"The process of making this song was really freeing. I’ve spent my whole life looking for answers on how to be better – emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually, intellectually.
I thought, ‘If I can just figure out the secret, all my problems will be solved.’ As if everyone had the fix but me. Between different relationships, doctors, healers, crystals, self-help books, medications, podcasts, you name it, I sought it out. All my value was placed externally. And though those things have guided me on my journey and led me to where I am now, the thing I was missing was right in front of me." - via Gay Times
Healing
Fletcher Lyrics
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Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet
Inhale, exhale on repeat, yeah
Lately, it's so hard to breathe, yeah
Falling 'bout a million times
It's a miracle I'm still alive
No one said that it was easy
Tryna piece the broken pieces
But that's the shit I'm working on
The journey is a work of art
I can't erase all the things that I've done
But all the mistakes made me who I've become
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
Breaking down, don't mean I'm broken (yeah, I'm broken)
Losing hope, don't mean I'm hopeless
And maybe all I need is time (oh, yeah, yeah, yeah)
It never happens overnight
I can't erase all the things that I've done (I've done)
But all the mistakes made me who I've become
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings (my feelings)
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally (finally) breathing
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
I'm finally breathing (oh, oh-ooh, oh, oh, oh)
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing (ooh-ooh, ooh)
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing (healing)
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet
In "Healing," Fletcher sings about the process of dealing with emotional pain and trauma. The first verse musically sets the tone for the song's introspective exploration. The lyrics convey a feeling of weightlessness and confusion as the singer grapples with difficult emotions that have seemingly flipped their world upside down. The repetition of "ooh-ooh" and "yeah, yeah" in the chorus conveys a sense of release and acceptance.
As the song continues, Fletcher acknowledges the struggle of healing - it's not easy, but it's necessary. The second verse speaks to the idea that healing is not a linear journey, but one with many ups and downs ("breaking down, don't mean I'm broken"). In the end, the chorus is repeated with more conviction - they may not be fully healed yet, but they are on their way.
Overall, "Healing" is a powerful anthem for anyone who has been through emotional struggles and is committed to the process of healing.
Line by Line Meaning
I've been feeling
I have been experiencing intense emotions and sensations
Inside out in my feelings
My feelings are so overwhelming that I feel turned inside out
Upside down, on the ceiling
My emotions have caused me to feel disoriented and unbalanced
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
I am finally able to relax and take a deep breath
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
Although the situation is still uncertain, things are becoming more clear
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I am not completely recovered, but I am making progress towards finding peace
I ain't there yet
I have not fully overcome my struggles
Inhale, exhale on repeat, yeah
I am trying to calm myself down by focusing on my breathing
Lately, it's so hard to breathe, yeah
I am struggling to maintain my composure and stay calm
Falling 'bout a million times
I have experienced a lot of setbacks and hardships
It's a miracle I'm still alive
Despite everything that has happened, I am still here and fighting
No one said that it was easy
I understand that overcoming my struggles will not be a simple or straightforward process
Tryna piece the broken pieces
I am attempting to reconstruct my life after it has been shattered by my experiences
But that's the shit I'm working on
Rather than giving up, I am actively trying to improve my situation
The journey is a work of art
The process of healing and growth is beautiful and meaningful, even if it is difficult
I can't erase all the things that I've done
I cannot change my past or undo the mistakes I have made
But all the mistakes made me who I've become
My experiences have helped shape me into the person I am today
Breaking down, don't mean I'm broken (yeah, I'm broken)
Although I may feel like I am falling apart, I am not completely shattered
Losing hope, don't mean I'm hopeless
Even if I am feeling discouraged, I still have the potential for recovery and growth
And maybe all I need is time (oh, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Perhaps the most important factor in my healing is simply allowing myself time to recover
It never happens overnight
Healing and growth are gradual processes that require time and patience
I've been feeling (my feelings)
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
Although I am not yet fully recovered, I am making progress towards peace
I'm finally (finally) breathing
After a period of stress and anxiety, I am finally able to relax and breathe normally
Healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet
Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Aldae Long, Carrie Fletcher, Jonah Shai, Scott Harris
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@cosmicgrime3792
LYRICS:
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
The smoke ain't gone, but it's clearing
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
I ain't there yet
Inhale, exhale on repeat, yeah
Lately, it's so hard to breathe, yeah
Falling 'bout a million times
It's a miracle I'm still alive
No one said that it was easy
Tryna piece the broken pieces
But that's the shit I'm working on
The journey is a work of art
I can't erase all the things that I've done
But all the mistakes made me who I've become
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
The smoke ain't gone, but it's clearing
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
Ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
Ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
Breaking down, don't mean I'm broken (yeah, I'm broken)
Losing hope, don't mean I'm hopeless
And maybe all I need is time (oh, yeah, yeah, yeah)
It never happens overnight
I can't erase all the things that I've done (I've done)
But all the mistakes made me who
I've become (but I still take 'em back)
I've been feeling (ooh)
Inside out in my feelings (my feelings)
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally (finally) breathing
The smoke ain't gone, but it's clearing
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing (but I'm healing)
Ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
Ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
I'm finally, breathing (oh)
The smoke ain't gone, but it's clearing (ooh)
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing
Ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet, but I'm healing (healing)
Ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet
@chemistryztv7259
i hope this helps someone,
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it’s your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For Me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I
hope you will remember my words
@momadelakho9434
the last scene when she hold herself, smiling with a tears drop from her eye is every thing. I don't think I'll get over this soon
@user-tq2wn4mg3z
nahhhh cuz this broke me
@carinafink5133
Same here... it's so wonderful emotional
@melxfurss
3:06
@Ameliamaemay1990
Chills at that moment. It would be tears but I’m in public.
@ashanein
same. <3 love to you!
@user-jt2ry4jm4i
Let's be honest she never disappointed us
@tynaijahsaxton1834
Never💕
@justinyang6675
Never!!! Her songs are so underrated. Fletcher is the adult version of Taylor Swift lol.
@leonienikqi8188
Yess, Never!