Front man Anton Laurila came up with the name for the band… Read Full Bio ↴From Finland.
Front man Anton Laurila came up with the name for the band at a moment when he felt as though he was a failed person, wrote something about it down and misspelled the word "Failed" with "Feiled"; He thought it was a great name for a band.
Anton started writing songs back in 2001 right when the band was getting its start with the two men; Anton and Henri. Their first demo, "Feiled", was released a year later. After the release of their demo they began to be noticed by the general public, they started doing some gigs, and Poko Records had taken interest in the band. Anton wasn't satisfied.
Their second record, "Lost EP", was released shortly thereafter and they started becoming more popular. Anton had played the drums on the demo and the Lost EP, he replaced that position with Markus Tourunen. Now Anton took to his own place on the stage. Mikka left in 2003 due to other musical endeavors and was replaced by Martin Lindholm.
In 2004 Feiled had changed the band lineup, Markus and Romy had left in October. Hannes replaced Markus, the band playing with only one guitarist. Now Feiled had the permanent members of the band. Songs were written over the course of the winter season. Though, Anton had problems with his throat which caused some delay. The promo was later released that coming summer. Feiled was signed to Poko Records and soon after started to record a full length album.
The year 2005 has brought more from the band. They now have a music video for the song Lost, there's a growing number of fan sites, plenty more fans, and more gigs. Also a new guitarist, Masi Hukari has joined the lineup. There are presently (July 2005) several album reviews about Midnight Poems which was released in April.
Lost
Feiled Lyrics
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I lost my faith
my faith in you
These days..
It's hard to find the place
a place to hide away
away from you
And every night
I dream of you
In this loneliness
It's all I can do
and every night
I shout your name
I hope someday
You'll feel the same
Words, nothing to say any more
I've tried to be strong
But I'm so weak
Too weak
and your eyes
haunting me at night
They're wanting me to fight
to fight for you
And every night
I dream of you
In this lonelyness
It's all I can do
And every night
I shout your name
I hope someday
You'll feel the same
The lyrics of Feiled's "Lost" depict the singer's feelings of abject loneliness, faithlessness, and helplessness in a desolate relationship. In the first stanza, the singer speaks of losing himself and their faith in the person they are addressing. They feel it's hard to find a place to escape the hurtful relationship. In the second stanza, the singer dreams of the person every night and they shout their name, hoping that someday the person they are addressing will reciprocate their love. The singer acknowledges their weakness and the haunting effect this person has on them. Despite the pain, they still hope, dream and shout for this person.
The song's lyrics touch on several complicated themes, including the pain of unrequited love, the feeling of being lost in a toxic or one-sided relationship, and trying to navigate a path to healing while grappling with the memory of the lost love.
Line by Line Meaning
I, I lost myself today
I no longer recognize my own thoughts and feelings due to the loss of something valuable.
I lost my faith
I've lost my trust and confidence in something or someone.
my faith in you
The person who I no longer have faith in is you.
These days..
Currently, in the present moment.
It's hard to find the place
It's difficult to find a location or state of being.
a place to hide away
A location to escape from something or someone.
away from you
The person who I want to escape from is you.
And every night
On a regular basis during the evening.
I dream of you
During my moments of rest, I imagine you in my mind.
In this loneliness
Experiencing a feeling of isolation and being alone.
It's all I can do
The only thing I can do in my current situation.
I shout your name
I call out your name loudly.
I hope someday
I desire for something to occur at an unspecified point in time.
You'll feel the same
You will share the same thoughts, feelings, or desires as me.
Words, nothing to say any more
I am at a loss for words and have nothing left to express.
I've tried to be strong
I've made conscious efforts to display mental or emotional resilience.
But I'm so weak
Despite my efforts, I lack the strength to continue.
Too weak
My lack of strength is extreme and debilitating.
and your eyes
The look in your eyes which conveys emotions and desires.
haunting me at night
Persistently disturbing my thoughts during the night time.
They're wanting me to fight
The look in your eyes is encouraging me to pursue a challenging situation or action.
Contributed by John H. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@KyleeMay01
I love this song :D Finland has the best bands EVER!! Love it. I love his voice.
@amilcaresau8278
2020, anyone?
@rooth4487
21?
@rooth4487
22 now
@amilcaresau8278
After the pandemic The lyrics sound apocalyptic
@rooth4487
@@amilcaresau8278 Still as nostalgic as when I first heard it, too
@rooth4487
@Feiled - Official Holy shit, is this a dream
@LAMORI
It's a great song!
@mariahbraga2875
this song is amazing
@valotwin
great song!