Girls
Estrella 20 / 20 Lyrics

Well you would think this life would make me bolder
Despite experiencing life, I am still full of fear.

But I'm running scared is all
All I feel is fear and anxiety.

Well I hang on everything about you
My whole world revolves around you and everything you do.

You think I'd settle down 'cause I'm older
People expect me to mature with age, but I refuse.

But I roll with the changes is all
I adapt to the ever-changing world around me.

Well I'm same old trailer trash in new shoes
Although I try to appear different, I am still the same person inside.

She gets sad when there's nothing going on
She becomes unhappy and feels worthless during times of inactivity.

She says it makes her feel damn worthless
She feels as if she has no value when nothing is happening.

Well you got to think with a girl like that
When dealing with someone like her, any love is better than none at all.

Any love at all, is better than nothing
Even the smallest amount of love can have a positive impact.

I put my hands around your shoulder
I offer comfort and support to you.

You're saying you're scared is all
You express fear and uncertainty.

I think I know too much about you
I am aware of your flaws and weaknesses.

You think this life would make me colder
People expect me to grow distant and hardened from life experiences.

I'd give in to the alcohol
I would turn to alcohol to cope with my emotions.

I put my loving arms around you, child
I embrace you with affection and care.

You knew damn well there was nothing going on
You were fully aware that nothing was happening.

Is that what makes you feel damn worthless
Is that why you feel completely useless?

Yeah well she drags you down and she pulls you up
She causes both negative and positive feelings in you.

Says that she's sorry now but it's not enough
Although she apologizes, it does not fully make up for her actions.

To pull you up
To lift your spirits and make you feel better.

I wake up quick just like I want to
I quickly spring into action as I desire.

Yeah but I stay out much too late
I tend to spend my nights out instead of sleeping.

You think this life can get a bit unkind but she stays
You believe life can be harsh, but she remains steadfast despite it.

Down till the worth is gone
She continues to push through until all her value is depleted.

And pulls you up, she pulls you up,
Despite her own struggles, she lifts you up.

She pulls you up and over, over
She uplifts you and takes you beyond your troubles.

Well, thank her.
She deserves gratitude for all she does.