Numb
Finish Ticket Lyrics
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And as you told me I should have cared a little more
I'm no saint, but I'm no sinner
Your eyes stare and mine grow thinner
Old friend, it's torture you left on me
And in your absence, oblique uncertainty
As I wallow in my sorrow, I'll press on into tomorrow
Marinate in my bloodstream and soak until I'm done
Yes, I'm drowning out the few thoughts I left on you.
When broken it's your warmth that we seek
And that token of your love, we hit our peak
Give me something good dear, I'm becoming such a fool here
It takes numb to feel normal, it's normal to feel numb
Marinate in bloodstream and soak until I'm done
Yes, I'm drowning out the few thoughts I left on you.
Why can't you understand I lost myself today?
Why can't you understand I know no other way?
And in the dark I found your hand, but I lost myself
It takes numb to feel normal, it's normal to feel numb
Marinate in my bloodstream and soak until I'm dumb
Yes, I'm drowning out the few thoughts I left on you
The lyrics of Finish Ticket's song "Numb" express the feeling of being lost and overwhelmed, and the need to disconnect from reality in order to cope with emotional pain. The opening lines describe a physical manifestation of the emotional state, as the singer lies on the floor and reflects on the advice they didn't take, resulting in the loss of a friend. The guilt of not being a perfect person is acknowledged, but the focus is on the emptiness of the present moment and the uncertainty of the future, now that the friend is gone.
The chorus, "It takes numb to feel normal, it's normal to feel numb," captures the theme of the song in a concise and memorable way, emphasizing the idea that emotional detachment is a natural response to trauma, even if it seems counterintuitive. The imagery of marinating in one's bloodstream suggests a sense of being consumed by emotional apathy, as if the singer is trying to drown out their thoughts and emotions by filling their body with a numbing substance.
The second verse introduces the idea that when we are broken, we seek the warmth and comfort of others, and that this vulnerability can lead to mistakes and foolishness. The plea for "something good" is a cry for help and a recognition of the singer's own limitations. The final lines of the song tie together the themes of loss and self-discovery, with the singer admitting that they have lost themselves but still hold out hope for a connection with someone else.
Overall, "Numb" is a poignant and relatable exploration of the complex emotions that arise in the wake of loss, and the ways in which we cope with pain and uncertainty.
Line by Line Meaning
Gut feeling, I'm lying on my floor
I am overwhelmed with emotion and physically unable to move.
And as you told me I should have cared a little more
You pointed out my mistake, but I can't go back in time to fix it now.
I'm no saint, but I'm no sinner
I am flawed, but I am not entirely bad.
Your eyes stare and mine grow thinner
I am becoming weaker in the face of your judgment.
Old friend, it's torture you left on me
Your absence is causing me pain, even though we were once close.
And in your absence, oblique uncertainty
I am unsure of what to do or how to move on without you.
As I wallow in my sorrow, I'll press on into tomorrow
Despite my sadness, I will keep moving forward through each day.
It takes numb to feel normal, it's normal to feel numb
Sometimes I have to shut off my emotions to cope with life.
Marinate in my bloodstream and soak until I'm done
I will let the emptiness consume me until it no longer hurts.
Yes, I'm drowning out the few thoughts I left on you.
I am trying to forget you and the pain you caused me by numbing myself.
When broken it's your warmth that we seek
When we are hurt, we often turn to the person who hurt us for comfort.
And that token of your love, we hit our peak
Your gesture of affection was the highest point in our relationship.
Give me something good dear, I'm becoming such a fool here
I am desperate for something positive to hold onto because I feel like a fool for letting you hurt me.
Why can't you understand I lost myself today?
You don't understand how much your actions impacted me.
Why can't you understand I know no other way?
This is the only way I know how to cope with my pain.
And in the dark I found your hand, but I lost myself
You were there for me, but I am still struggling to find myself again.
Marinate in my bloodstream and soak until I'm dumb
I will keep numbing myself until I can no longer feel anything at all.
Yes, I'm drowning out the few thoughts I left on you
I am trying to forget you and the pain you caused me by numbing myself.
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Marine Barbosa
I'm starting to listening your songs and it sounds really amazing ! I'm just chocked that you've got less than 200 likes because you deserve so much more !
Kasia Kwiatkowska
Marine Barbosa same
Brooke Michael
Underrated! Awesome song guys keep up the good work
Megan Evans
Recently discovered you guys and fell in love. Awesome work!
jennifer ann
favorite track, in love with this omg
Cristobal Lee
Great song! Seeing these guys on the 8th!
Isabel
Can't wait to see you guys at BFD tomorrow :)
HopelessCreative
wrote myself a letter back in 2014 for when i graduate. Finally got to open it. Past me just remind me about this song.
Alyssa Leigh -
can't wait to see you guys on Oct. 19th !!
nick
its pretty cool. really cool.