Monster
Forty Foot Echo Lyrics


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One time in my life
I lost myself
And you were there by my side
I needed you there
But I didn't know
What I become

Inside, I am a monster
Inside, I'm a disaster
Inside, it's getting colder
But I won't go
Until I say goodbye...

I just couldn't see
All the hidden tears
That you kept crying for me
Now I want you back
But you can't see
How you believe

Inside, I am a monster
Inside, I'm a disaster
Inside, it's getting colder
But I won't go
Until I say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye...

Inside, I am a monster
Inside, I'm a disaster
Inside, I'm still a monster




But I won't go this way
No I won't go this way...

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Forty Foot Echo's "Monster" explore the inner turmoil a person faces when they feel like they have lost themselves. The first verse sets the stage for the song's message, as the singer admits to losing themselves and needing the support of a loved one to find their way back. However, the second verse reveals that the singer's past actions caused pain to their loved one, and now they cannot see the love that still exists between them. The chorus emphasizes the singer's self-hatred and the feeling of being a monster, a disaster that is getting colder on the inside.


The final verse brings a sense of resolve to the song's story, as the singer acknowledges their inner monster but also declares that they will not continue down that path. The decision not to give up is reinforced with the repetition of "But I won't go this way," indicating the desire for change and growth. Overall, the lyrics of "Monster" express the pain of feeling like a monster, but also the strength and determination needed to overcome it.


Line by Line Meaning

One time in my life
At a certain point in my life


I lost myself
I became lost and unsure of my identity


And you were there by my side
You were present and supporting me during this time


I needed you there
I relied on your presence and support


But I didn't know
I was unaware at the time


What I become
Who I had turned into


Inside, I am a monster
Internally, I am monstrous or flawed


Inside, I'm a disaster
Internally, I am chaotic and destructive


Inside, it's getting colder
Internally, my emotional state is becoming colder and distant


But I won't go
I will not leave or give up


Until I say goodbye...
Until I am ready to move on and say goodbye to what's holding me back


I just couldn't see
I was unaware or blinded


All the hidden tears
All the suppressed emotions and pain


That you kept crying for me
That you were silently hurting for me


Now I want you back
I desire your presence and support again


But you can't see
You are unaware or unable to perceive


How you believe
Your mindset and beliefs


Inside, I am a monster
Internally, I am still flawed and corrupted


Inside, I'm a disaster
Internally, I am still chaotic and destructive


Inside, I'm still a monster
Internally, I am still monstrous or flawed


But I won't go this way
I won't continue down this path of destruction


No I won't go this way...
I refuse to continue on a path of self-destructive behavior




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Comments from YouTube:

Jacob Orozco

Whom ever assembled these pictures for this haunting wonderful song did a great job. It show cases the emotions the song very well. Murray Yates is the best at crafting such masterpieces. Much respect for your art Murray it inspires me everyday.

Kaetlyn Bennett

A year later and this song still affects me.

James Nasium

Long Way from the Windsor, Murray. We are Proud of u.

perla guadalupe benitez torres

alguien me podría decir donde puedo buscar o dar un link donde este subtitulada en español ?

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