Torn
Frank Spinath Lyrics

I pose in foam
I present a false facade that appears attractive, but is ultimately hollow.

Attracting no one
Despite my attempts to present myself as desirable, no one is actually interested.

I'm on my own
I am alone, without any meaningful connections or relationships.

I'm torn
I am emotionally conflicted and struggling to make sense of my feelings.

Forming extinct species
Like many living things, I am evolving and changing over time, perhaps even becoming obsolete.

Just like my own
In many ways, I am becoming more like the things around me that are also disappearing.

Naked to the bone
I am vulnerable and exposed, with nothing to hide behind.

I'm torn
My emotions are in turmoil.

As white turns black I know
My world is changing and becoming darker.

It's light these pictures lack
I am unable to see clearly or find meaning in my surroundings.

A tree of life that has no leaves
My life feels barren and devoid of growth.

I'm feeling grief beyond belief
I am overwhelmed with sadness and despair.

I smile at wine and downers
I use alcohol and drugs as a means of escape.

A blade, the phone
I am contemplating self-harm or suicide.

I'll quit this all time low
I am determined to overcome my current struggles.

I've sworn
I have made a promise to myself to improve my situation.

My legs shape Vs and Ss
I am physically and mentally exhausted, struggling to keep standing.

Amid the storm
Despite the chaos and turmoil around me, I am still holding on.

From this sea of red
I am emerging from a period of intense emotional pain.

I'm born
I am starting fresh, with a renewed perspective.

Or torn ?
Or maybe I am still struggling and conflicted.

Or am I ?
Or perhaps I am finally at peace and have found clarity.

If you love me you will find me
I am wishing for someone to see me and help me through my struggles.