are running out of time and hope, and our hearts can no longer beat with excitement or anticipation.

Là où les trains d'or et d'argent Filent sous l'tarin des peuples depuis x temps
We are living in a world of materialism and inequality, where the wealthy ride high above the struggles of the masses.

[I don't know why i'm so sad, all of a sudden] ...les tramways aériens, petite fleur ? J'ai quelques papillons dans le compteur [I don't know why i'm so mad, and i don't wanna know why]
Once again, I am struck by my sudden and unexplained sadness and anger.

And i'm falling Falling over and over and over and over and over In the deep chaos of myself Chaos of myself
Despite my confusion and despair, I am unable to stop myself from falling deeper into the chaotic abyss within me.

I don't know why i'm so sad, but i know that i'm falling over I'm falling over, I'm falling over I'm falling over In the chaos of myself
My emotions are overwhelming me, and I cannot understand or control them. All I can do is continue to fall deeper into myself.