An Honest Man
Fantastic Negrito Lyrics

Now I'm in love again
I've found something or someone that I'm passionate about once more

No this time its not with my hand
It's a genuine love or connection, not just a temporary physical pleasure

Wandering murdering
I'm aimlessly going through life and causing destruction, whether intentionally or unintentionally

Every time that I get the chance
Whenever the opportunity arises

I'm a human but remember first I'm a man
I'm capable of making mistakes and falling into negative habits, but I still have a sense of dignity and responsibility

You painted pictures for me, That I refuse to understand
You presented a certain image or expectation to me, but I am choosing not to conform or follow it

Cause I want everything for no reason
I have a sense of entitlement or greed, without any real justification

Cause yesterday it felt so good, But today it feels so bad
I'm driven by instant gratification and am experiencing the repercussions of my actions

These streets got me wandering, Looking for my fix again
I'm struggling with addiction and am actively seeking ways to satisfy it

I should have paid the Chinese girl
I made a mistake in not fulfilling my obligations or responsibilities

Now I'm losing everything I have
The consequences of my actions are causing me to suffer and lose what I've built up

Now I'm alone again, Empty black and very cynical
I feel isolated and pessimistic about the world and my situation

I can't get enough, My condition is critical
I'm consumed by my addiction to the point of detriment to my health and well-being

Deep dark lover momma, Sure got enough to eat
Someone else may be thriving or getting what they want out of life, but it's not necessarily bringing them true happiness or fulfillment

When I'm not alone crying, Murdering, Wandering
When I'm not by myself, I'm still struggling with feelings of aggression or aimlessness

I'll rip your heart out with my pretty smile
I may seem charming or attractive on the surface, but I have the capability of causing harm or destruction

Help Me!
I recognize that I need assistance in overcoming my problems

Girl I want everything you got for no reason
I'm demanding or expecting things from someone else without any justification or merit

Losing, Mama I'm losing, Oh you know I'm losing my mind
I'm spiraling out of control and am at risk of losing everything, including my sanity

I tell ya I want everything mama, For no reason at all
I'm expressing my sense of entitlement or greed, even when it doesn't make logical sense

But now it feels so bad
I'm experiencing negative consequences or emotions as a result of my actions