What If
Faraz H.R Lyrics

What if I didn't know how to flirt
What if my lack of knowledge on flirting hindered us from ever connecting?

What if I never knew who you were
What if I never had the chance to meet you and experience your presence?

What if I could forget that I'm hurt
What if I had the ability to erase any pain or heartache I've ever felt?

What if
The constant questioning and hypothetical thinking surrounding our situation.

You never left
Imagining an alternate reality where our relationship was never severed.

Or could've just told me why
Reflecting on the lack of communication and closure in our relationship.

I'm still waiting for a goodbye
Holding onto hope for a proper goodbye or sense of closure in the future.

I'm lost inside my fucking mind
Feeling hopeless and consumed by my own thoughts and emotions.

You dropped me there without a sign
Feeling left behind and confused by your sudden absence in my life.

What if you never said Love you first
Questioning whether our relationship would have taken a different course if I said 'I love you' first.

What if I never bought this stupid purse
Wondering if my actions in the relationship had any impact on our present situation.

What if I'm really just a hopeless heart
Doubting my ability to love and be loved.

Plot twist, you left me with your depression
Realizing that your personal struggles and battles left a significant impact on our relationship.

Loving me was just your medicine
Feeling used and unimportant, knowing that I was just a temporary solution to your problems.

Fuck this, I'm tired of being sad like this
Fed up with the constant sadness and struggle in the aftermath of our relationship.

Girl lets talk if I'm being honest
Seeking honesty and communication in order to move forward and find closure.

Why you playin' like you have no regrets?
Confused by your lack of remorse and seemingly carefree attitude after our relationship ended.

Turn around you look like a fucking mess
Commenting on your outward appearance and emotional state after our relationship ended.

You're a mess
Acknowledging the impact our relationship had on your emotional wellbeing and state of mind.

You lied to me
Addressing the deceit and dishonesty present in our relationship.

What a fucking bitch
Expressing anger and frustration towards your actions and behavior.

I'm not rude but I can call you prick
Asserting my frustration and calling out your behavior as disrespectful and hurtful.

What if you were a good person
Questioning whether your actions and behavior in our relationship are indicative of who you truly are.

I mean what if
Continuing to question and wonder about different hypothetical scenarios in our relationship.