Heart Container
Endswell Lyrics
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Except you pulled it out and stabbed again and again
You left me for dead in the snow while you walked through the cold
This whole thing was fucked from the start
I never should have told you
Told you that I love you
I never should have told you
Told you that I love youIf distance makes the heart grow fonder
I wonder how much you ponder me
I should have left to go farther
I should have put more fucking miles between
For one last time please lie to me
Rest your head on my shoulder and fall asleep
In "Heart Container" by Endswell, the lyrics paint a vivid and emotionally charged picture of a destructive relationship that has left the singer feeling betrayed and abandoned. The opening lines, "That winter season was like a knife to my face / Except you pulled it out and stabbed again and again," create a metaphorical image of the pain inflicted upon the singer. It suggests that their partner repeatedly hurt them, causing both physical and emotional distress. The use of the harsh imagery emphasizes the intensity of the pain experienced.
The next lines, "You left me for dead in the snow while you walked through the cold / This whole thing was fucked from the start," further highlight the sense of abandonment and betrayal. The contrast between the singer's suffering and their partner's apparent indifference enhances the feelings of hurt and isolation. The lyrics express regret, as the singer acknowledges that they made a mistake in confessing their love, stating, "I never should have told you / Told you that I love you." This conveys a sense of vulnerability and reveals that the emotions they expressed were met with heartbreak and disappointment.
The following lines, "If distance makes the heart grow fonder / I wonder how much you ponder me / I should have left to go farther / I should have put more fucking miles between," reflect on the impact of physical separation. The singer questions whether their absence has made their partner grow fonder or if they are simply forgotten. They express regret for not creating more distance, recognizing that they may have spared themselves further pain if they had distanced themselves sooner.
In the final lines, "For one last time please lie to me / Rest your head on my shoulder and fall asleep," the singer reveals a desire for comfort and a longing for a return to the illusion of love. Despite the pain caused, they yearn for their partner to temporarily deceive them with affection before they let go. These lyrics capture the complexity of emotions experienced in a toxic relationship, where even after the hurt, there can still be a lingering need for connection and intimacy.
Overall, "Heart Container" by Endswell delves into the painful aftermath of a destructive relationship, exploring themes of betrayal, regret, distance, and a yearning for closure. The lyrics provide insight into the singer's emotional state and invite listeners to reflect on their own experiences with love and heartbreak.
Line by Line Meaning
That winter season was like a knife to my face
The cold and harsh winter season felt like a painful and cutting experience for me
Except you pulled it out and stabbed again and again
But you didn't just leave it at that - you repeatedly inflicted more pain and hurt on me
You left me for dead in the snow while you walked through the cold
You abandoned me in my vulnerable state, leaving me emotionally 'dead' while you remained unaffected and indifferent
This whole thing was fucked from the start
Our entire relationship was doomed and troubled right from the beginning
I never should have told you
I regret sharing my feelings with you
Told you that I love you
Expressing my love for you was a mistake
If distance makes the heart grow fonder
In the context of our separation, if being apart increases affection and longing
I wonder how much you ponder me
I'm curious to know how much or if you think about me at all
I should have left to go farther
I should have distanced myself more by physically separating from you
I should have put more fucking miles between
I should have created a larger physical and emotional distance between us
For one last time please lie to me
In our final interaction, please deceive me one more time to provide a temporary comfort
Rest your head on my shoulder and fall asleep
Seek solace by leaning on me and finding peace in sleep
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Maxwell Culver
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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