Juanita
Emmylou Harris Lyrics


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No affection were the words that stuck on my mind
When she walked out on me for the very last time
Oh mamma sweet mamma can you tell me what to say
I don`t know what I've done to be treated this way
In a cold dirty room that's where I found myself
With a bottle of wine and some pills off the shelf
Oh mamma sweet mamma can you tell me what to say
I don't know what I've done and I`m feeling so ashamed

Then an angel appeared she was just 17
In a dirty old gown with a conscious so clean
Oh mamma sweet mamma can you tell me what to say




She's brought back the life that I once threw away
She's brought back the life that I once threw away

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Emmylou Harris' song "Juanita" speak of heartbreak and despair. The opening lines "No affection were the words that stuck on my mind, when she walked out on me for the very last time," paint a picture of a relationship that has ended badly. The singer is struggling to make sense of the situation and is reaching out for help from his mother, asking "Oh mamma sweet mamma can you tell me what to say? I don't know what I've done to be treated this way."


The second verse speaks of the singer's state of mind after the breakup. He finds himself alone in a "cold dirty room" with a bottle of wine and some pills, clearly indicating that he is struggling with depression and possibly even contemplating suicide. Once again, he reaches out to his mother for help, asking "Oh mamma sweet mamma can you tell me what to say? I don't know what I've done and I'm feeling so ashamed."


The final verse sees a glimmer of hope for the singer. "Then an angel appeared, she was just 17, in a dirty old gown with a conscience so clean." The angel metaphorically represents someone who has lifted him up from his despair and given him a renewed sense of purpose. He once again calls out to his mother, but this time it is to tell her that the angel has "brought back the life that I once threw away." The song therefore uses powerful imagery to convey a message of hope in the midst of darkness.


Line by Line Meaning

No affection were the words that stuck on my mind
I was hurt by the lack of love and care from my former lover.


When she walked out on me for the very last time
My ex left me for good, and it left me feeling lost and abandoned.


Oh mamma sweet mamma can you tell me what to say
I am seeking comfort and guidance from a motherly figure in my time of need.


I don`t know what I've done to be treated this way
I am confused about why I was treated badly and left behind.


In a cold dirty room that's where I found myself
I was alone and isolated in a depressing environment.


With a bottle of wine and some pills off the shelf
I was turning to substance abuse to cope with my pain and despair.


Then an angel appeared she was just 17
Someone young and innocent showed up unexpectedly to save me.


In a dirty old gown with a conscious so clean
Despite her humble appearance, she had a pure heart and a clear mind.


She's brought back the life that I once threw away
She helped me find a reason to live and reminded me of the value of my own life.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: CHRISTOPHER HILLMAN, GRAM PARSONS

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