Their debut album "Elyria" was released in 1993 and was followed by "Annwyn, Beneath The Waves" in 1996, in part a concept album based around the four elements. 1999 saw the release of their third album, "Evidence of Heaven". In 2001, "Vera Causa" a 2 CD set featuring a live permormance and various rarities was released. "The Burning Season" followed in 2004, and featured a more rock oriented formula. They continued to explore the boundaries of Gothic Rock with their 2009 album, :ankoku butoh: , an album which saw them delve into far-east Asian aesthetics.
Faith and the Muse currently live in Los Angeles, California, USA. Their website is http://www.mercyground.com
Caesura
Faith and the Muse Lyrics
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Confusion of my sole belief
Consider: am I god in mortal shell
Yet shine no brighter than myself
Invaded by life's patriarch
Who conquered me through hatred's art
With fists of all unspoken sin
And blood unknowing humble flows
Deity's miscarried ghost
For here my innate children prey
Un-nursed and unhealed wounds betray
A swollen rage: my numen's breath
Of fire yet demotic sense
Weakens me
Mysterious misanthropy
Rejects its own humanity
I give thee name
Yet keep the blame
That is my one possession
Wherein lies the lesson
The song "Caesura" by Faith and the Muse speaks about the internal conflict and confusion about one's identity, beliefs, and place in the world. The lyrics start with the line "In kairos hour I bequeath" which refers to a critical moment or the right time to reflect on one's beliefs. The confusion of the sole belief implies that the singer is questioning their faith or belief system. The next line "Consider: am I god in mortal shell, yet shine no brighter than myself" suggests that the singer may feel as though they have a higher purpose or divine destiny, but in reality, they are still human and no better than anyone else.
The following lines describe being invaded and conquered by life's patriarch with fists of all unspoken sin. The patriarch represents a dominant figure or influence in the singer's life that has caused anger and pain. The phrase "blood unknowing humble flows" implies that the singer is bleeding internally, unconscious of the harm being inflicted upon themselves. The lines "Deity's miscarried ghost for here my innate children prey, Un-nursed and unhealed wounds betray," can be interpreted as the lost potential or aborted ideas that haunt the singer causing a sense of regret and unfulfillment. The last lines "A swollen rage: my numen's breath, of fire yet demotic sense weakens me, Mysterious misanthropy rejects its own humanity, I give thee name yet keep the blame, that is my one possession wherein lies the lesson" signifies the complexity of self-realization and self-acceptance, which can be difficult to obtain. The singer acknowledges their rage and misanthropic tendencies but cannot seem to shake these aspects of themselves. The last line implies that in owning and accepting these aspects, there lies a lesson for the singer.
Line by Line Meaning
In kairos hour I bequeath
In the perfect moment, I pass on
Confusion of my sole belief
My only belief is muddled and uncertain
Consider: am I god in mortal shell
Think about it: am I a divine being in a human body?
Yet shine no brighter than myself
But I am no brighter or greater than any other person
Invaded by life's patriarch
Conquered by the father of life
Who conquered me through hatred's art
Who dominated and controlled me through hateful methods
With fists of all unspoken sin
Using the unseen sins to strike me down
Agrip'd my angered heart within
Grasped and held onto my enraged heart
And blood unknowing humble flows
My blood humbly flows without my conscious awareness
Deity's miscarried ghost
The ghost of a deity that was never fully realized
For here my innate children prey
In this place, my natural talents and abilities are exploited and taken advantage of
Un-nursed and unhealed wounds betray
Untreated and neglected wounds reveal my vulnerability
A swollen rage: my numen's breath
An intense anger that is the breath of my divine essence
Of fire yet demotic sense
Fiery but still within the realm of human experience
Weakens me
Makes me less strong and capable
Mysterious misanthropy
Unknown hatred for humanity
Rejects its own humanity
Refuses to acknowledge its humanity
I give thee name
I give this unnamed thing a title
Yet keep the blame
But I still hold onto the responsibility
That is my one possession
That is the one thing that I truly own
Wherein lies the lesson
And within that lies the lesson
Contributed by Daniel V. Suggest a correction in the comments below.