Color of Fetters
Envy Lyrics

Puzzled for long. Even at the dawn of the next day.
I am lost and confused. It feels like time has stopped and no matter how long I ponder, I cannot figure out what to do.

Sent back to the same spot again on a fixed hand.
No matter what I do or where I go, I keep ending up in the same place, trapped and unable to move forward.

Couldn't tell I'm supported. Even I knew it.
Despite being aware that I have support, I feel alone and incapable of achieving anything meaningful.

Dreams I catch are superficial and childish. Lost a way to go rot.
My dreams seem shallow and unimportant, and I have no clear direction in life.

Tighter fetters wear me out. Rob, robbed and disappear.
The restrictions placed upon me drain me of energy and leave me feeling robbed of my potential, fading away into nothingness.

The remainder of obedience still chokes my neck and chest.
Even though I try to obey and conform, it feels like I am suffocating and unable to breathe or move freely.

What we found in time.
As time passes, we discover new things and gain different perspectives.

Hidden, never been understood.
Some things remain hidden and unexplained, mysteries that we may never fully comprehend.

Want other things for next.
Looking ahead to the future, I desire different experiences and outcomes, hoping for something better.

Steal, breathe both past and future.
I try to hold onto memories of the past while also looking forward to what the future may hold, uncertain and afraid.

What is epoch? What is today. The ties of life so fragile so vain.
I am unsure of the meaning of life, struggling to understand the present moment and the fragility of our existence.

Smashing each others mind. What is ideal. What is value.
We battle with each other over differing viewpoints and ideas, struggling to define what is truly valuable or worth striving for.

Near nothing. The character is formed.
Despite feeling lost and adrift, our struggles and experiences shape who we are and help us build our character.

Wait not for tomorrow. People follow.
Rather than waiting for the future to come to us, we must take action and lead others towards a better tomorrow.

Slight expectation. Caved in and sunk.
Even the smallest glimmer of hope can be quickly snuffed out, leaving us feeling defeated and helpless.

In the line of people receiving values.
As we interact with others and learn from their experiences, we begin to develop our own values and beliefs.

A wond on my finger pictures the shadow.
A wound or scar on my finger serves as a reminder of past pain or trauma, casting a shadow over my present experiences.

A crack of breeze indicates tomorrow.
Even the smallest sign or signal can offer hope for a better future, a new beginning waiting just over the horizon.

In a song, I curse. I set my mind higher.
Through the power of music and personal expression, I strive to break free of my limitations and reach for something greater.

I smile without seeing the precious words of mind.
Even when I try to remain positive and hopeful, I cannot fully appreciate the beauty and value of my own thoughts and emotions.

Fix my gaze upon the despair ahead. Am I sad...
Despite trying to remain optimistic, I cannot help but feel overwhelmed and weighed down by the challenges and struggles that lie ahead.

Dying as I live. Will I be in time...
I feel as though I am slowly withering away, running out of time to achieve my goals or find a sense of peace and fulfillment in life.

Replace my memories with things I have forgotten.
Sometimes, in order to move forward, we must let go of the past and embrace new experiences and ideas.

Accept every distorted thing I see.
Rather than rejecting or avoiding things that seem strange or unfamiliar, I try to accept and learn from them, even if they are distorted or unclear.

I go forward fearlessly for perfection.
Despite my doubts and fears, I strive to move forward fearlessly in pursuit of my ideals and the pursuit of perfection.

My heart is in the other place.
Although I may be physically present, my heart and mind are focused elsewhere, longing for something more fulfilling.

Deserted my weakest voice.
Sometimes, in order to be strong or succeed, we must silence our own doubts and fears, abandoning our weakest side.

Familiar lonesome face also found what it means to think.
Even those who seem isolated or lonely are capable of deep thought and introspection, discovering new insights and perspectives about themselves and the world around them.

Wish for the end in my heart again and again.
Despite my desire for something better, I cannot help but wish for the end, an escape from my present pain and struggles.

In sadness, a heavy will I hold humbly. Turn it into words
Despite feeling weighed down by sadness and despair, I try to express my emotions through creativity and self-expression, transforming my struggles into something meaningful and beautiful.

And show it a little. Reflect the hope and shimmer on
By sharing my creativity and personal struggles with others, I hope to offer a glimmer of hope or light in the darkness, shining a beacon towards something brighter and more hopeful.

Darkness where the light reaches.
Even in the darkest moments or situations, it is possible to find a glimmer of hope or light, a sign that things can get better and improve with time.

I feel a mind that walks all the way with the darkness.
Despite my struggles and challenges, I try to embrace my darkest thoughts and emotions, recognizing that they are an essential part of my journey and personal growth.

An old memory driven mad.
Sometimes, old memories or experiences can begin to overwhelm and consume us, driving us to madness or despair.