On My Balcony
Elemeno P Lyrics


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Feeling you get when you throw it away
Last lucky strike and a full ashtray
It happened once it won't happen again
Serving an ace to my swift back hand
Not strictly true is what I said to you
Last-ditch defence has been misconstrue
Coming correct simply had to forget
Flight of my skilfully crafted debt

Fight for you die for you I won't let you down
I felt you close on the balcony
It felt to me
That you still understood

Chorus:
Sometimes I wish
I had not gotten into it
Dismissed, I had to admit
Not been keeping it so legit
Not been keeping so legit
I'm just not feeling it

No inspiration, no lyrics enough said
Granted a few may have been mislead
Fooled by myself and I'm over absorbed
Can't see the end of this fresh record
Fight for you die for you I won't let you down
And I felt alone, on my balcony
Occurred to me
How much you're still with me





Chorus x2

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Elemeno P's song "On My Balcony" suggest themes of regret, self-reflection, and a longing for understanding. The opening lines "Feeling you get when you throw it away / Last lucky strike and a full ashtray" could be interpreted as a metaphor for missed opportunities and wasted potential. The following line "It happened once it won't happen again" implies that the singer recognizes their mistake but is resigned to live with its consequences. The reference to "serving an ace to my swift backhand" suggests a game of tennis, perhaps representing the difficulties or challenges the singer faces.


The next two lines "Not strictly true is what I said to you / Last-ditch defence has been misconstrued" suggest deception or dishonesty on the singer's part. They then say "Coming correct simply had to forget / Flight of my skillfully crafted debt," indicating that they have tried to make amends or right their wrongs. However, the repetition of "fight for you die for you I won't let you down" suggests that the person they are addressing is still having difficulty forgiving them.


The chorus "Sometimes I wish / I had not gotten into it / Dismissed, I had to admit / Not been keeping it so legit / I'm just not feeling it" reinforces the themes of regret and self-reflection by acknowledging the singer's actions may have been less than honorable. The following verse talks about creative struggles, with lines such as "No inspiration, no lyrics enough said / Granted a few may have been misled / Fooled by myself and I'm over absorbed" likely referencing writer's block or a lack of motivation.


The chorus is repeated twice, with the addition of the line "And I felt alone, on my balcony / Occurred to me / How much you're still with me" in the second iteration. This line could suggest a newfound appreciation for the person they are addressing or a realization that their absence has left a significant impact.


Line by Line Meaning

Feeling you get when you throw it away
The mix of emotions one experiences when giving up or throwing away something important


Last lucky strike and a full ashtray
Holding onto the last bit of luck and the remnants of something that has been used up


It happened once it won't happen again
Assuring oneself that a past occurrence was a one-time event and won't be repeated


Serving an ace to my swift back hand
Successfully executing a difficult and strategic move in a game or situation


Not strictly true is what I said to you
Admitting that what was said was not entirely truthful or accurate


Last-ditch defence has been misconstrue
An attempt at protection or defense that was not interpreted correctly


Coming correct simply had to forget
Realizing that past mistakes had to be forgiven and moving forward with a better plan


Flight of my skilfully crafted debt
Surviving a financial challenge by carefully managing and controlling debt


Fight for you die for you I won't let you down
Promising loyalty and commitment to stand by someone no matter what


I felt you close on the balcony
Feeling a strong connection with someone while being physically close


It felt to me, that you still understood
Believing that someone still comprehends and empathizes with one's situation


Sometimes I wish, I had not gotten into it
Regretting past decisions and wondering if things would have been better without them


Dismissed, I had to admit
Accepting responsibility and owning up to a mistake or failure


Not been keeping it so legit
Not adhering to honesty and integrity in a situation


I'm just not feeling it
Lacking enthusiasm or passion for something


No inspiration, no lyrics enough said
Experiencing a creative block and feeling unable to express oneself adequately


Granted a few may have been mislead
Acknowledging that some people may have been deceived or misled


Fooled by myself and I'm over absorbed
Being deceived by one's own actions or thoughts and becoming too focused on oneself


Can't see the end of this fresh record
Being unable to foresee the conclusion or outcome of a new endeavor




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