クレイジー
From Ashes to New Lyrics
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Yeah, I think you made me
I give, you take, you always push me away
I love, you hate, it's always, always the same
You're always taking, taking, never giving back
To me, it's in the past but tell me how you live with that
You always love to hate with every single breath
Yeah, you see the life you wish you had
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
'Cause I hate the way that you make me feel
Am I going crazy?
I can't, I won't, won't bend until I break
I do, you don't, it's always, always the same
All I wanted was for you to understand my mind
I'm over standing by your side, it isn't worth the time
All you wanted was to push me somewhere past the line
Push me somewhere out of sight, push me somewhere out of mind
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
'Cause I hate the way that you make me feel
Am I going crazy?
Always the same
Always the same
Always the same
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
'Cause I hate the way that you make me feel
Am I going crazy?
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
Going crazy?
Yeah, I'm going crazy
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
Am I going crazy?
These lyrics from From Ashes to New’s song “クレイジー” poignantly reflect the emotional turmoil of a toxic relationship. The first verse explores the emotional dynamics between two individuals where one person takes and the other gives, and the latter is pushed away despite expressing love. The lyrics imply that this relationship has been painful and draining, with one person having taken and never given back. The singer expresses regret about living with the aftereffects of this relationship, while the person who pushed them away is seen regretting their actions as well. The chorus repeats the line “Am I going crazy?” to emphasize the mental toll that this relationship is having on the singer.
The second verse highlights that the singer is unwilling to compromise or bend, as they need to stand their ground to avoid breaking. They express their desire for the other person to understand and empathize with their perspective, but this wish is unfulfilled. The line “All you wanted was to push me somewhere past the line” suggests that the other person had an agenda to push the singer beyond their limits, out of sight and out of mind. The repeated phrase “always the same” in the chorus emphasizes the cyclical nature of the relationship, where the same patterns of emotional abuse and turmoil recur over time. In the end, there is a sense of resignation to the situation as the singer realizes that they may be going crazy due to the impact of this relationship on their mental health.
Line by Line Meaning
Am I going crazy?
Questioning one's own sanity due to the actions of another person.
Yeah, I think you made me
Attributing the feeling of going crazy to the influence of another person.
I give, you take, you always push me away
Expressing the feeling of being taken advantage of and constantly rejected.
I love, you hate, it's always, always the same
Describing a pattern of behavior in a relationship where one person loves and the other person hates, and it never changes.
You're always taking, taking, never giving back
Feeling like the other person is always taking advantage and never reciprocating.
To me, it's in the past but tell me how you live with that
Not dwelling on past hurt, but questioning how the other person is living with their actions.
You always love to hate with every single breath
Observing that the other person always finds something to hate and complain about.
But since the disconnect, you see the life you wish you had
Noticing that since the relationship has ended, the other person is now envious of the other person's life.
Yeah, you see the life you wish you had
Affirming that the other person now realizes what they lost in the relationship.
'Cause I hate the way that you make me feel
Understanding that the other person's behavior is the cause of negative emotions.
I can't, I won't, won't bend until I break
Resisting the urge to give in to the other person's demands and break under pressure.
I do, you don't, it's always, always the same
Highlighting the disparity in effort and emotion in the relationship.
All I wanted was for you to understand my mind
Expressing the desire for the other person to empathize and understand the thoughts and feelings of the other person.
I'm over standing by your side, it isn't worth the time
Realizing that sticking by the other person's side is not worth the effort and pain.
All you wanted was to push me somewhere past the line
Observing that the other person's goal was to push the other person to their limits and beyond.
Push me somewhere out of sight, push me somewhere out of mind
Feeling like the other person wants to push the other person out of their life completely.
Always the same
Acknowledging that the pattern of behavior in the relationship never changes.
Yeah, I'm going crazy
Confirming the feeling of going crazy due to the other person's actions.
Writer(s): Daniel Case
Contributed by Carson V. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Alex Harris
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
I give, you take
You always push me away
I love, you hate
It’s always, always the same
You’re always taking, taking never giving back
To me it’s in the past
But tell me (always the same) how you live with that
You always love to hate with every single breath
But since the disconnect
You see the life you wish you had
Yeah, you see the life you wish you had
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
'Cause I hate the way that you make me feel
Am I going crazy?
I can’t, I won’t
Won’t bend until I break
I do, you don’t
It’s always, always the same
All I wanted was for you to understand my mind
I’m over standing by your side
It isn’t (always the same) worth the time
All you wanted was to push me somewhere past the line
Push me somewhere out of sight
Push me somewhere out of mind
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
'Cause I hate the way that you make me feel
Am I going crazy?
Always the same
Always the same
Always the same
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
'Cause I hate the way that you make me feel
Am I going crazy?
Am I going crazy?
(I can’t change the way that you make me feel)
Yeah, I think you made me
(Have you seen me lately? It’s the way you made me)
Going crazy?
(I hate the way that you make me feel)
Yeah, I’m going crazy
Am I going crazy?
Yeah, I think you made me
Am I going crazy?
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