First gig played at a school concert in Spring of 1997 to the delight of Physics teacher Mr Granger who, being taken back to his love of Krautrock in the 70s, recommended the band get themselves a ‘crazy Japanese frontman’…..
First proper gig played winter 1998, Rugely Red Rose, to the confusion/anger of the hardcore metal fans attending. This year also sees epic45s first ‘release’, a 3 track CDR made to order (estimated number of copies in existence, 10)……
Shorebound was released on 7″ vinyl in mid 1999 and got the attention of radio 1 DJs John Peel and Steve Lamacq, Peel actually finishing his show with the seven and a half minute track ‘The Overwelming Feeling’. 2000 saw the release of the second ep ‘A is an Alphabet’ and the French split 10″ featuring live favourite ‘When the Cold Weather Comes’. A is an Alphabets first track, composed entirely by Rob Glover, was played by John Peel also.
In 2001, the split 7″ with 100 pets was released featuring another live favourite ‘..and Still They Stand, the Churches of England’, which again, Peel played on his show. Also this year epic45 released a (mini) album called ‘Secrets, Signs and Threats, to be given away free on the bands website.
The first album proper ‘Reckless Engineers’ was released in 2002 on Canadian label Where Are My Records and was recorded entirely in our home village of Wheaton Aston in Staffordshire (with the exception of ‘Shorebound’). Recording onto 4 track and crap computers, the duo recorded pretty much every instrument themselves with a little help from the mysterious Joseph Pilato Quartet. Epic45 had done a handful of gigs by this time, based round a three piece consisting of Holton, Glover and school friend Mark Oldfield (whose drums where grafted onto a few of the Reckless Engineers tracks) which all seemed to go pretty well.
During 2002/early 2003, the trio, now joined by Marks childhood friend Oli Grocott, set about recording the follow up to the debut. Against the Pull of Autumn, as it would be called, was an attempt to capture some more live sounding tracks. The first track ‘I’m getting too Young for this’, featuring extra guitar from on/off member Matt Kelly, was probably the most successful of the 12 tracks to do this.
In early 2003, Mark Oldfield and Oli Grocott, embarked on a long trip to Australia, leaving the epic45 live band without a drummer. In spite of this, the band, helped by Mike Rowley of The Arm on drums, played a few shows across the country with Canadian band Below the Sea. During the rest of 2003, Ben and Rob continued recording and in early 2004, the very limited CDR album ‘Slides’ was released on the label Make Mine Music, a syndicate label founded by Scott from the now defunct band Portal. The summer of 2004 saw the return of school-friend and occasional contributor Matt Kelly from university. It also saw the seemingly permanent departure of long term drummer Mark Oldfield and synth player Oli Grocott. However, fresh from uni, Matt brought a a renewed sense of energy to epic45 and, as a drummerless trio, epic45 headed to Denmark to play a gig. Here, Rob and Ben also played a gig as part of July Skies with Antony Harding, a good friend and long term collaborator. On returning from Denmark, the trio began work on what was to become the ‘England Fallen Over’ ep, perhaps epic45s most confident and ‘poppy’ collection of tracks to date.
2005 saw the release of england Fallen Over on Make Mine Music to great critical acclaim. This year the band also played a couple of gigs with the band Hood, releasing a limited (about 30 copies) ep called ‘Long Walks’ to coincide. Also this year Ben, Rob, Antony from July Skies and Dan from Ruraline visited the labyrinthine tunnels and corridors of the Drakelow nuclear bunker, where the inspiration behind the ‘Drakelow’ ep would emerge.
Drakelow, recorded by just Ben Holton and Rob Glover was released in early 2006 on MMM. In direct contrast to the brash pop sound of EFO, Drakelow concentrated on dark, reverberating soundscapes and desolate, warped synth eulogies to the decaying, mildewed tunnels of the underground complex. Again the ep was met with an enthusiastic response from fans and critics alike. 2006 saw the departure of Matt Kelly as he moved to Edinburgh with his girlfriend, and the re-release of Slides on a proper CD backed up with the rare Long Walks ep. Also throughout the year Ben and Rob began work on the follow up to Slides.
May Your Heart be the Map came out in Spring/Summer of 2007 and saw the band concentrating on the more acoustic side of their sound, evoking lost childhood summers and a longing for a past that may or may not have existed.
In All the Empty Houses, the bands latest 'mini' album, released late Autumn 2009, dealt with issues such as loss, change and decay. However, the sound remained a beguiling mixture of melancholy and the eventual uplift of hope. This release saw a collaboration with Simon Scott (Slowdive, Televise, Seavault) on drums.
Ghosts I Have Known
Epic45 Lyrics
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Where's the girl I used to know?
Living alone, may be in time
Feel the weight upon my shadow,
Looking down in to tomorrow
May be a dream keeps you awake
I won't fail until she finds me,
Hidden away with people who pray
People who pray
The lyrics of Epic45's song Ghosts I Have Known are mysterious and dreamlike, making them open to interpretation. At first glance, the lyrics seem to be a reflection on the past, with the singer asking about the people they used to know, and wondering where they are now. The line "living alone, maybe in time" suggests a sense of isolation and the passing of time separating people from the lives they once knew. The weight upon the singer's shadow implies a sense of burden that the past places on them.
But as the song continues, the lyrics become even more enigmatic, with talk of a dream that might keep the singer awake. It's unclear what this dream might be, but it seems to be important enough to be keeping the singer up at night. The reference to the "catcher in the rye" is equally mysterious, but the line "I won't fail until she finds me" suggests that the singer is searching for someone or something that will finally bring them peace.
The final line of the song - "hidden away with people who pray" - is perhaps the most cryptic of all. It suggests that the singer has found some solace or refuge in a group of people who share their faith, but it's impossible to say for certain what this means or how it relates to the rest of the song. Overall, the lyrics of Ghosts I Have Known are haunting and poetic, painting a picture of a world that is both beautiful and elusive.
Line by Line Meaning
Where's the boy I used to be?
I am not the same person as I was before and I wonder where that boy went.
Where's the girl I used to know?
The girl I once knew seems like a distant memory now and I long to find her.
Living alone, may be in time
Perhaps living alone is the right thing for me at this particular moment in my life.
Feel the weight upon my shadow,
I am burdened by something that is following me wherever I go.
Looking down in to tomorrow
I am uncertain about what the future holds and that leaves me feeling anxious.
May be a dream keeps you awake
Maybe it's a dream that is so wonderful it keeps you up at night, dreaming even more.
I'm the catcher in the rye,
I have taken on the role of protector and I will not fail in my mission.
I won't fail until she finds me,
I am determined to succeed in my search for her and I will not give up until I find her.
Hidden away with people who pray
I am surrounded by those who share my devotion to a higher power.
Contributed by Nathaniel R. Suggest a correction in the comments below.