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Raptured in Blue
Fan Lyrics
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The things that I did
Demonize me, go all out
Act like a little kid
Leave out the part you played
Leave out all of your mistakes
I'll take the blame like I always do
But if I'm a monster, what the fuck does that make you?If I'm a monster, what the fuck does that make you?
You'd look so beautiful in blue
You'll say anything for sympathy
You'll do anything for attention
All your social rants about me
Are just a work of twisted fiction
I shouldn't be surprised
This behavior runs in your blood
And no matter how you deny it
You know you're just like your mom
I've been biting my tongue for the longest time (The longest time)
And despite the fantasies
I didn't commit the crime
I wish my hands were at your throat
So you'd feel how much I hate you
I'd simply love to watch you choke
You'd look so beautiful in blue
I wish my hands were at your throat
So you'd remember how I used to love you
I'd simply love to watch you choke
You'd look so beautiful in blue
I want you out of my life
I wish you'd shut up and sign
These fucking papers that will unbind you from me
I feel so angry inside
It's like I'm losing my mindMy god divorce is so ugly
The halo on your head
Is littered up with sins
Everything you had has fallen apart
All the time you spend
Living how you live
Proves you have no fucking heart
When I refused to take you back you acted fake and cried
And then when I moved on you vowed to ruin my life
I wish my hands were at your throat
So you'd feel how much I hate you
I'd simply love to watch you choke
You'd look so beautiful in blue
I wish my hands were at your throat
So you'd remember how I used to love you
I'd simply love to watch you choke
You'd look so beautiful in blue
I just wanna say thanks
For fucking me over
Making me feel worthless
And now I'm in a rage
I don't spend my days sober
I'm fucking drunk and all of this
Has turned me into the monster you made me out to be
You've awakened the monster within me
I wish my hands were at your throat
So you'd feel how much I hate you
I'd simply love to watch you choke
You'd look so beautiful in blue
I wish my hands were at your throat
So you'd remember how I used to love you
I'd simply love to watch you choke
You'd look so beautiful in blue
Your neck, your face, your throat, your heart
All blue
You'd look so beautiful in blue
The lyrics to "Raptured in Blue" by Fan's song depict a deeply emotional and tumultuous relationship. The singer expresses their frustration and anger towards their partner, highlighting their manipulative and attention-seeking behavior. The singer takes on the blame for the relationship's problems, but questions the character of their partner, wondering what that makes them if the singer is a monster.
Throughout the song, the singer conveys their desire for separation and liberation from the toxic dynamic. They express the urge to choke their partner, metaphorically representing their intense hatred and desire for revenge. The mention of the color blue could symbolize sadness, melancholy, or even death, further emphasizing the singer's intense emotions.
The lyrics also touch on the pain of divorce and the aftermath of a failed relationship. The singer feels betrayed and worthless, driven to anger and self-destructive behavior as a result. They acknowledge that their partner has painted them as a monster, but also recognize that their own rage has been awakened.
Overall, "Raptured in Blue" delves into the complexity of a destructive relationship, exploring themes of anger, resentment, and longing for freedom.
Line by Line Meaning
Please tell me more about
I want to know the full story of
The things that I did
The actions and choices I made
Demonize me, go all out
Paint me as a villain, go to the extremes
Act like a little kid
Behave immaturely
Leave out the part you played
Exclude the role you had in this
Leave out all of your mistakes
Ignore all of your own errors
I'll take the blame like I always do
I'll accept responsibility as I usually do
But if I'm a monster, what the fuck does that make you?
If I'm a terrible person, then what does that make you?
You'd look so beautiful in blue
You would appear stunning while suffering
You'll say anything for sympathy
You'll use any words to gain pity
You'll do anything for attention
You'll do whatever it takes to be noticed
All your social rants about me
All your online complaints and criticisms of me
Are just a work of twisted fiction
Are simply a fabrication with a distorted view
I shouldn't be surprised
I shouldn't be shocked
This behavior runs in your blood
This behavior is ingrained in you
And no matter how you deny it
Regardless of your denial
You know you're just like your mom
You know you resemble your mother
I've been biting my tongue for the longest time (The longest time)
I've been holding back my words for a very long period
And despite the fantasies
And even though there were imaginations
I didn't commit the crime
I didn't do the wrongdoing
I wish my hands were at your throat
I wish I could physically harm you
So you'd feel how much I hate you
So you could truly sense my intense hatred towards you
I'd simply love to watch you choke
I would derive pleasure from witnessing your struggle to breathe
You'd look so beautiful in blue
You would appear stunning while suffering
I want you out of my life
I desire for you to be removed from my existence
I wish you'd shut up and sign
I wish you would stop talking and agree
These fucking papers that will unbind you from me
These documents that will legally separate us
I feel so angry inside
I am consumed by anger internally
It's like I'm losing my mind
It feels as though I'm going insane
My god divorce is so ugly
Divorce is incredibly unpleasant
The halo on your head
The virtuous image you portray
Is littered up with sins
Is tainted with wrongdoing
Everything you had has fallen apart
Everything you once had has crumbled
All the time you spend
The entirety of the time you invest
Living how you live
Existing in the way you do
Proves you have no fucking heart
Demonstrates that you lack compassion
When I refused to take you back you acted fake and cried
When I rejected your return, you pretended and shed tears
And then when I moved on you vowed to ruin my life
And then when I moved on, you swore to destroy my happiness
I just wanna say thanks
I simply want to express gratitude
For fucking me over
For betraying and hurting me
Making me feel worthless
Causing me to feel devoid of value
And now I'm in a rage
And now I'm filled with anger
I don't spend my days sober
I'm constantly intoxicated
I'm fucking drunk and all of this
I'm heavily intoxicated and all of this
Has turned me into the monster you made me out to be
Has transformed me into the monster you portrayed me as
You've awakened the monster within me
You've brought out the monstrous side of me
Your neck, your face, your throat, your heart
All parts of you, from your physical appearance to your emotions
All blue
Are tainted and suffering
You'd look so beautiful in blue
You would appear stunning while suffering
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Blake Hill
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