Forgive Me
Fiend Lyrics

I used that light, uncommon chance –
I took advantage of the rare opportunity of being alive and placed the blame on life itself!

The gift of Life, you see… and blame!
I blamed the mere existence of life itself, despite it being a precious gift.

But so tenacious raw-boned hands
However, the unyielding and strong grip of sorrow and pain will soon seize me once again.

Of grief will catch me soon... again!
I will soon be trapped and consumed by my sadness and pain once more.

I'm cuddling up to the ground,
I am lying on the ground, seeking to find your whereabouts.

To know, where You are.
In hopes of finding you.

But Your steps do not make a sound,
Sadly, I cannot hear your footsteps.

This Silence gives rise to Fear.
This silence creates an unsettling fear within me.

I am the whisper in the night,
I am the hushed voice one can hear only in the darkness of the night.

I walk, Where water cannot flow.
I traverse paths where water cannot stream.

My noiseless steps, my inner fright
My silent movements coupled with my inner anxieties and apprehensions.

Will turn my soul to the stone with glow.
Slowly entombing my soul in a glow-covered stone.

This world, which was condemned one day,
This world that was once horribly punished.

Will cast down as the Destiny's prey.
Will get conquered by the hands of destiny.

It' ll breach these walls – your thoughts are blind
The force of destiny will shatter these walls - walls that kept you from seeing the truth.

It' ll flow deep into your mind
It will penetrate deeply into your conscience.

Life's just a game with no rules
Life is merely a game with no specific guidelines.

There is no sympathy for fools
If you make foolish choices, expect nobody to comfort you.

Creator's name is keeping dark
The identity of the creator is ebbing away into the darkness.

And in the ages it is stuck
And trapped in the immensity of time.

Forgive me for this silent pain,
Pardon me for suffering in silence.

For these crawling years,
For enduring these slow-moving years.

I was keeping back in the rain,
I was withholding myself from the world in the midst of the rain.

Who I am. properly in your sacramental fears.
In the midst of your sacred fears, you still cannot properly discern who I really am.

The mystery of me is hiding in the shade,
My mystique is concealed in the darkness.

In the shade of Your reflection of fade...
In the shadow of your faded reflection...

You must boldly go forward,
You must bravely continue with your journey.

Don't need to see any road,
You do not have to see the path ahead of you.

If you take a false step
However, if you make a blunder

Understand, you're entrapped.
Understand that you might find yourself trapped.

Be awaring in advance
Be mindful beforehand

Of the Destiny's romance –
Of the game that destiny plays.

A crook in the lot for you
A cut away from the common for you.

Have You wait for something new?
Must you wait for something new?

I have lived all life as actor,
I have always lived like an actor on a stage.

Seemed to be unlike I am.
It appeared as though I am not really myself.

My essence was vanished hectored
My very being was lost and disheartened.

Now it's lost for world in dreams.
Now it's lost for the world, preserved only in dreams.

Under my mask you will see dirty face
If you were to see behind my façade, you will see a filthy face.

Dashed with the lie of Life in this insane race
Soiled with lies of life in this frenzied pursuit.

Of Life, which don't worth a stiwer
Of the life that holds no value whatsoever.

Running after the sun,
Chasing after the sun,

I became alone in this River.
I ended up all by myself in this river of life.