Allegiance
Esoteric Lyrics


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My destitute life I owe to no one.
I reside alone in the darkness,
Staring out from the blackened walls of my mind.
Tormented through knowledge,unshackled by wisdom,
I attain autonomy.

Bound to no mortal,
Unable to trust in this world built upon lies.
I take what I desire,I adhere to no laws.

In allegiance with darkness,
The darkness within myself,
The dark force of the earth.

My understanding now vast,
I have devoted years of isolation,
To thought,to knowledge,
So that I may see for myself,
With my own mind!
My empiricist ways have seen power by my own hand!

As the night stalk's revenge,
The moon is culling for blood,so will it be!
This soulless light,
Shall feel the pain of my suffering.

I suffer alone,in the darkness.
My serpentine mind,screams in delight,
As my cries echo through the pathways of my mind,
All goes still,
Rationale complete,
Chaos shatters my sentient thought.
My pain is endless,as will be yours!

I will kill your purity,
I will purge your innocence,
As I walk in disgust,
Into each vacant eye I stare,
My head hangs low in sorrow.

For so few see through the haze of this reality,
So very few attain their desire.
In allegiance......





[Lyrics-Bryan,Greg,1995/96]
[Music-Bryan,1995/96]

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Esoteric's song "Allegiance" can be interpreted as the manifesto of a person who has reached a level of knowledge and understanding that exceeds the human capacity to accept the limitations and falsehoods of the world. This person has chosen to reside alone in the darkness of their own mind, where they are tormented by their vast knowledge and are unshackled by wisdom, which has given them autonomy. They are bound to no mortal, and they take what they desire, adhering to no laws. They have become one with the darkness within themselves and the dark force of the earth.


The person's understanding is now vast, and they have devoted years of isolation to thought and knowledge so that they may see for themselves with their own mind. Their empiricist ways have seen power by their own hand, and they will seek revenge on this soulless light, as their suffering has gone unnoticed. They will kill purity and purge innocence, as they walk in disgust, staring into each vacant eye with a head that hangs low in sorrow. Few see through the haze of this reality, and even fewer attain their desire. This person's allegiance is to darkness and the understanding it brings.


Line by Line Meaning

My destitute life I owe to no one.
I don't owe anyone for the miserable life I have.


I reside alone in the darkness,
I live in solitude, engulfed in darkness.


Staring out from the blackened walls of my mind.
I peer through the gloom of my own thoughts.


Tormented through knowledge,unshackled by wisdom,
I am tormented by my understanding, yet liberated by my knowledge.


I attain autonomy.
I achieve independence from external control.


Bound to no mortal,
I am not tied to any human being.


Unable to trust in this world built upon lies.
I cannot rely on a deceitful world.


I take what I desire,I adhere to no laws.
I pursue my wants and pay no attention to laws.


In allegiance with darkness,
I am in alliance with darkness.


The darkness within myself,
I have a dark side within me.


The dark force of the earth.
The power of darkness emanates from the earth.


My understanding now vast,
I have comprehended a great deal.


I have devoted years of isolation,
I have spent a long time in seclusion.


To thought,to knowledge,
I have contemplated and gained knowledge.


So that I may see for myself,
So I can perceive with my own mind.


With my own mind!
By my own intellect!


My empiricist ways have seen power by my own hand!
I have obtained authority by relying on empirical evidence.


As the night stalk's revenge,
The night carries out its vengeance.


The moon is culling for blood,so will it be!
The moon is calling for bloodshed, and it shall occur.


This soulless light,
The light has no spirit or emotions.


Shall feel the pain of my suffering.
It will experience the agony I have.


I suffer alone,in the darkness.
I bear the pain alone, in the obscurity.


My serpentine mind,screams in delight,
My devious mindset enjoys the anguish.


As my cries echo through the pathways of my mind,
As my screams reverberate through my thoughts,


All goes still,
Everything falls silent,


Rationale complete,
Reasoning finished,


Chaos shatters my sentient thought.
Disorder wrecks my conscious mind.


My pain is endless,as will be yours!
My agony is without end, and so will yours be!


I will kill your purity,
I will destroy your innocence,


I will purge your innocence,
I will cleanse you of naivety,


As I walk in disgust,
With contempt, I stroll,


Into each vacant eye I stare,
I gaze into every vacant eye,


My head hangs low in sorrow.
I bow my head in sadness.


For so few see through the haze of this reality,
Several cannot see through the fog of reality,


So very few attain their desire.
So few can achieve what they desire.


In allegiance......
In alliance......




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Comments from YouTube:

Lootroq

Esoteric certainly knows how to begin a song. Sick transition after the sample

EmbraceEmptiness

one of the darkest things to be heard, if only it never ended. i love how it all disintergrates into just utter audio hell, like some sort of audio static nightmare.

frankie saenz

its amazing how much the vocals become their own instrument . just pure insanity

Bloodfeast

awesome Scent of a Woman interlude

36a1b4c

purely evil song, every time i listen to it, it makes me just want to hate humanity... it's absolutely great.

Martin Kristensen

I don't know how many times I've listened to this. Probably not healthy to listen to, but so damn amazing.

Monsieur Claude Sac

I'm in the daaahhhkk here!

Rebirth Burning

That's PRICELESS

Johaan Tรถdlicheschwert

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