bad guy
Eminem - stafaband.co Lyrics

It's like I'm in the dirt, digging up old hurt
I feel like I'm digging up painful memories and emotions

Tried everything to get my mind off you, it won't work
I've tried various methods to forget about you, but nothing has been successful

All it takes is one song on the radio, you're right back on it
Just one song brings back all the memories and emotions of you

Reminding me all over again how you fucking just brushed me off
It reminds me of how you completely disregarded and rejected me

And left me so burned, spent a lot of time trying to soul search
You left me feeling hurt and I've spent a long time searching for answers within myself

Maybe I needed to grow up a little first
Perhaps I needed to mature and develop before finding closure

Well, looks like I hit a growth spurt
Now it seems like I have grown and changed

But I'm coming for closure
Now I'm seeking closure

Don't suppose an explanation I'm owed for
I don't expect you to owe me an explanation for

The way that you turned your back on me
How you abandoned and betrayed me

Just when I may have needed you most
Especially when I needed you the most

Oh, you thought it was over
You believed that it was finished

You can just close the chapter
You thought you could move on

And go about your life, like it was nothing
And act as if it meant nothing

You ruined mine, but you seem to be doing fine
You destroyed my life, but you appear to be doing well

Well, I've never recovered but tonight betcha that whatcha
I have never fully recovered, but tonight I guarantee you

'Bout to go through's tougher than anything I ever have suffered
What I'm about to go through is tougher than anything I have ever endured

Can't think of a better way to define poetic justice
There's no better way to describe this situation as poetic justice

Can I hold grudges? Mind's saying, "let it go, fuck this"
Should I hold onto resentments? My mind says to let it go, to hell with it

Heart's saying, "I will once I bury this bitch alive
My heart says I'll let go once I completely destroy and defeat this person

Hide the shovel and then drive off in the sunset"
Hide the evidence of my revenge and leave triumphantly

I flee the scene like it was my last ride
I escape the scene as if it's my final getaway

You see right through
You see through my facade

Oh, you had me pegged the first time
Oh, you understood me perfectly from the beginning

You can't see the truth
But you can't see the real me

But it's easier to justify
But it's easier to rationalize

What's bad is good
To believe that what is negative is actually positive

And I hate to be the bad guy
And I despise being seen as the villain

I just hate to be the bad guy
I simply dislike being portrayed as the antagonist

And to think I used to think you was the shit, bitch
To think that I used to idolize and admire you

To think it was you at one time I worshiped, shit
To realize that I once idolized and worshiped you

Think you can hurt people and just keep getting away with it?
Do you believe you can harm others and continue to escape consequences?

Not this time, you better go and get the sewing kit, bitch
But not this time, you better prepare yourself for the consequences

Finish this stitch so you can reap what you sow, nitwit
Complete this stitch and face the consequences of your actions, you idiot

Thought some time'd pass and I'd forget it, forget it
You thought enough time would pass and I would forget about it, but no

You left our family in shambles
You left our family in a state of chaos and destruction

And you expect me to just get over him? Pretend he never existed
And you expect me to move on from him, to act as if he never existed

Maybe gone, but he's not forgotten
Perhaps he may be gone, but he is not forgotten

And don't think 'cause he's been out the picture so long
And don't assume that just because he's been absent for so long

That I've stopped the plottin' and still ain't coming to get ya
That I've stopped planning and won't come after you

You're wrong and that shit was rotten
You're mistaken, and your actions were horrible

And the way you played him, same shit you did to me, cold
And the way you treated him, the same way you treated me, heartlessly

Have you any idea the shit I've gone through?
Do you have any idea of the things I have endured?

Feelings I harbor? All this pent-up resentment I hold on to
The emotions I keep inside? The resentment I can't let go of

Not once you called to ask me how I'm doing
Not once did you call to inquire about my well-being

Letters, you don't respond to 'em
I send you letters, but you don't respond to them

Fuck it, I'm coming to see you
Forget it, I'm coming to see you

And gee, who better to talk to than you?
And who else should I talk to but you?

