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I hope one day I will grow out of this
I hope that someday I will overcome this problem

Then I will leave this battlefield
Then I can finally move on from this struggle

Good or bad depends on your point of view
The situation can be seen as good or bad depending on how you look at it

And I can see things from both sides
I am able to understand and empathize with different perspectives

Just one more classic case of catch-22
Another situation where there are no simple solutions or answers

Things don't have a simple truth
The issue is complex and cannot be reduced to a single truth

So you ask where this is leading me
You want to know where this is taking me

Only I don't have an answer yet
But I do not yet know the answer myself

Seeing things black and white is for the weak
Only weak people believe everything is black and white

I'm strong enough for shades of grey
I am able to handle the complexities and nuances of a situation

While searching for the perfect compromise
I am trying to find a solution that works for everyone

I am driven to despair
But sometimes the search for a compromise is too challenging and makes me feel hopeless

So my thoughts are spinning around
I am deeply considering and contemplating the situation

For I know my problem well
I am keenly aware of the issue I am facing

And I wonder, will I ever get
I question whether or not I will ever find a solution

Out of this carousel
Escape this cycle of indecision

You are trying in vain
You are trying without success

To reach me with your hands
To connect or help me

But all that I can say
But I am unable to do more than say

Is I hope you understand
I hope you comprehend and empathize with my struggle

Meanwhile I'm trying to make up my mind
At the same time, I am working to come to a decision

Feeling like I'm paralysed
But I feel stuck and unable to move forward

What's the sense of it all, is it...
I am trying to understand the purpose or meaning of this struggle

Because of you and I
Because of our relationship and connection

Because of fear
Because of my anxiety and worries

Or just because of all
Or maybe it's simply

That I wish to have near
That I desire to have close to me

It's about really stupid things
It may seem like it's about insignificant issues

But they keep growing until
But they continue to build and accumulate until

They seem to tear me apart
They start to consume and overwhelm me

You ask for explanations
You want me to explain myself

Until things make sense
Until you can understand the situation

Well, I don't have any
But I am unable to offer any clear explanations

So all that I can say is
So I can only say

I hope you understand
I hope you can empathize and sympathize with my struggle

Of no major size
These issues may not seem significant

But they keep on growing
But they continue to accumulate and expand

Until a part of me dies
Until they start to harm me and damage a part of who I am