Survivor
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Your daddy beat you up
Your daddy beat you down
Your daddy put your mama in the hospital
Your daddy left town...he broke your heart
Your mama drank too much
Your mama hit you in the face
You had to make excuses for the bruises to all your friends
You had to live in disgrace...She broke your heart
Daddy came in your room at night
He took whatever he want
Your daddy was your first time
And your mama never tried to stop him...they
broke your heart
My mama beat me up
My mama beat me down
My brother raped my sister
My family threw me out... they broke my heart
America is the place where the kids got broken hearts
America is the place where the kids got twisted minds
bent on self destruction
America is the place where the kids got their wills broken
into and broken in two
America is the place where the kids got broken hearts
And the adults say hish, keep it down now,
voices carry
They say, don't tell anyone, don't tell em
anything
Don't tell 'em what went on, don't tell 'em
what really happened
Don't tell anyone, don't tell 'em anything
They won't believe you cuz it's all your fault
Hush
I made a bag out of a piece of cloth
I made a wish and I wrote it down on a piece of paper
I put th epaper in the bag and I wished with all
my heart
I said, please please deliver me; low and behold it
became reality
So I can say today
I refuse to believe that god created me to be
tortured
I refuse to believe the earth created me to be
abandoned
I refuse to believe that god created me to be
neglected
I refuse to believe the Earth created me to be
abused
I picked up the pieces of my broken heart off of
the dirty boulevard
I found a punk rock kid who had a needle and
some leather string
I made a wish and I said it, again and again I took
the needle and threaded it
I sewed my broken heart back together again
I got family now, sew my broken heart back together again
I got a wife I love, sew my broken heart back together again
I got two daughters I love, sew my broken heart back together again
I got a family now
Who ever you are, whatever you do, where ever




you are you don't deserve Abuse
Hush

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song "Survivor" describe the stories of abused children who grow up with broken hearts and twisted minds. The first verse tells of a girl whose father physically abused her and her mother, and also sexually abused her. Her mother was an alcoholic who also physically abused her. The second verse talks about the singer's own story of physical abuse from her mother and sexual abuse within her own family. The chorus speaks of America as a place where children are constantly subjected to abuse, but where adults prefer to hush it up rather than bring it out into the open. The last verse talks about how the singer was able to heal herself and sew her broken heart back together again.


The song "Survivor" is a powerful anthem for all survivors of abuse. It highlights the harsh realities of child abuse and the lasting effects it has on the survivors. The song is a call to action for all adults to speak out against child abuse and to help those who are currently being abused.


Line by Line Meaning

Your daddy beat you up
Your father physically abused you


Your daddy beat you down
Your father caused emotional harm to you


Your daddy put your mama in the hospital
Your father was violent towards your mother to the point where she had to be hospitalized


Your daddy left town...he broke your heart
Your father abandoned you and it caused emotional trauma


Your mama drank too much
Your mother struggled with alcoholism


Your mama hit you in the face
Your mother physically abused you


You had to make excuses for the bruises to all your friends
You had to cover up the physical abuse you endured by lying to your peers


You had to live in disgrace...She broke your heart
The mistreatment you experienced from your mother caused you shame and heartache


Daddy came in your room at night
Your father sexually abused you


He took whatever he want
Your father exploited you for his personal gain


Your daddy was your first time
Your father sexually abused you before you were able to develop romantic relationships


And your mama never tried to stop him...they broke your heart
Your mother did not protect you from your father's sexual abuse, and it caused tremendous emotional pain


My mama beat me up
Your mother physically abused you


My mama beat me down
Your mother emotionally abused you


My brother raped my sister
Your sibling sexually assaulted another family member


My family threw me out... they broke your heart
Your family abandoned you, causing hurt and trauma


America is the place where the kids got broken hearts
American society has a tendency to cause emotional pain and trauma in children


America is the place where the kids got twisted minds
American society has a tendency to cause mental health issues in children


America is the place where the kids got their wills broken into and broken in two
American society has a tendency to break the spirit and will of children, leaving them feeling defeated


And the adults say hish, keep it down now, voices carry
Adults often discourage children from speaking up about their mistreatment to maintain societal expectations and norms


They say, don't tell anyone, don't tell em anything
Adults try to keep children from discussing their mistreatment, out of shame or fear


Don't tell 'em what went on, don't tell 'em what really happened
Adults discourage children from sharing their experiences of abuse or trauma to avoid accountability or shame


They won't believe you cuz it's all your fault
Children who speak up about abuse or trauma are often blamed by adults and not believed


I made a bag out of a piece of cloth
You got creative and took matters into your own hands to make your life better


I made a wish and I wrote it down on a piece of paper
You set an intention for yourself and wrote it down as a reminder


I put th epaper in the bag and I wished with all my heart
You put your intention out into the universe with genuine hope for a better life


I said, please please deliver me; low and behold it became reality
Your wish came true and you were delivered from the mistreatment you experienced


I refuse to believe that god created me to be tortured
You do not believe in a higher power that created you to suffer


I refuse to believe the earth created me to be abandoned
You do not believe that the universe put you on earth to be neglected or forgotten


I refuse to believe that god created me to be neglected
You do not believe in a higher power that created you for the purpose of being neglected or mistreated