The cause to my problems
You are the root of my problems

My life is garbage and I'm 'bout to take it out on you
My life is a mess and I'm about to take my frustrations out on you

Poof, then I'm gone, woosh
And then I disappear, just like that

I've been driving around your side of this town
I've been driving around in your neighborhood

Like nine frickin' hours and forty-five minutes now
For almost ten hours now

Finally, I found your new address, park in your drive
Finally, I found your new address and parked in your driveway

Feel like I been waiting on this moment all of my life
I feel like I've been anticipating this moment my entire life

And it's now arrived, and my mouth is full of saliva
And now it's here, and I'm filled with excitement

My knife is out and I'm ducking on the side of your house
My knife is ready, and I'm hiding on the side of your house

See, it's sad it came to this point
It's unfortunate that it has come to this

Such a disappointment I had to make this appointment to come and see ya
What a letdown that I had to schedule an appointment to come see you

But ain't here for your empathy, I don't need your apology
But I'm not here looking for sympathy, I don't need your apology

Or your friendship or sympathy, it's revenge that I seek
Or your friendship or sympathy, I'm seeking revenge

So I sneak vengefully and treat your bedroom window
Thus, I sneak in vengefully and approach your bedroom window

Like I reach my full potential, I peeked
As if I've reached my full power, I take a peek

Continue to peep, still bent low
I continue to watch, remaining low to avoid detection

Then keep tapping the glass lightly, then start to crescendo
I tap the glass gently at first, then gradually increase the intensity

Sneak all the way 'round to the back porch
Quietly make my way to the back porch

Man, door handles unlocked, shouldn't be that easy to do this
Man, the door handle is unlocked, it shouldn't be this easy

You don't plan for intruders beforehand?
Didn't you prepare for a potential intruder?

Surprised to see me? Cat got your tongue?
Are you surprised to see me? Are you speechless?

Gag, chloroform rag, gag, almost hack of a lung
Gag, chloroform rag, gag, nearly suffocate

Like you picked an axe up and swung
As if you swung an axe at me

Stick to the core plan, dragged to the back of a trunk
Stick to the original plan, drag you to the back of a trunk

By one of your fans, irony spectacular, huh?
By one of your fans, the irony is incredible, right?

Now who's a faggot, you punk?
Now who's the coward, you worthless person?

And here's your Bronco hat, you can have that shit back 'cause they suck
And here's your Broncos hat, you can have it back since the team is terrible

It's just me, you and the music now, Slim
It's just you, me, and the music now, Slim

I hope you hear it, we're in the car right now
I hope you can hear it, we're in the car at this moment

Wait, here comes my favorite lyric
Wait, here comes my favorite line

I'm the bad guy who makes fun of people that die
I'm the villain who mocks people who have passed away

And hey, here's a sequel to my Mathers LP
And hey, here's a sequel to my Mathers LP album

Just to try to get people to buy
Just to entice people to purchase it

How's this for publicity stunt? This should be fun
How's this for a publicity stunt? It should be entertaining

Last album now 'cause after this you'll be officially done
This is my last album because after this, you'll be officially finished

Eminem killed by Eminem
Eminem destroyed by Eminem

Matthew Mitchell, bitch, I even have your initials
Matthew Mitchell, you bitch, I even have your initials

I initially was gonna bury you next to my brother, but fuck it
I originally planned to bury you next to my brother, but forget it

Since you're love with your city so much
Since you love your city so much

I figured, what the fuck, the best place you could be buried alive is right here
I thought, why not bury you alive right here, the best place for it

Two more exits, time is quite near
Just two more exits, time is running out

Hope we don't get stopped, no license I fear
I hope we don't get pulled over, I don't have a driver's license

That sirens I hear? Guess ninety on the freeway wasn't the brightest idea
Do I hear sirens? I guess going ninety on the freeway wasn't the smartest decision

As cops appear in my driver side mirror
As I see police officers in my side mirror

(Oh, God, police, ah)
(Oh, God, it's the police, ah)

Hope Foxtrot gets an aerial shot of your burial plot, at least
I hope the news gets an aerial shot of where I bury you, at least

New plan, Stan
New plan, buddy

Slim, "chauvinist pig, drove in this big Lincoln town car"
Slim, the sexist pig who drove in this big Lincoln town car

Well, gotta go, almost at the bridge, big bro, it's for you
I have to go, I'm almost at the bridge, big bro, this is for you

Slim, this is for him and Frank Ocean, oh, hope you can swim good
Slim, this is for him and Frank Ocean, oh, I hope you can swim well

