Being di… Read Full Bio ↴Fenne Lily is a British singer-songwriter based in Bristol.
Being discouraged from watching TV as a child was integral to the development of Fenne Lily's musicality, as instead much of her time was spent writing songs and honing both instrumental and understatement in equal measures.
At the age of 17 she began travelling to Bristol from her home in Dorset, and within a year found herself suporting the likes of Marika Hackman, Marlon Williams, KT Tunstall, C Duncan, and Palace, among many more. Soon after she self-released her debut single 'Top to Toe' - a song she had written when she was only 15 - which aling with her next two singles amassed over 20 million streams in the next 18 months.
A prolific artist, she soon found herself collaborating with a number of other musicians, including Aldous Harding and fellow Bristolians Tamu Massif & Oliver Wilde.
Throughout this whole time however, she has been writing for her own songs. Enlisting some musical friends to join her and recording with one foot on the Isle of Wight and one in Bristol, Fenne completed her debut album due in 2018.
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Unfucktheworld
Fenne Lily Lyrics
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I started dancing just to be around you
Here′s to thinking that it all meant so much more
I kept my mouth shut and opened up the door
I wanted nothing but for this to be the end
For this to never be a tied and empty hand
If all the trouble in my heart would only mend
It's not just me for you, I have to look out too
I have to save my life, I have no peace of mind
I am the only one now, I am the only one now
I am the only one now, I am the only one now
You may not be around, you may not be around
You may not be around, you may not be around
I wanted nothing but for this to be the end
For this to never be a tied and empty hand
If all the trouble in my heart would only mend
I lost my dream, I lost my reason all again
I quit my dream in the minute that I found you
In the first verse of "Unfucktheworld," Fenne Lily reflects on how her life changed when she found someone important. She stopped dreaming and instead focused on being around this person, emphasizing the significance of their presence in her life. She thought that their connection held deep meaning and potential. Feeling a mix of vulnerability and anticipation, she chose to remain silent about her feelings and opened herself up to the possibility of a relationship.
The second verse delves deeper into Fenne's desires and fears. She confesses that all she wanted was for this relationship to be the answer, the resolution to her internal struggles. She longed for her troubled heart to heal and to rediscover her purpose and determination. However, despite her hopes, her dreams and reasons for pursuing this connection slipped away once again, leaving her feeling lost and uncertain.
The chorus represents a shift in perspective. Fenne realizes that she must also prioritize her own well-being and self-preservation in this relationship. She acknowledges that she must consider her own life and peace of mind, suggesting that she has perhaps neglected herself in the pursuit of love. In this moment of clarity, she recognizes that she is the only one who can save herself and find solace.
The repeated phrase, "You may not be around," conveys a sense of uncertainty about the future of the relationship. Fenne acknowledges that there is a possibility that this person may not be a constant presence in her life, adding to her sense of vulnerability and fear of abandonment.
Finally, in the last line of the song, Fenne Lily repeats the theme from the opening verse. She reflects on how she let go of her dreams the moment she found this person, suggesting that her aspirations and sense of self may have been overshadowed by her intense connection with them. It serves as a reminder of the sacrifices she has made in the pursuit of love and the challenges she faces in maintaining her own identity.
Line by Line Meaning
I quit my dreaming the minute that I found you
I gave up on my hopes and aspirations as soon as I met you
I started dancing just to be around you
I began engaging in activities I didn't necessarily enjoy, just to be in your presence
Here's to thinking that it all meant so much more
Cheers to the belief that our connection held deeper significance
I kept my mouth shut and opened up the door
I stayed silent and allowed you to enter my life
I wanted nothing but for this to be the end
All I desired was for our relationship to come to a close
For this to never be a tied and empty hand
To avoid being left with nothing and feeling empty
If all the trouble in my heart would only mend
If only the turmoil within my heart could be healed
I lost my dream, I lost my reason all again
I let go of my aspirations and purpose once more
It's not just me for you, I have to look out too
It's not solely about me sacrificing for you, I need to prioritize my own well-being
I have to save my life, I have no peace of mind
I need to protect myself and regain my inner peace
I am the only one now, I am the only one now
I am the sole person responsible for myself now
You may not be around, you may not be around
You might not be present or available
I wanted nothing but for this to be the end
All I desired was for our relationship to come to a close
For this to never be a tied and empty hand
To avoid being left with nothing and feeling empty
If all the trouble in my heart would only mend
If only the turmoil within my heart could be healed
I lost my dream, I lost my reason all again
I let go of my aspirations and purpose once more
I quit my dream in the minute that I found you
I abandoned my aspirations as soon as I discovered you
Writer(s): Angel L. Olsen
Contributed by Xavier M. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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This is a great live version!