Bad Decisions
Elizabeth Cook Lyrics

In the first verse, the singer speaks about their appearance and how it may give off the impression that they are prone to making bad decisions. They acknowledge that they may look attractive or appealing to someone who only sees them with tunnel vision, focusing solely on their outward appearance. However, the singer warns this person not to reveal their true self, represented by the metaphor "don't turn on the light."

In the second verse, the singer reflects on the choices they should have made differently. They express regret for not staying at home and watching television, avoiding going out and getting into trouble. They acknowledge that they should have tried not to consume alcohol excessively and should have prevented the person they're addressing from accessing their car keys. They also admit that they should have ignored other people's opinions and not cared about what others thought of them.

The third verse reveals the singer's current state of being. They mention that it was raining on the court steps, suggesting a moment of instability or vulnerability. They indicate that they cannot recall the last time they slept properly but emphasize that they will not sleep today, implying a restless or unsettled mindset.

The fourth and final verse delves into the singer's personality. They describe themselves as someone attracted to contradictions, someone who simultaneously appreciates and struggles with the person they are with. The singer acknowledges that they may not be successful at overcoming their addictive behaviors, but they can still navigate through life's challenges. They mention traveling from a hotel to an airport, implying a sense of transience, and express anticipation for a future where they will find healing on a seashore, free from any consequences or burdens.

In the concluding lines, the singer expresses gratitude to the person they are addressing for paying attention to them, despite their past mistakes. They mention their resistance to interventions, possibly suggesting a stubborn or independent nature. The mention of "challenging times" alludes to the difficulties they face. The verse ends with a repetition of the earlier line about slipping away, accompanied by aspirations for a brighter future marked by personal growth, symbolized by the end of the cold war. The phrase "ready and willing, to seize the day" conveys the singer's determination to move forward and embark on a new path.