Sixty-nine
Farmakon Lyrics


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I redraw my wish
line by line
My thoughts retrace the history
to the point where I failed

Pictures of long summer nights
burnt with a bright flame
their flames now
tearing me

I'll shield my love with my fear
reach inside me and I'll never be whole again

and then strikes
this drowse again
a warm depth of fantasy
I float with the streams of ecstasy

A light of a star
A way without pain
I step through the door and walk
again forgetting to fear the fall

I'm forever stuck
between this




and something that happened
in 1969

Overall Meaning

In the lyrics to Farmakon's song Sixty-nine, the singer seems to be reflecting on a past failure and the way it continues to affect them in the present. They redraw their wish line by line, trying to course-correct and find a new path. Memories of long summer nights, which were once joyful, are now painful, their bright flames tearing the singer apart. The singer talks about shielding their love with their fear, suggesting they may have been hurt in the past and are now afraid to trust again. When the singer describes a warm depth of fantasy, it seems they are looking for an escape from their pain. They seek a light of a star, a way without pain, that will allow them to overcome their fear of falling and move on from whatever hurt them in the past. However, the final line suggests they are still "forever stuck" between the past and the present, unable to fully move on from 1969.


The overall tone of the lyrics is melancholic and introspective, with the singer grappling with their own emotions and the impact of past experiences on their present. The language is poetic and metaphorical, with lines like "I'll shield my love with my fear" conveying complex emotional states with few words.


Line by Line Meaning

I redraw my wish
I try to recreate what I once wished for


line by line
In a methodical, detailed way


My thoughts retrace the history
I review my past experiences


to the point where I failed
Until I reached the point of failure


Pictures of long summer nights
Memories of good times


burnt with a bright flame
Vivid and intense memories


their flames now
Now those same memories


tearing me
Are causing me pain


I'll shield my love with my fear
I will try to protect my love by being cautious


reach inside me and I'll never be whole again
I know that by doing so, I will never feel complete again


and then strikes
Suddenly,


this drowse again
A feeling of low energy and tiredness hits me again


a warm depth of fantasy
I start to indulge in a comforting and imaginative daydream


I float with the streams of ecstasy
I feel like I am floating away in total bliss


A light of a star
A glimmer of hope


A way without pain
A possibility to move forward without suffering


I step through the door and walk
I take a chance and make a bold move


again forgetting to fear the fall
I forget to be afraid of the potential consequences


I'm forever stuck
I am permanently trapped


between this
Caught between the present


and something that happened
And a specific event that occurred


in 1969
In 1969, a major event or personal experience took place that is still affecting me to this day




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