This Time It's Different
Evans Blue Lyrics

This time it's different
I've been in similar situations before, but this time I feel that it's unlike any other.

I'm burning up
The intensity of my emotions is overpowering me, making me feel like I'm on fire.

I'm filling up, see
My emotions are overwhelming me, and it's apparent to anyone who interacts with me.

Forever plagued with this fire inside me
I have always had this passion or drive within me that keeps burning, causing me to be restless and never satisfied.

Deliver all, to live or die blindly
I'm willing to put everything on the line to achieve what I want or believe in, even if it means risking my life or blindly following my convictions.

It's empty it's bluffing defining the nothing
I'm realizing that whatever I thought I wanted was actually hollow and meaningless, and I was just pretending to care about something that wasn't worth it.

Interfering with the call of fate is crawling out of you and now
I am starting to question the course of my life and whether I am interfering with my destiny or not.

Finding comfort in the smallest spaces have sold out
The things that used to bring me comfort or joy no longer have the same effect, leaving me feeling empty and disillusioned.

I know I said I hope I don't upset the light you defend
I am aware that my actions or words might not align with what others believe in or hold dear, and I don't want to jeopardize that.

Destroy my pain
I want to get rid of the things that are causing me distress or discomfort.

Then capture life again
I want to find a new purpose or meaning in life and regain my passion for living.

Can't live my life this way
I know that continuing to live like this is not sustainable or healthy for me.

Let! Go, go! Let go
I need to release myself from the things that are holding me back and weighing me down.

And capture life again
I want to find a new passion or purpose in life and regain a sense of wonder and excitement.

I'm living but weak
Despite still being alive and going through the motions, I feel like I am just barely hanging on and have lost my spark or vitality.

I'm hearing voices from shadows inside me
I have internal conflicts or negative self-talk that is affecting my mental health and well-being.

I never sleep,
I am constantly worrying or thinking, making it difficult for me to rest or relax.

My eyes are too focused, too hopeless, too broken, too open, to notice
I am hyper-focused on the things that are causing me distress and it's making me lose sight of the bigger picture or potential solutions.

I open my eyes / The voice inside me / I open my mind / But this time it's different
I am actively trying to change my perspective and mindset to overcome my obstacles or challenges, and I believe that this time I will succeed.

Can't live my life this way
I am recognizing that continuing to live like this is unsustainable or unhealthy, and I need to make changes.