My Dark Lif
Elvis Costello Lyrics


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She says nobody wants to believe
You're the same as everyone
What makes me unique?
My dark life
There was a kink in the world
Sent that statue tumbling
An invitation east
So we can watch it all crumbling

She came off like light and so softly she spoke
"You don't know, no you don't know about my dark life"
And you think you're a guest, you're a tourist at best
Peering into the corners of my dark life
Now that you tear your dreams from consumptive ballerinas
She'll stand on tiptoes for you in a grey and tattered tutu
She stays where she is because of voyeurs like these
With an accusative look that says "my dark life"

Robber men await you then in each beguiling alley
To shake you and to pierce you and remind you of
My dark life

Enter the pious elite, in their preening finery
And bang the tambourine
They're dining on rice paper scenery
See how the villain attracts envious glances from everyone
She's waitressing by day
It doesn't bring in much money now

And his strong concealed arms set off bells and alarms
In the strangest locations of my dark life
But the fantasy slipped as he tipped her in cigarettes
She tries to smile very graciously when she wants to kill him
Now the victory is sweet, you get down on your knees
It's the perfect position for kissing western leather

So they came from ugly Texas and from nameless Tennessee
From peculiar Missouri and from places closer to me




All the cream of heartless England, cheered "the carnival is over"
The are remnants of red army bandsmen played "America The Beautiful"

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Elvis Costello's "My Dark Life" speak about a woman who feels misunderstood and unseen. She believes that people fail to see that she is the same as everyone else, and the unique thing about her is her dark life. The world is crooked, and that caused a kink in it and sent the statue tumbling. The woman invites people east to watch it all crumbling.


Costello speaks about a woman who comes off as light and speaks softly but holds a dark life that others fail to see. People think that they are guests or tourists at best, peering into the corners of her dark life. Costello speaks of dreams and consumptive ballerinas, and how she makes a sacrifice for voyeurs like the audience with an accusatory look that says "my dark life." He continues to speak about robber men who await in each beguiling alley to shake and pierce people, making them remember the woman's dark life. The pious elite enters, banging tambourines and dining on rice paper scenery, while the villain attracts envious glances from everyone. She works as a waitress by day, but that doesn't bring in much money now.


In conclusion, the song speaks about how people fail to see the dark lives of others, despite everyone's uniqueness. People are often quick to be voyeuristic, peering into lives that they don't fully understand, and this can make people feel isolated and misunderstood.


Line by Line Meaning

She says nobody wants to believe
She explains how people refuse to believe her.


You're the same as everyone
You are no different from anybody else.


What makes me unique?
She asks what makes her special or different.


My dark life
She refers to the unpleasant aspects of her life.


There was a kink in the world
Something strange or amiss happened in the world.


Sent that statue tumbling
It caused a statue to fall or tumble.


An invitation east
She talks of an invitation to go east or to Asia.


So we can watch it all crumbling
They will go east to observe the downfall or decline of something.


She came off like light and so softly she spoke
A lady had an appearance of being kind and gentle.


"You don't know, no you don't know about my dark life"
She communicates that the listener doesn't have any idea of her unpleasant life.


And you think you're a guest, you're a tourist at best
The listener is treated like a tourist and not as someone knowledgeable about her life.


Peering into the corners of my dark life
The listener is trying to learn the hidden and unpleasant details of her life.


Now that you tear your dreams from consumptive ballerinas
You are trying to extract value and enjoyment from things that are not very meaningful.


She'll stand on tiptoes for you in a grey and tattered tutu
She will provide you with a suboptimal or unimpressive performance in exchange for attention.


She stays where she is because of voyeurs like these
She is still in her current unpleasant situation because people like the listener are observing her life without contributing to it.


With an accusative look that says "my dark life"
Her unfriendly and accusing look indicates that she is thinking about her unpleasant life.


Robber men await you then in each beguiling alley
People who want to steal from you wait for you in every attractive or inviting alleyway.


To shake you and to pierce you and remind you of
They will rob and harm you to remind you of something unpleasant.


My dark life
She talks about the unpleasant aspects of her life.


Enter the pious elite, in their preening finery
The religious or self-righteous people arrive dressed in their fancy clothing.


And bang the tambourine
They are playing a noisy tambourine instrument.


They're dining on rice paper scenery
They are consuming something insubstantial or fake.


See how the villain attracts envious glances from everyone
A villain or bad character receives positive attention due to their impressive qualities.


She's waitressing by day
A lady works as a waitress during the day.


It doesn't bring in much money now
Her job does not pay very well currently.


And his strong concealed arms set off bells and alarms
A man with hidden physical strength is causing alarm or anxiety.


In the strangest locations of my dark life
The most unusual places in her unpleasant life.


But the fantasy slipped as he tipped her in cigarettes
Her illusion or dream fades when he offers her cigarettes as a tip for her services.


She tries to smile very graciously when she wants to kill him
She is attempting to politely conceal her desire to harm him.


Now the victory is sweet, you get down on your knees
The feeling of success is enjoyable and makes you kneel down.


It's the perfect position for kissing western leather
It is a favorable position for kissing expensive, western-style leather.


So they came from ugly Texas and from nameless Tennessee
People arrived from unattractive areas like Texas and Tennessee.


From peculiar Missouri and from places closer to me
People also came from strange Missouri and locations closer to her.


All the cream of heartless England, cheered "the carnival is over"
The most well-to-do and selfish individuals from England celebrated the end of something.


The are remnants of red army bandsmen played "America The Beautiful"
A group of former soldiers from the Soviet army performed a patriotic American song.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: DECLAN MACMANUS

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Ilo's Sims 4 Extravaganza

This was a collaboration between Elvis Costello and Brian Eno that was on an X-Files compilation "Songs in the Key of X". Such a great song

iguanadans

Still one of my favorite CDs.

minidiva46

Just adore this song!!! Means so much to me, since I hvae always been the outsider, everywhere I go.

GSMulder

Maaaaaaaaaaaan, I first heard this song in the cd from The X Files! Amazing son!

Joseph Blough

me too, I have the CD!

Giselle Gee

Love the atmosphere of this song so much.

OscarLimaMike

Elvis Costelo can be Stellar when he is good this is one of many unbelievably great songs he has put out. Almost Blue and this one are some of my favourites.

Kevin Meyers

20 years, give or take a year or two, but I've loved this song since I was a teenager.

Choco Cat

Something about this song... Haunting and true... Inescapable

mosriteminion cause

To me this song is a short bio of my late wife, beautiful, a tall, pale dark brunette, shy and painfully quiet, told me once as a waitress a guy tipped her in penny's - an orphan who loved people, and received a lot abuse in return, the world dimmed the day she died.

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