Hymn
Fleurie Lyrics


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Somewhere high up in the air there
I had long forgotten I belong to you
Some unconscious stream of twisted logic
Caught me in its whirlwind, left me black and blue
I was senseless, battered and defenseless
Rain became relentless, leaving barren skies
I was broken, all I left unspoken
Left me torn wide open, barely still alive
Found your letter sealed away in storage
Under my pretenses, buried out of view
I recalled it hidden in a notebook
Tattered, ruffled pages old but good as new
I was listless, how could I have missed this?
If you are the groundswell, I'm tossed in your tide
I was certain if I'd seen it comin'
I'd have started running back at the starting line
Well I faltered, left you at the altar
Offering my apologies and my gratitude
Now there's a sinking feeling in my chest
You're gonna love me less when I return to you
But you were never one to keep a record
One to hold against me all I failed to prove




I've been tethered, floating like a feather
Anxious in my roaming, stranded on the move

Overall Meaning

In "Hymn," Fleurie seems to be reflecting on a past relationship that has left her feeling lost and disconnected. At the beginning of the song, she describes feeling adrift, "somewhere high up in the air," and having forgotten that she belongs to the person she is addressing. She then suggests that some deep-seated but unconscious beliefs have led her to self-destructive behaviors, leaving her "battered and defenseless" and surrounded by "barren skies." Despite this despair, Fleurie discovers a letter from her former lover that reminds her of their connection and moves her to repentance. She acknowledges having "faltered" and left this person waiting at the altar, but hopes that they will forgive her and that their love can be restored.


Throughout the song, Fleurie's language is rich with metaphors that suggest a struggle between freedom and constraint. She describes being "tossed in your tide," "floating like a feather," and "roaming," suggesting a desire for independence and self-discovery. At the same time, she acknowledges being "tethered" and "stranded" in her wandering, suggesting a need for guidance or stability. Ultimately, it seems that Fleurie finds a sense of belonging and purpose in reconnecting with her past, suggesting that growth and self-discovery are not incompatible with connection to others.


Line by Line Meaning

Somewhere high up in the air there
I felt untethered from reality


I had long forgotten I belong to you
I lost sight of my connection with you


Some unconscious stream of twisted logic
My thoughts were muddled and illogical


Caught me in its whirlwind, left me black and blue
I was swept up in the chaos and left feeling battered


I was senseless, battered and defenseless
I was helpless and powerless


Rain became relentless, leaving barren skies
My surroundings were gloomy and hopeless


I was broken, all I left unspoken
My emotional state was shattered and I kept my feelings hidden


Left me torn wide open, barely still alive
I was left vulnerable and barely holding on


Found your letter sealed away in storage
I stumbled upon a letter I had stored away


Under my pretenses, buried out of view
I intentionally hid the letter from myself


I recalled it hidden in a notebook
I remembered that I had written it down in a notebook


Tattered, ruffled pages old but good as new
The notebook was old and worn, but the message was still relevant


I was listless, how could I have missed this?
I felt aimless and confused about how I could have overlooked the letter


If you are the groundswell, I'm tossed in your tide
You are the force that moves me and I feel helpless to resist


I was certain if I'd seen it comin'
If I had anticipated the situation


I'd have started running back at the starting line
I would have taken action sooner and tried to prevent the situation from occurring


Well I faltered, left you at the altar
I failed and let you down


Offering my apologies and my gratitude
Expressing remorse and appreciation


Now there's a sinking feeling in my chest
I feel regretful and sad


You're gonna love me less when I return to you
I expect you to be disappointed and less affectionate when I come back


But you were never one to keep a record
I know you will not hold my mistakes against me


One to hold against me all I failed to prove
You will not judge me based on what I did not accomplish


I've been tethered, floating like a feather
I have been aimlessly drifting


Anxious in my roaming, stranded on the move
I feel uncertain and lost despite moving forward




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