In January of '98 Exit 159 released their debut EP Lost On Earth (Don't Touch Me Records) to critical raves, and the two singles, "What Gives?" and "Short Ride Down", got regular rotation on KLZR 105.9 and 107.3 the X in Kansas City. They were also voted the "Best New Band" by readers at the Pitch Awards, hosted by PitchWeekly (now referred to as The Pitch). The band released their debut self-titled full-length on the same label that released their EP, and show the band continuing to explore and expand their own particular take on pop rock n' roll.
Kristie Stremel - Guitar/Vocals
Rob VanBiber - Drums
Byron Huhmann - Bass/Vocals
Okay
Exit 159 Lyrics
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used to think that I'd be someone
now that I care, now that I care
looking thru the window
as my face goes numb
it's a wonder I stay alive
it's a wonder I open my eyes
in the morning when I see you
cause my face is numb
oh, it's finally okay
it's finally okay
even now I know I'll be okay
even now I know it's too much, too much
even now is better than yesterday
even now I know I'll be okay with you
okay
The lyrics of Exit 159's song "Okay" speak about a past struggle with finding oneself and how the realization of caring has brought meaning to one's life. The singer in the song reflects on how they used to believe that they would become something significant, but they no longer consider that important. Instead, they appreciate the little things in life, like the view from their window. However, this new outlook on life hasn't been easy as they have experienced moments of emotional numbness, making them question whether they should continue on. Despite this struggle, the singer expresses that they have found comfort in the presence of someone, highlighted in the line "in the morning when I see you, looking thru the window cause my face is numb." The repetition of "it's finally okay" and "even now I know I'll be okay" emphasize the singer's search for peace and acceptance within themselves and with their relationship with this other person.
The song's message reinforces the idea that it's okay to not have everything figured out, and that it's important to appreciate the present moment rather than constantly worrying about the future or reflecting on the past. The song also touches on the power of relationships and the role of support systems in helping one navigate through challenging times.
Line by Line Meaning
used to think that I'd be something
I used to believe that I would achieve something significant with my life
used to think that I'd be someone
I used to believe that I would stand out amongst others and be someone important
now that I care, now that I care
As I have grown and matured, I have gained a greater sense of empathy and concern for others
looking thru the window
I find myself staring out of the window, lost in my own thoughts
as my face goes numb
My emotions become overwhelming to the point where I am practically expressionless
it's a wonder I stay alive
It is remarkable that I can endure such intense emotional turmoil and still continue living
it's a wonder I open my eyes
Despite the pain and suffering, I find the strength to face each new day
in the morning when I see you
When I wake up and see you, it brings me a sense of comfort and hope
looking thru the window
Once again, I find myself lost in thought, gazing out of the window
cause my face is numb
My emotions are so intense that I am practically unable to express them
oh, it's finally okay
Despite all the pain and struggle, things are finally starting to look up
it's finally okay
I am finally able to come to terms with my emotions and find acceptance
even now I know I'll be okay
Despite the ongoing struggles and uncertainty, I have confidence that I will be able to overcome them
even now I know it's too much, too much
Although I remain optimistic, I still acknowledge that the emotional turmoil is a heavy burden to bear
even now is better than yesterday
Despite the ongoing struggles, I have made progress and the present moment is better than the past
even now I know I'll be okay with you
My relationship with you provides a sense of comfort and stability amidst the turmoil
okay
Acceptance and assurance that things will ultimately work out
Contributed by Jordan B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
rap strangler
Yep, seen them live several times. Have their cd's "Lost On Earth" and self titled CD. Good stuff!