Costume For A Gutterball
Finger Eleven Lyrics


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The mask keeps on slipping and tearing
The holes are big enough to see
I strain and I'm bending to hear you
What did you tell me

So slow
You see me disappear
Taken in taken away
Caught in another memory
Looking for something left to see
Now I want something

The one in the corner it's moving
Slowly up slowly down
Never too brilliant or clever
It won't turn around




No one will know that I'm looking
They can't get to me

Overall Meaning

In "Costume For A Gutterball", Finger Eleven uses the metaphor of a mask to depict a person trying to hide their true self. The mask is described as slipping and tearing, indicating that the person's facade is starting to crumble. The holes in the mask are big enough to see, which suggests that the person's true nature is becoming visible to those around them. The person is straining and bending to hear what someone else is saying, which highlights the difficulty they have in connecting with others due to their mask.


As the song progresses, the person seems to become more isolated and lost in their own memories. They disappear into their own thoughts and are caught in a cycle of looking for something that is left to see. It is unclear what this something is, but it implies that the person is seeking a sense of identity or purpose. The final stanza of the song introduces a new character, someone who is physically present but emotionally distant. They move slowly and never turn around, symbolizing the person's inability to make a connection with them. The person watching this character is also unable to make contact, highlighting their own loneliness and isolation.


Line by Line Meaning

The mask keeps on slipping and tearing
My façade or disguise is slowly losing its effectiveness and wearing out


The holes are big enough to see
People can now see through my disguise and I'm exposed


I strain and I'm bending to hear you
I'm putting in effort to try and understand what you're saying


What did you tell me
I didn't quite catch what you said, could you repeat it?


So slow
Everything around me is moving at a slow pace making me feel stuck in my current situation


You see me disappear
I'm slowly fading or losing my true self and turning into something I'm not


Taken in taken away
I'm caught up in something and can't escape from it


Caught in another memory
I keep reminiscing about the past and can't live in the present


Looking for something left to see
I'm searching for something that can give me hope or happiness


Now I want something
I crave for something that can fill me up internally


The one in the corner it's moving
My observer or someone hidden is slowly making their way into the open


Slowly up slowly down
They are taking their time to avoid any suspicion


Never too brilliant or clever
The observer is not remarkable and doesn't stand out much


It won't turn around
The observer is careful and won't risk getting caught or look back


No one will know that I'm looking
I'm watching them unnoticed and won't reveal my identity


They can't get to me
My observer cannot reveal my secret or affect me




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: ARNOLD DAVID LANNI, JAMES RYAN BLACK, SCOTT ANDERSON

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