Dreaming
F.E.T.U.S. Lyrics

Dreamin’ but I don’t think I'm a sleep tonight
I am lost in a dreamlike state, but my subconscious will not allow me to sleep tonight.

I'm livin' the dreamin'
I am experiencing a lifestyle that I once only dreamed of.

This just can't be life
Although I am now living a desirable life, it is difficult to believe that this is my reality.

See I would wake up on the cold nights, half a pack left
I used to wake up during cold nights, with half of my belongings remaining.

Pour like try to grab us while we roll dice
We would pour alcohol while playing dice and try to avoid getting caught by the authorities.

Scatter, back to the block in the hour
We would quickly flee back to our neighborhood within one hour of finishing our activities.

Just bout time to change clothes in the shower
We had just enough time to clean ourselves and change clothes in the shower before leaving to continue our daily activities.

Shit I'm shot by the dough pad
I am shot and may need some money to pay for my medical bills.

Heroin stashed in the broke ad, gun by the moped
I have hidden heroin in a broken advertisement and a gun nearby a scooter as part of my illegal activities.

Fingerprints in the last weapon I threw away
My fingerprints may be on the last weapon I disposed of, which could lead to my capture.

So why are you away 9 to 5 to a day?
I wonder why people spend their lives working 9 to 5 jobs when they could potentially live a more profitable lifestyle through illegal means.

I will usually, lay by the basement store
I often hang out near the basement store.

Sling raw by the barber shop
I often sell raw, uncut drugs near the barber shop.

Jerry's getting cut, stash my work there
While Jerry is getting his hair cut, I will hide my drugs at the barber shop.

Okay, been asleep and half awake
I have been in an in-between state of sleep and wakefulness.

Trying to direct but now I feel em at the matinee
I am attempting to take control of my life, but external factors are preventing me from doing so.

Look ma I'm on the screen, I mean to beat the pack away
I have achieved success and fame, but had to compete with others to get there.

So I can share the meaning of get up and get the lap relayed
I want to share with others the importance of working hard and passing on knowledge to others.

Relate relate, get em to give me the cash I made
I want others to relate to my success so that they will support and invest in me.

Getting into a relaxing place
I am trying to find peace and relaxation in my life.

Let me just get out my pack and play
I need to take some time to unwind and enjoy my hobbies.

To the gods of my private little dreamscape
I am dedicating my peaceful state of mind to a higher power or ideal.

I see you sleepin out so long even the sheep skate
Others have been sleeping for so long that even the sheep have moved on, implying that they need to wake up and start achieving their goals.

Each break, each melody calls
Every moment and musical note in my life motivates me to succeed.

Is all the jealous fucks who relish those who literally rock shit
Jealous people tend to admire talented individuals, even though they might not be perceived as having a friendly relationship with them.

Knock knock, get ready to drop
Something is about to happen or occur.

Kick the hands of time
I am attempting to take control of my life and make the most of my time.

Damn you wind it right when the clock tics
The time is running out quickly, implying that I need to hurry and finish what I have started.

Okay, nobody listening
No one is really paying attention to my aspirations or dreams.

Cause a baller let a baller ball and his bottom he brought it
A wealthy individual facilitated my success and helped me achieve my goals.

But he bro into smaller bombing, better bring this bout it Blitzen
However, individuals who supported me are gradually fading away or are causing more issues.

All the baller shit is bothering, it's about Benjamin's product
I am becoming more concerned with making money and my material possessions.

You're bottom pimpin', just borrowing, just balling bitch
I am enjoying my wealth and success, even if it comes from illegal or immoral pursuits.

I annihilated, molly no longer dilated
I have overcome my drug addiction to achieve success.

I fly away, since high away this is how I made it
I have worked hard to achieve my success but am also grateful for any lucky breaks that came my way.

I get violent when mine is spend on IRS to silence something crying
I become intensely angry when I have to pay taxes, as I feel that the government is doing nothing to help the less fortunate.

I get you sick to try and make it
I will do whatever it takes to succeed, even if it means affecting others in a negative way.

Man I'm dreaming, I can't believe it
I am amazed that I have achieved success and am now living a desirable life.

Making it hella hella but everybody need it
I have made a lot of money, but everyone is always searching for more.

I feed it to so many sources til I'm depleted
I distribute my wealth among many people, to the point where I am no longer rich.

Feeling I'm really beat up with greed, I can't conceive it
I am struggling with greed and the desire for more success and wealth, even though I know that it is not healthy or sustainable.

Pursuit of Happiness he'll be writin in class rooms
Others will one day study or learn about my life and how I achieved success and happiness.

Falling asleep, only the block assholes
Only people who live in my neighborhood understand my struggle and my achievements.

Grew up a crash test dummy, no fastener
I had to learn from my own mistakes and put myself in dangerous situations to achieve success.

Father was down so long, she called bastard
My father was absent or had financial difficulties, which made life harder for me and my family.

Faster pussycat, ain't no slowing down
I am moving forward quickly and am not slowing down anytime soon.

Drip myself in a corner in order to make it out
I had to hide myself or stay low-key in order to achieve success and survive.

Shout may day now, get faded now
I am feeling overwhelmed and need to take a break, possibly by drinking or using drugs.

Ink on my fingers, dead ringer for the sing up of operds
My hands have ink on them, which indicates that I have been handling illegal documents or money.

While they sleep straight til they earns
Others are sleeping and waiting until they earn enough money to survive, while I am working hard and taking risks to achieve success.

Brown liquor in my stomach making my chest burn
I have been drinking alcohol, which is causing discomfort or pain in my chest.

They heard I count sheep for fomo
Others think that I am worried about missing out on opportunities or wasting time, and therefore can't sleep.

Fuck I've got a message from Noreaga
I have received a message from Noreaga, implying that I am powerful or well-connected.

Said wake em up bro
Noreaga is asking me to wake up others and help them achieve success as well.