Drowning
Eldritch Lyrics


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God will hate me every day
For what I'm doing, for what I say
Lived a lifetime in the mud
Like a torture, like a flood

I'm drowning every day
I won't let go
I'm drowning every night
I won't let go...I won't let...

People hate me, I don't care
Some avoid me, it's not fair
No direction or place to go
Now I'm losing my self control

I'm drowning every day
I won't let go
I'm drowning every night
I won't let go...I won't let...

It's finally over I'll close my eyes
Close the curtain no more show now
No more breathing no more air
I'm too exhausted to despair

I'm drowning every day
I won't let go




I'm drowning every night
I won't let go...I won't let...

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Eldritch's song "Drowning" tells the story of someone who feels trapped in their own life, drowning in their own pain and despair. It's a bleak and emotional song, with the opening lines depicting the singer's feeling of hopelessness and God's judgment against them. The lyrics suggest that the person feels they are living in the mud, which implies that they are stuck and cannot move forward. The reference to torture and flood reinforces this interpretation of the person's sense of being overwhelmed.


As the song progresses, the singer states that they are drowning every day and every night, but they refuse to let go. This suggests that they are persevering even though they are in tremendous pain. The lines, "People hate me, I don't care / Some avoid me, it's not fair" suggests that the singer feels isolated and rejected by others, and this has contributed to their sense of despair. They have no direction or place to go, and they are losing their self-control.


By the end of the song, the singer feels that it's finally over and closes their eyes, as if they are giving up the fight. They acknowledge that there will be no more shows, no more breathing, and no more air because they are too exhausted to despair. The song ends on the same note as it began, with the singer repeating that they are drowning, but they refuse to let go.


Overall, "Drowning" is a poignant reflection of a person's struggle with despair and the pain that can come with feeling trapped and alone. It's a song that is sure to resonate with anyone who has ever experienced similar feelings of hopelessness.


Line by Line Meaning

God will hate me every day
I believe that a higher power despises me every day.


For what I'm doing, for what I say
I feel immense guilt and shame for my actions and words.


Lived a lifetime in the mud
I've experienced constant struggles and hardships.


Like a torture, like a flood
These struggles feel overwhelming and never-ending, like a form of torture or natural disaster.


I'm drowning every day
I feel suffocated and overwhelmed by my current state.


I won't let go
I refuse to give up or let my struggles defeat me.


People hate me, I don't care
Despite experiencing negativity and hate from others, I am indifferent to their feelings.


Some avoid me, it's not fair
It hurts me that some people choose to distance themselves from me.


No direction or place to go
I feel lost and without purpose or direction.


Now I'm losing my self control
My struggles have caused me to lose my grip on my emotions and actions.


It's finally over I'll close my eyes
I have reached my breaking point and am ready for it all to end.


Close the curtain no more show now
I am ready for the final act to be over, and for my suffering to come to an end.


No more breathing no more air
The weight of my struggles has become too much to bear.


I'm too exhausted to despair
I am too tired to even feel despair or sadness anymore.




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