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The things you tried to make me believe inTo live,
give, love and forgive I'm trying.
.. Never painless, emotional emptinessI always keep
raping myself this wayJust darkness,
I'm building myself a mountain of griefI'm left by
myselfNoose of guilt around my neckWill there be someone
here to listen?Self destructive,
or call it what you wantSelf deception,
I do it time and time againTrue denial,
Am I suicidal?As my pain mounts upI really can't tell
anymoreNow I am I'm left by myselfFed up by thoughtsWill
there be someone here to listen?
Self destructive, or call it what you wantSelf deception,
I do it time and time againCan't put my life on holdI
need to catch my breathSelf destructive,
or call it what you wantSelf deception,
I do it time and time again Halls of emptiness,
filled up with my mistakesStill rejected,
all that's left is loneliness.




..I'm left by myslefFed up by thoughtsThere were no
one here to listen Regret Forget

Overall Meaning

In this song, the singer is struggling with the burden of emotional pain and emptiness, which has led them to become self-destructive. They question whether they are suicidal as they continue to inflict pain onto themselves. The singer expresses their frustration and loneliness, feeling rejected and left alone with their mistakes. Despite their efforts to live, give, love, and forgive, they feel as though they are building a mountain of grief that they cannot escape.


The lyrics convey a sense of desperation, as the singer reaches out for someone to listen and offer support, yet no one is there to help. They are caught in a cycle of self-deception and denial, which only perpetuates their suffering. The phrase "Halls of emptiness, filled up with my mistakes" symbolizes the singer’s sense of isolation and hopelessness, as they are unable to escape from the negative emotions that are consuming them.


Overall, the lyrics suggest a deep sense of pain and struggle with mental health issues. The singer is honest about their own self-destructive tendencies, yet also expressing a need for help and support. The song underscores the importance of reaching out and seeking help, even when it seems like no one is listening.


Line by Line Meaning

The things you tried to make me believe in
Referring to someone who tried to convince the singer of their beliefs, but ultimately failed.


To live, give, love and forgive I'm trying.
The singer's attempt to live life graciously by giving love and forgiveness.


Never painless, emotional emptiness
Emotional struggle is never easy and always comes with emptiness.


I always keep raping myself this way
The artist is harming themselves by continually making the same mistakes and not learning from them.


Just darkness, I'm building myself a mountain of grief
The artist is creating a heavy sense of sorrow within themselves.


I'm left by myself
The singer feels isolated and alone with their pain.


Noose of guilt around my neck
The singer is carrying the weight of guilt and regret heavily due to their actions.


Will there be someone here to listen?
The artist is seeking someone who is willing to listen and support them through their hardships.


Self destructive, or call it what you want
The artist understands their actions may be harmful to themselves, and is acknowledging different names for their behavior.


Self deception, I do it time and time again
The artist keeps lying to themselves and repeating harmful behavior patterns.


True denial, Am I suicidal?
The singer is deep in denial about their emotional state and contemplates whether they are suicidal.


As my pain mounts up, I really can't tell anymore
The artist is uncertain about how much emotional pain they can handle and is starting to feel overwhelmed.


Now I am I'm left by myself
The singer is left to face their emotional hardships alone.


Fed up by thoughts
The singer is growing tired of their own negative and self-destructive thoughts.


Will there be someone here to listen?
Despite feeling hopeless, the singer is still searching for someone who can offer support and guidance.


Can't put my life on hold
The artist realizes they cannot stop their life from moving forward despite the emotional turmoil they are facing.


I need to catch my breath
The artist is feeling overwhelmed and needs to take a moment to regain composure.


Self destructive, or call it what you want
The singer repeats the same line as before, perhaps acknowledging the severity of their situation.


Self deception, I do it time and time again
The singer continues to deceive themselves and repeat harmful patterns.


Halls of emptiness, filled up with my mistakes
The artist feels as though their past mistakes are haunting them and leaving them feeling empty.


Still rejected, all that's left is loneliness.
The artist has been rejected and left with nothing but a feeling of loneliness.


I'm left by myself
The artist ends the song the same way it started, emphasizing their isolation and loneliness.


Regret Forget
A powerful and poignant ending to the song, urging the listener to reflect on their regrets and move forward with hope towards the future.




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