Now say you hate homos again
Now go ahead and say you hate gay people again

I also represent anyone on the receiving end of those jokes you offend
I also speak for all the people who are hurt by the offensive jokes you make

I'm the nightmare you fell asleep in and woke up still in
I'm the nightmare that you fell asleep in and woke up still experiencing

I'm your karma closing in with each stroke of a pen
I'm your karma catching up to you with every word I write

Perfect time to have some remorse to show for your sin
It's the perfect time for you to feel remorse for your actions

Nope, it's hopeless, I'm the denial that you're hopelessly in
Nope, it's useless, I'm the denial that you can't escape from

When they say all of this is approaching its end
When people say that this is all coming to an end

But you refuse to believe that it's over, here we go all over again
But you refuse to accept that it's finished, and here we go, starting again

Back's to the wall, I'm stacking up all them odds, toilet's clogged
My back is against the wall, but I'm piling up all the odds against me

Yeah, 'cause I'm talking a lotta shit but I'm backing it all up
Yeah, because I'm talking a lot of nonsense, but I can back it all up

But in my head there's a voice in the back and it hollers
But in my head, there's a voice in the back that shouts

After the track is demolished
After the track is destroyed

"I am your lack of a conscience"
"I am the absence of your conscience"

I'm the ringing in your ears
I'm the constant noise in your ears

I'm the polyps on the back of your tonsils
I'm the growths on the back of your tonsils

Eating your vocal chords after your concerts
Consuming your vocal cords after your concerts

I'm your time that's almost up that you haven't acknowledged
I'm the time that's running out, which you haven't noticed

Grab for some water but I'm that pill that's too jagged to swallow
You try to quench your thirst, but I'm the pill that's too difficult to swallow

I'm the bullies you hate that you became
I'm the bullies you despise, but now you've become like them

With every faggot you slaughtered
With every gay person you've harmed

Coming back on you every woman you insult, batter
Returning to haunt you for every woman you insult and abuse

But the double-standards you have when it comes to your daughters
But the double standards you hold when it comes to your own daughters

I represent everything you take for granted
I signify everything you overlook and don't appreciate

'Cause Marshall Mathers the rapper's persona's half a facade and
'Cause Marshall Mathers, the rapper's persona, is only half real

Matthew and Stan just symbolic of you not knowing what you had 'til it's gone
Matthew and Stan are just symbols of you not realizing what you had until it was gone

'Cause after all the glitz and the glam no more fans that are calling your name
Because after all the fame and success, no more fans will be cheering for you

Cameras are off, sad but it happens to all of them
The cameras are no longer focused on you, it's sad but it happens to all celebrities

I'm the hindsight to say, "I told you so"
I'm the voice of hindsight saying, "I told you so"

Foreshadows of all the things that are to follow
Indications of all the things that are yet to come

I'm the future that's here to show you what happens tomorrow
I'm the future here to reveal what will happen tomorrow

If you don't stop after they call you
If you don't quit even after they criticize you

Biggest laughing stock of rap who can't call it quits
The biggest joke in rap who can't retire

When it's time to walk away
When it's time to leave the industry

I'm every guilt trip the baggage you have
I'm every guilt trip and burden you carry

But as you gather up all your possessions
But as you collect all your belongings

If there's anything you have left to say
If there's anything you still want to say

Unless it makes an impact then don't bother
Unless it has an impact, don't even bother

So before you rest your case
So before you give your final statement

Better make sure you're packing a wallop
Make sure you have a strong argument

So one last time, I'm back
So one final time, I am back

Before it fades into black and it's all over
Before it fades away and it's all finished

Behold the final chapter in the saga
Witness the last chapter in the story

Trying to recapture that lightning trapped in a bottle
Attempting to capture that same spark of creativity again

Twice, the magic that started it all
The magic that began it all, twice

Tragic portrait of an artist tortured
A heartbreaking depiction of a tormented artist

Trapped in his own drawings
Confined within his own creations

Tap into thoughts
Delve into his thoughts

Blacker and darker than anything imaginable
Blacker and more intense than anything one can imagine

Here goes a wild stab in the dark
Here comes a wild and uncertain attempt

As we pick up where the last Mathers' left off
As we continue where the last Mathers album ended