I refuse to believe the Earth created me to be abused
You do not believe that the universe put you here to endure abuse


I picked up the pieces of my broken heart off of the dirty boulevard
You overcame your emotional pain and learned to move forward with your life


I found a punk rock kid who had a needle and some leather string
You found someone who could help you repair your broken heart in an unconventional way


I made a wish and I said it, again and again I took the needle and threaded it
You put in the effort and dedication to repair your broken heart with the help of another person


I sewed my broken heart back together again
You were able to heal and restore yourself emotionally


I got family now, sew my broken heart back together again
You were able to find a supportive family who helped you restore yourself


Who ever you are, whatever you do, where ever you are you don't deserve Abuse
No one deserves to be mistreated or abused, regardless of who they are or what they have done


Hush
The song ends on a soft, contemplative note




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Written by: Jeffrey Alexander Ott

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Alif A E

Your daddy beat you up
Your daddy beat you down
Your daddy put your mama in the hospital
Your daddy left town...he broke your heart
Your mama drank too much
Your mama hit you in the face
You had to make excuses for the bruises to all your friends
You had to live in disgrace...She broke your heart
Daddy came in your room at night
He took whatever he want
Your daddy was your first time
And your mama never tried to stop him...they
broke your heart
My mama beat me up
My mama beat me down
My brother raped my sister
My family threw me out... they broke my heart
America is the place where the kids got broken hearts
America is the place where the kids got twisted minds
bent on self destruction
America is the place where the kids got their wills broken
into and broken in two
America is the place where the kids got broken hearts
And the adults say hish, keep it down now,
voices carry
They say, don't tell anyone, don't tell em
anything
Don't tell 'em what went on, don't tell 'em
what really happened
Don't tell anyone, don't tell 'em anything
They won't believe you cuz it's all your fault
Hush
I made a bag out of a piece of cloth
I made a wish and I wrote it down on a piece of paper
I put th epaper in the bag and I wished with all
my heart
I said, please please deliver me; low and behold it
became reality
So I can say today
I refuse to believe that god created me to be
tortured
I refuse to believe the earth created me to be
abandoned
I refuse to believe that god created me to be
neglected
I refuse to believe the Earth created me to be
abused
I picked up the pieces of my broken heart off of
the dirty boulevard
I found a punk rock kid who had a needle and
some leather string
I made a wish and I said it, again and again I took
the needle and threaded it
I sewed my broken heart back together again
I got family now, sew my broken heart back together again
I got a wife I love, sew my broken heart back together again
I got two daughters I love, sew my broken heart back together again
I got a family now
Who ever you are, whatever you do, where ever
you are you don't deserve Abuse
Hush



All comments from YouTube:

Rob Lehman

Thank you for posting this... Jeff Ott helped me through a very difficult part of my life. Thank you for perpetuating what they started!

Zoe Wall

I LOVE Jeff Ott, he is truly amazing, this song is very relatable for me though ....as are most of his songs actually.

Vic Lastname

Oh man, I remember listening to this song over and over sooo long ago, back in 2001!

Abraham Grigsby

This song still means a lot to me.

Justin Ahnen

One of the most influential punk bands to me alongside Jawbreaker,and Cringer.....

Zoe Wall

GREAT band, I love fifteen, fucking rad messages, and great music as well. <3

Alif A E

Your daddy beat you up
Your daddy beat you down
Your daddy put your mama in the hospital
Your daddy left town...he broke your heart
Your mama drank too much
Your mama hit you in the face
You had to make excuses for the bruises to all your friends
You had to live in disgrace...She broke your heart
Daddy came in your room at night
He took whatever he want
Your daddy was your first time
And your mama never tried to stop him...they
broke your heart
My mama beat me up
My mama beat me down
My brother raped my sister
My family threw me out... they broke my heart
America is the place where the kids got broken hearts
America is the place where the kids got twisted minds
bent on self destruction
America is the place where the kids got their wills broken
into and broken in two
America is the place where the kids got broken hearts
And the adults say hish, keep it down now,
voices carry
They say, don't tell anyone, don't tell em
anything
Don't tell 'em what went on, don't tell 'em
what really happened
Don't tell anyone, don't tell 'em anything
They won't believe you cuz it's all your fault
Hush
I made a bag out of a piece of cloth
I made a wish and I wrote it down on a piece of paper
I put th epaper in the bag and I wished with all
my heart
I said, please please deliver me; low and behold it
became reality
So I can say today
I refuse to believe that god created me to be
tortured
I refuse to believe the earth created me to be
abandoned
I refuse to believe that god created me to be
neglected
I refuse to believe the Earth created me to be
abused
I picked up the pieces of my broken heart off of
the dirty boulevard
I found a punk rock kid who had a needle and
some leather string
I made a wish and I said it, again and again I took
the needle and threaded it
I sewed my broken heart back together again
I got family now, sew my broken heart back together again
I got a wife I love, sew my broken heart back together again
I got two daughters I love, sew my broken heart back together again
I got a family now
Who ever you are, whatever you do, where ever
you are you don't deserve Abuse
Hush

Samantha Howard

They broke my heart!

livinginwinnipeg

Loved playin shows with those guys back in the day exmembers of slapstick !

Pat Fuller

Slapstick is a very under rated band. They had amazing energy live.

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