When I'm Gone
Eminem перевод Lyrics

Yo, it's my life, my own words I guess
This is my life, and I speak for myself.

Have you ever loved someone so much
Have you ever loved someone deeply?

You'd give an arm for
You would do anything for them.

Not the expression, no
Not just a figure of speech.

Literally give an arm for
Actually give up a limb for them.

When they know they're your heart
When they are your whole world.

And you know you are their armor
And you will protect them from anything.

And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
And you will stop at nothing to keep them safe.

But what happens when karma
But what happens when fate turns against you?

Turns right around and bites you
And when everything you do ends up hurting them.

And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you
And everything you believe in starts to feel like a lie.

What happens when you become the main source of her pain
What happens when you are the one causing their suffering?

"Daddy look what I made"
Look at what I created, Dad.

"Dad's gotta go catch a plane"
Dad has to leave for a while.

"Daddy where's mommy?
Where is Mommy, Dad?

I can't find mommy, where is she?"
I can't find her anywhere.

"I don't know, go play, Hailie baby, your daddy's busy
I don't know, go have fun, Hailie, I'm busy.

Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gon write itself"
Daddy's writing a song, and he has to focus.

I give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself
I gave you a challenge, and you have to face it alone.

Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
Then in that same song, tell her you love her.

And put hands on her mother who's the spittin' image of her
And hurt her mother, who looks just like her.

That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy
That's Slim Shady, who is crazy, my dear.

Shady made me
Slim Shady is part of me.

But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye baby
But tonight, I'm going to sleep and forget everything.

And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn,
And when I'm gone, keep going and don't be sad.

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that,
Be happy when you hear my voice, and know that,

I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
I'm watching over you and smiling.

And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
And I didn't suffer, so don't be sad, just smile back.

I keep havin' this dream,
I keep dreaming about this scenario.

I'm pushin' Hailie on a swing, she keeps screamin', she don't want me to sing
I'm pushing Hailie on a swing, but she doesn't want me to sing to her.

"You're makin' mommy cry, why, why is mommy cryin'"
"You're making Mommy sad, why is she crying?"

"Baby, daddy ain't leavin' no more, Daddy you're lyin'
"I'm not leaving anymore, I promise."

You always say that, you always say this is the last time
You always say that, but you never keep your promise.

But you ain't leavin' no more daddy, you're mine"
But you're staying with me, Dad, you're mine now.

She's pilin' boxes in front of the door tryin' to block it
She's putting boxes in front of the door to stop me from leaving.

"Daddy please, daddy, don't leave, daddy, no, stop it"
"Please don't leave me, Dad, please stop it."

Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
She takes out a small necklace from her pocket.

It's got a picture, "This will keep you safe daddy, take it with ya"
"This will keep you safe, Dad, take it with you."

I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror
I look up and see only myself in the mirror.

These fuckin' walls must be talkin', 'cause man I can hear 'em
These walls must be talking, because I can hear them.

They're sayin', "you got one more chance to do right
They're saying that I have one more chance to do the right thing.

And it's tonight, now go out and show em that you love 'em before it's too late"
And that chance is tonight, go out and prove your love before it's too late.

And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
Just as I'm about to leave my room.

It turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singin'
My room turns into a stage, and the spotlight is on me, and I'm singing.

Sixty thousand people all jumpin' out their seat
Sixty thousand people are standing up and cheering.

The curtain closes, they're throwin' roses at my feet
The curtains close and people are throwing roses at me.

I take a bow, and thank you all for comin out
I bow and thank everyone for coming.

They're screamin' so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
They're screaming so loud that I take one last look at the crowd.

I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seein'
I look down and can't believe what I see.

"Daddy, its me, help mommy, her wrists are bleedin'"
"Daddy, it's me, help Mommy, she's bleeding from her wrists."

But baby we're in Sweden
"But we're in Sweden, how did you get here?"

How did you get to Sweden?
"How did you get here?"

"I followed you daddy
"I followed you, Dad.

You told me that you weren't leavin'
You said you weren't leaving.

"You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad
"You lied to me, Dad, and made Mommy sad."

And I bought you this coin, it says number one dad
And I got you a coin that says 'Number One Dad.'

That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin"
"That's all I wanted to do, give you this coin."

"I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'"
"I understand, fine, I'll go with Mommy."

"But baby wait, it's too late dad, you made your choice
"But wait, it's too late, Dad, you made your decision.

Now go out there and show em that you love em more than us
Now go out and show them that you love them more than us.

That's what they want
That's what they're cheering for.

They want you, Marshall
They want you, Marshall, to perform.

They keep screamin' your name
They keep calling out your name.

It's no wonder you can't go to sleep
No wonder you can't sleep at night.

Just take another pill, yeah I bet you you will!
Just take another pill, I bet you will.

You rap about it, yeah word, kid keep it real"
You rap about it, be true to yourself.

I hear a applause, all this time I couldn't see
I hear applause, but I couldn't see anything.

How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me
How could it be that my life is coming to an end?

I turn around, find a gun on the ground
I turn around and find a gun on the ground.

Cock it, put it to my brain, scream Die Shady! And pop it
I load the gun, put it to my head, and pull the trigger, shouting 'Die, Shady!'

The sky darkens, my life flashes
The sky turns dark, and my life flashes before my eyes.

The plane that I was supposed to be on, crashes, and burns to ashes
The plane I was supposed to be on crashes and disintegrates.

That's when I wake up
And then I wake up.

Alarm clock's ringing, there's birds singin'
The alarm clock is ringing, and birds are singing.

It's spring and Hailie's outside swingin'
It's spring, and Hailie is playing on the swing outside.

I walk right up to Kim and kiss her tell her I miss her
I go up to Kim, kiss her and tell her I miss her.

Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister almost as if to say
Hailie smiles and winks at her little sister, as if to tell her something.