Holding On
Ella Hunt Lyrics


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One of us is always leaving
Shall I stay or shall I go?
I feel as if I′m always grieving
For a love that feels like home

You can tremble at the break of it
While you hold me in your power
But from this far I feel the fake of it
Getting less and less true by the hour

And I can tell by the cracks in your voice
White cliffs to fall down into white noise
And silence is the other in our sheets
Break it with your body, but you know what it means
Break it with your body, but you know what it means

We can kiss the past away
Blink and it's gone
But is this still true today
Or are we just holding on?

We can kiss the past away
Blink and it′s gone
But is this still true today or are we just
Holding on?
Holding on?

I'm bored of I love you's
Bored of goodbyes
Bored of bad connection
And petty white lies
I′m bored of calling you at 3:00 a.m. your time

I′m bored of I love you's
Bored of goodbyes
Bored of bad connection
And petty white lies
I′m bored of calling you at 3:00 a.m. your time

Cooey, it's me, how have you been?
Conversations about our days are the most boring
I′ll just sit and listen to you breathe




Silence is more comforting to me
Silence is more comforting to me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Ella Hunt's song "Holding On" showcases the internal battle one faces when deciding whether to stay or leave a relationship. One person always seems to be leaving, leaving the other to decide if they should hold on or let go. The lyrics suggest a yearning for a love that feels like home, but the uncertainty and lack of trust in the relationship make it difficult. The power dynamics in the relationship are strained, with one person trembling in the face of the other's control. However, the singer can sense the lack of authenticity in the other person's words, and the relationship seems to be fading away.


The second verse speaks to the idea that we can't erase the past by simply kissing it away. While the past may be forgotten in the heat of the moment, the question remains whether the love is real or simply a facade. The repetition of "I'm bored of I love you's" suggests a sense of exhaustion in the relationship. The singer is tired of pretending everything is okay and is instead seeking comfort in silence rather than conversation.


The chorus repeats the idea of holding on versus letting go, with the added question of whether they are "still true today" or simply holding on to what once was. The final line, "silence is more comforting to me," suggests a resignation to the fact that this relationship may not be salvageable.


Line by Line Meaning

One of us is always leaving
One person in this relationship tends to leave more often


Shall I stay or shall I go?
I am not sure if I should continue with this relationship or not


I feel as if I'm always grieving For a love that feels like home
I am sad that we can't have a meaningful relationship that feels like home


You can tremble at the break of it While you hold me in your power But from this far I feel the fake of it Getting less and less true by the hour
Although you are trying to hold me with your power, I feel that this relationship is becoming more and more fake with time


And I can tell by the cracks in your voice White cliffs to fall down into white noise And silence is the other in our sheets Break it with your body, but you know what it means Break it with your body, but you know what it means
I can hear the lack of sincerity in your voice which makes me feel like we are just making noise in bed. Although we can try to break the silence with passion, I know we won't have a real connection


We can kiss the past away Blink and it's gone But is this still true today Or are we just holding on? We can kiss the past away Blink and it's gone But is this still true today or are we just Holding on? Holding on?
We can try to forget our past mistakes but I am not sure if we still have genuine feelings towards each other today, or if we are just staying together for the sake of it


I'm bored of I love you's Bored of goodbyes Bored of bad connection And petty white lies I'm bored of calling you at 3:00 a.m. your time
I am tired of constantly using the same phrases of love, saying goodbye, being in a bad relationship, and lying to each other. I do not even want to talk to you at late hours anymore


Cooey, it's me, how have you been? Conversations about our days are the most boring I'll just sit and listen to you breathe Silence is more comforting to me Silence is more comforting to me
Talking to you has become boring recently, listening to your breaths and hearing nothing is more comfortable to me than talking about our days




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@julianacervantes4938

(LYRICS)
One of us is always leaving
Shall I stay or shall I go?
I feel as if I'm always grieving for a love that feels like home

You can tremble at the break of it
While you hold me in your power
From this for I feel the fake of it
Getting less and less true by the hour
And I can tell by the cracks in your voice,
White cliffs to fall down into white noise
And silence is the other in our sheets
Break it with your body, but you know what it means
Break it with your body, but you know what it means

We can kiss the past away, blank cannots gone
But is this still true today, or are we just holding on?
You can kiss the past away, blank cannots gone
But is this still true today, or are we just...
Holding on?
Holding on

I'm bored of "I love you's"
Bored of goodbye's
Bored of bad connection and petty white lies
I'm bored of calling you, at 3:00 am your time

I'm bored of "I love you's"
Bored of goodbye's
Bored of bad connection and petty white lies
I'm bored of calling you, at 3:00 am your time

Coue It's me, how have you been?
("It's me, how have you been?")
Conversations about our days are the most boring
("It's kinda hard to explain over the phone")
I just sit and listen to you breathe
("S-Sorry I said I miss you")

Silence is more comforting to me
Silence is more comforting to me



All comments from YouTube:

@alexandras6026

Ella, I’m so proud of you. What you did on Dickinson, and then Magpie and now here with your first single for you ep! Amazing. Happy to be here today 🐞

@valeriamarrerodiaz1911

🎆

@nikkkkkk27

te conocí por Dickinson pero definitivamente te apoyaré en tus proyectos futuros. tienes un talento increíble y una voz que mueve almas.
gracias por compartir esto con nosotros. Eres única.
no puedo esperar a escuchar todo tu EP
TRIPTYCH 🐞

@julianacervantes4938

(LYRICS)
One of us is always leaving
Shall I stay or shall I go?
I feel as if I'm always grieving for a love that feels like home

You can tremble at the break of it
While you hold me in your power
From this for I feel the fake of it
Getting less and less true by the hour
And I can tell by the cracks in your voice,
White cliffs to fall down into white noise
And silence is the other in our sheets
Break it with your body, but you know what it means
Break it with your body, but you know what it means

We can kiss the past away, blank cannots gone
But is this still true today, or are we just holding on?
You can kiss the past away, blank cannots gone
But is this still true today, or are we just...
Holding on?
Holding on

I'm bored of "I love you's"
Bored of goodbye's
Bored of bad connection and petty white lies
I'm bored of calling you, at 3:00 am your time

I'm bored of "I love you's"
Bored of goodbye's
Bored of bad connection and petty white lies
I'm bored of calling you, at 3:00 am your time

Coue It's me, how have you been?
("It's me, how have you been?")
Conversations about our days are the most boring
("It's kinda hard to explain over the phone")
I just sit and listen to you breathe
("S-Sorry I said I miss you")

Silence is more comforting to me
Silence is more comforting to me

@julianacervantes4938

p.s: Sorry if I made some mistakes!!! There were some parts where I couldn't quite understand what she said 😭 LMAO

@Bramz26.

I think she says blink then it’s gone

@julianacervantes4938

@Clodhopper0326 wait.... i think it's "blink and it's gone" 😭😭

@aintsaint1405

I think about hailee here. Why

@natec7875

@AINT SAINT why did I also think of Hailee. Why did you???

@laisfcgomes

Ella Hunt, sua voz é uma das mais belas que já ouvi em toda minha vida. Deus te deu um dom muito especial, sua voz me acalma e me traz paz. Parabéns linda, você é única!

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