Myself
Exilia Lyrics


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It’s so hard to see through
The fog hides my hands and
It’s so hard to walk through
This torment and I’m lost in fear

I’m lost in here
I’m lost
Screaming and bleeding
Somewhere inside, in my skin
Bleeding and screaming
Somewhere I dive into the void
To find myself

Feel too blind to see through
My faults and my sorrow
It’s so hard to go through
My scars to find out my worst fear

I’m lost in here
I’m lost

Screaming and bleeding
Somewhere inside, in my skin
Bleeding and screaming
Somewhere I dive into the void
To find myself
My soul

Something inside me
Something inside
Will not heal

Screaming and bleeding
Somewhere inside, in my skin
Bleeding and screaming
Tell me where I belong
Tell me where I belong

Screaming and bleeding
Somewhere I dive into the void
I fall into the void




Can’t find myself
Myself

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Exilia's song "Myself" reflect a feeling of being lost and lost in fear. The fog that hides the hands and makes it hard to walk symbolizes the confusion and disorientation that the singer is experiencing. They feel lost in their own struggles and unable to find their way out. The repetition of the line "I'm lost in here" emphasizes the sense of being trapped in their own pain and unable to escape it.


The line "Screaming and bleeding somewhere inside, in my skin" speaks to the internal struggle that the singer is facing. They are in pain, but no one can see it because it is happening inside of them. They feel like they are diving into the void to find themselves, which could reflect a feeling of searching for a sense of self-identity that has been lost in the midst of the struggles they are experiencing. The repeated pleas to be told where they belong suggest a feeling of being adrift and not knowing what direction to go in.


Overall, the lyrics of "Myself" paint a vivid picture of a person who is lost, confused, and struggling with internal pain and torment. The repeated cries of "I'm lost" and "Screaming and bleeding" show the depth of the singer's distress, while the repeated references to the void and searching for oneself suggest a desire for escape and identity.


Line by Line Meaning

It’s so hard to see through
It's difficult to see clearly due to the fog, which obscures my hands.


The fog hides my hands and
The obscurity of the fog heavily obscure my hands, making it tough to walk.


It’s so hard to walk through
It's a strenuous task to walk through the overwhelming torment and confusion of my mind.


This torment and I’m lost in fear
I am lost in my thoughts, overwhelmed by the emotional pain and anxiety.


I'm lost in here
I'm lost in my own internal struggles and fears.


I'm lost
I am directionless and losing hope for any clarity or resolution.


Screaming and bleeding
As I struggle and fight to cope, I feel emotionally raw and wounded in my own skin.


Somewhere inside, in my skin
The sense of pain and hurt resides deep in my own psyche and sense of self.


Bleeding and screaming
Experiencing physical and emotional agony, sometimes to an overwhelming extent.


Somewhere I dive into the void
Spiraling out of control and losing touch with reality become escapisms from the turmoil and distress.


To find myself
In searching inwards and confronting the chaos within myself, it is a journey of self-discovery to find who I really am.


Feel too blind to see through
I feel disoriented and unsure of how to proceed, as I cannot see the situation clearly.


My faults and my sorrow
I cannot bear to confront and acknowledge my mistakes and grief, causing distress and harm.


It’s so hard to go through
It is a daunting journey to confront and move through the inner struggle and pain pervading within me.


My scars to find out my worst fear
I navigate through the wounds and hurts of my past, and confront my deepest fears.


Something inside me
A deep, unidentifiable part of myself that I can't seem to confront or heal.


Something inside
There's an internal conflict within me that I can't quiet and figure out.


Will not heal
Despite my efforts, some injury and trauma may remain or linger.


Tell me where I belong
In an attempt to find clarity and peace, I seek a sense of belonging and purpose.


Screaming and bleeding
The intensity of the pain and trauma leads to desperation and a sense of loss and injury.


Somewhere I dive into the void
I feel lost and unmoored from the world as I struggle internally, and escaping into the numbness of the void offers temporary relief.


I fall into the void
Succumbing to the confusion and mental struggles, I dive into the darkness and numbness of the void.


Can't find myself
Despite the journey within, I still feel lost and unsure of who I really am, leading to further distress.


Myself
Ultimately, the struggle is with myself, and finding peace and harmony within myself is a lifelong journey.




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