The Obsessive Devotion
Epica Lyrics


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Don't you ever blind me
Don't be a foolish thief
Am I?
Don't you ever bring yourself to grief

Don't you ever blind me
Don't ever trick my mind
Did I?
Don't you think that you can lie to me
Did I lie?

Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Et mendacem memorem esse oportet

If he is your moon, I will be your earth
To which you can return, safely or injured.

I feel only misery for myself when I
Look through the eyes of someone else

Don't you choke and bind me
Don't be a bleeding heart
Am I?
Fold then walk away or play your cards
Let us play!

Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Et mendacem memorem esse oportet

If he is your moon, I will be your earth
To which you can return, safely or injured.

I feel only misery for myself when I
Look through the eyes of someone else
I can't even recognize the path which has to be
Taken to enter infinity.

Don't you dare me
I dare you
You don't care about me
I care about you
Don't you touch me
Liar

Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Et mendacem memorem esse oportet

Adoratio permanebit
Quotiens me eges, adero

I prefer to be unhappy with you,
rather than being depressed without you.
I belong to someone, I'm dedicated to
Nothing lasts forever but you, you do

I prefer to be a lair just like you
To fulfill my deepest desires
I belong to someone, I'm dedicated to
But all that I desire is you

One thoughtless moment passes in slow motion
As I lie down, I realize that
All I wish is to get rid of this Obsessive Devotion

Venia ad vitam aeternam
Non mibi, non tibi, sed nobis

Hit me as you can
Beat me as you wish
Liar

Fortuna mutual coniuncti
Per tota saecula futura

I have raised myself for you
But now I regret

Venia ad vitam aeternam





This is the end

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Epica's song, “The Obsessive Devotion” speak to the hazards and consequences of obsession when it is taken too far. The song begins with a plea, a warning, from the singer to her lover not to deceive her, blind her or bring her to grief, warning that she can see through lies. There's a deep longing conveyed in the song, profound misery and dissatisfaction with the singer’s experiences and the different paths that she has taken. She speaks directly to the obsessive desire she has for someone who does not care for, let alone respect or love, her. The lyrics convey the singer's inner battles and the struggle to deal with emotions that are overwhelming and consuming as they relate to the object of her desire. She feels that she has become someone else entirely consumed by infatuation or love. The words suggest the conflict, the push-and-pull of the singer’s obsessive devotion.


The chorus of the song is sung in Latin - “Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis et mendacem memorem esse oportet” - which is translated to “Fortune is expressed through false art and a liar must be a good memory”. This highlights the fact that people are not always who they present themselves to be, and deception can cause the most pain. As the song continues, it details the singer's inability to see things clearly or to think rationally when she's in love, and how obsession causes unhappiness and pain. The song ends with the powerful lyrics, “This is the end”, suggesting a final acceptance of the realities of the situation and a willingness to move on.


Line by Line Meaning

Don't you ever blind me
Don't ever trick my mind


Don't be a foolish thief
Don't think that you can lie to me


Am I?
Did I lie?


Don't you ever bring yourself to grief
Don't even try to deceive me


Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Luck is expressed through false arts


Et mendacem memorem esse oportet
And lies should be remembered


If he is your moon, I will be your earth
If he is not there for you, I'll be there for you


To which you can return, safely or injured.
A place where you can come back to, in good or bad times


I feel only misery for myself when I
I only suffer when I


Look through the eyes of someone else
See the world from someone else's perspective


Don't you choke and bind me
Don't make me feel suffocated and trapped


Don't be a bleeding heart
Don't be a softie


Fold then walk away or play your cards
Either leave or keep going, but don't be indecisive


Let us play!
Let's have some fun!


Adoratio permanebit
Worship will remain


Quotiens me eges, adero
Whenever you need me, I'll be there


I prefer to be unhappy with you,
I'd rather be miserable with you


rather than being depressed without you.
Than be alone and sad


I belong to someone, I'm dedicated to
I have a commitment to someone


Nothing lasts forever but you, you do
Everything fades away, but you're eternal


I prefer to be a liar just like you
I'd rather be deceitful like you


To fulfill my deepest desires
To satisfy my innermost wants


But all that I desire is you
But what I really want is you


One thoughtless moment passes in slow motion
One careless moment feels like an eternity


As I lie down, I realize that
As I lay down, I understand


All I wish is to get rid of this Obsessive Devotion
All I want is to escape from this unhealthy attachment


Venia ad vitam aeternam
Grant me eternal life


Non mibi, non tibi, sed nobis
Not for me, not for you, but for us


Hit me as you can
Do your worst to me


Beat me as you wish
Treat me however you want


I have raised myself for you
I have elevated myself for you


But now I regret
But now I feel remorse


Fortuna mutual coniuncti
Connected by a shared destiny


Per tota saecula futura
For all the ages to come


This is the end
This is the conclusion




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: ADRIANUS AD SLUIJTER, MARK JAN JANSEN, MARKUS H J MARK JANSEN

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blossom doomchaos

Don't you ever blind me
Don't be a foolish thief
-Am I?
Don't you ever bring yourself to grief

Don't you ever blind me
Don't ever trick my mind
-Did I?
Don't you think that you can lie to me
-Did I lie?

Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Et mendacem memorem esse oportet

If he is your moon, I will be your earth
To which you can return, safely or injured.

I feel only misery for myself when I
Look through the eyes of someone else

Don't you choke and bind me
Don't be a bleeding heart
-Am I?
Fold then walk away or play your cards
-Let us play!

Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Et mendacem memorem esse oportet

If he is your moon, I will be your earth
To which you can return, safely or injured.

I feel only misery for myself when I
Look through the eyes of someone else
I can't even recognize the path which has to be
Taken to enter infinity.

-Don't you dare me
I dare you
-You don't care about me
I care about you
-Don't you touch me
-Liar

Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Et mendacem memorem esse oportet

Adoratio permanebit
Quotiens me eges, adero

I prefer to be unhappy with you,
rather than being depressed without you.
I belong to someone, I'm dedicated to
Nothing lasts forever but you, you do...

I prefer to be a lair just like you
To fulfill my deepest desires
I belong to someone, I'm dedicated to
But all that I desire is you

One thoughtless moment passes in slow motion
As I lie down, I realise that...
All I wish is to get rid of this Obsessive Devotion

Venia ad vitam aeternam
Non mibi, non tibi, sed nobis

Hit me as you can
Beat me as you wish
Liar

Fortuna mutual coniuncti
Per tota saecula futura

I have raised myself for you
But now I regret

Venia ad vitam aeternam

This is the end



All comments from YouTube:

Ezio Auditore

"I prefer to be unhappy with you rather than being depressed without you" ....Great lyric

WarhawkBeyond2040

11 years later and this still kicks ass. I love it.

blossom doomchaos

Don't you ever blind me
Don't be a foolish thief
-Am I?
Don't you ever bring yourself to grief

Don't you ever blind me
Don't ever trick my mind
-Did I?
Don't you think that you can lie to me
-Did I lie?

Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Et mendacem memorem esse oportet

If he is your moon, I will be your earth
To which you can return, safely or injured.

I feel only misery for myself when I
Look through the eyes of someone else

Don't you choke and bind me
Don't be a bleeding heart
-Am I?
Fold then walk away or play your cards
-Let us play!

Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Et mendacem memorem esse oportet

If he is your moon, I will be your earth
To which you can return, safely or injured.

I feel only misery for myself when I
Look through the eyes of someone else
I can't even recognize the path which has to be
Taken to enter infinity.

-Don't you dare me
I dare you
-You don't care about me
I care about you
-Don't you touch me
-Liar

Fortuna exprimitur artibus falsis
Et mendacem memorem esse oportet

Adoratio permanebit
Quotiens me eges, adero

I prefer to be unhappy with you,
rather than being depressed without you.
I belong to someone, I'm dedicated to
Nothing lasts forever but you, you do...

I prefer to be a lair just like you
To fulfill my deepest desires
I belong to someone, I'm dedicated to
But all that I desire is you

One thoughtless moment passes in slow motion
As I lie down, I realise that...
All I wish is to get rid of this Obsessive Devotion

Venia ad vitam aeternam
Non mibi, non tibi, sed nobis

Hit me as you can
Beat me as you wish
Liar

Fortuna mutual coniuncti
Per tota saecula futura

I have raised myself for you
But now I regret

Venia ad vitam aeternam

This is the end

Johnny Moran

Another incredible song. Epica is severely underrated!

Clarence Alfonso

Johnny Moran I know right, bands like mychemicalromance and other shitty alternative metal bands are getting more attention

Wazav94

C'mon guys, Epica has number of views as huge as iron maiden. There are several good power metal bands who are stuck at some tenthousand viewsper video

MadLane

for people that understand music Epica is not underrated, in terms of mainstream fame, all of the Metal world is underrated, Metal was the number 1 genre during the 70-80, now it's the crap .. i mean rap and other stuff like that.

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CheckAgain

"All I wish is to get rid of this Obsessive Devotion!" Loved the madness in her voice.

Shadow Fan

More like hatred or resentment

diamadtiel

The composition is amazing, I'm glad they make their songs longer so you can hear what they actually wrote. I most likely would listen to a hour long Epica song

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