Black & Gold
Ellie Goulding Lyrics


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If a fish swam out of the ocean, grew legs and they started walking
And the apes climbed down from the trees, and grew tall and they started talking
And the stars fell out of the sky, and my tears rolled into the ocean
Now I'm looking for a reason why you even set my world into motion

'Cause if you're not really here, then the stars don't even matter
Now I'm filled to the top with fear
But it's all just a bunch of matter
'Cause if you're not really here, then I don't want to be either
I want be next to you
Black and gold, black and gold, black gold

I looked up into the night sky and see a thousand eyes staring back
And all around these golden beacons I see nothing but black
I feel a wave of something beyond them, I don't see what I can feel
If vision is the only validation, then most of my life isn't real

'Cause if you're not really here, then the stars don't even matter
Now I'm filled to the top with fear
But it's all just a bunch of matter
'Cause if you're not really here, then I don't want to be either
I want be next to you
Black and gold, black and gold, black gold

I want to be next to you

'Cause if you're not really here, then the stars don't even matter
Now I'm filled to the top with fear
But it's all just a bunch of matter
'Cause if you're not really here, then I don't want to be either




I want be next to you
Black and gold, black and gold, black and gold

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Ellie Goulding's song "Black and Gold" explore the idea of questioning the validity of reality when the person you love is not physically present. The first verse starts with a hypothetical situation where a fish evolving into a creature with legs and apes evolving into tall beings who talk, and the stars falling out of the sky and tears rolling into the ocean are all implausible, but the idea of the person setting the world into motion is plausible. The chorus centers around the premise that if the person is not physically present, then nothing else matters and everything else is just a bunch of matter. The second verse builds on this idea of questioning reality by highlighting the contrast between the golden beacons in the sky and the darkness around them. The singer admits that she can feel something beyond what she sees, but if vision is the only validation, then most of her life isn't real, adding to the fear and uncertainty she feels.


Overall, the song is about the impact that the person's absence has on the singer's perception of reality, and how it makes her question the validity of everything else. The use of symbolism like the stars falling out of the sky and the fish growing legs, highlight how the person has changed the singer's perception of the world around her.


Line by Line Meaning

If a fish swam out of the ocean, grew legs and they started walking
The impossible has happened and it has made Ellie question what's real and what's not.


And the apes climbed down from the trees, and grew tall and they started talking
Ellie is describing another impossible event that contributes to her uncertainty.


And the stars fell out of the sky, and my tears rolled into the ocean
Ellie has lost all sense of stability and security, and feels like she's all alone in the world.


Now I'm looking for a reason why you even set my world into motion
Ellie is trying to make sense of why someone has come into her life and disrupted her sense of reality.


'Cause if you're not really here, then the stars don't even matter
Ellie is saying that if the person she cares about is not truly present, then everything else in her life loses meaning as well.


Now I'm filled to the top with fear
Ellie is describing the intense emotions that come with the uncertainty she's feeling.


But it's all just a bunch of matter
Ellie is acknowledging that her thoughts and feelings may not actually reflect reality.


'Cause if you're not really here, then I don't want to be either
Ellie is saying that if the person she cares about is not truly present, she doesn't want to be a part of this world anymore.


I want to be next to you
Ellie wants to feel close to the person she cares about because that's the only way to feel anchored in the world.


I looked up into the night sky and see a thousand eyes staring back
Ellie is describing the feeling of being watched or observed, which makes her feel vulnerable and exposed.


And all around these golden beacons I see nothing but black
Even though there are sources of light and guidance around her, Ellie only sees darkness and uncertainty.


I feel a wave of something beyond them, I don't see what I can feel
Ellie is sensing something that's beyond her rational understanding, but she can't put her finger on it.


If vision is the only validation, then most of my life isn't real
Ellie is saying that if her perception of the world is the only way to validate what's real, then most of her experiences feel fake or insubstantial.


Black and gold, black and gold, black gold
Ellie is using this phrase to describe the contrast between light and dark, good and bad, and how everything seems to be a mix of both.




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Warlocked & Loaded

I will always call this version Black and Goulding :D

Maygan Haygood

I've heard the original, Adele's version, and other versions but THIS one is my favorite. Her voice is incredible and anyone who says otherwise is jealous of her skills. That's all!

Daarisha

Wow. Not many singers can cover a song and give the origional artist a run for their money! Well done Ellie.

Drama Smith

2022 and this song is still one of the only things that’ll drift me to sleep. Brings me joy to see her progress

RazzberryRipple

I think this is better than the original. Another great song from Ellie <3

Emiline Eeckelaert

Her voice is so awesome !

KP

Saw her last night in Bristol! Amazing and far better than Little Boots, the headlining act! Ellie deserves more of her own gigs!

gatman

I remember repeatedly listening to this song in 2010 while playing the Skate 3 demo on Xbox 360 and working through my depression. Love coming back to this song.

Panada

she puts sooo much effort and details in her songs, even in a cover like this song!! That shows her love in the music she is doing

CartoonPropaganda

Elli Goulding has this very amazing and distinct voice and It's like listening to dove's singing, pure talent!

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